Harry's POV

Raquel just told me i made her feel nervous and i didn't know how to process that. I wanted her to feel comfortable with me, i wanted her to feel like she can trust me. to me that was the most important thing in a relationship. I responded to her the only i thought would put her at ease, i told her the truth, but not the complete truth. I left out the part, where she made me nervous. She seemed so sure of herself, she knew what she wanted from life, what she wanted to amount to. And as sexy as i find that, i wouldn't be telling the truth if i didn't say that, that aspect of Raquel made me feel a little intimidated. I mean i was sure of myself, i knew what i wanted to do with my life, and hell was i doing it. But after opening up to Raquel, i didn't know how she would react. Judging by her facial expression, she processed what i said, but before i can pick up any emotions from her face, she leaned forward and pressed her lips to mine. And i was happy she did so. But i hoped she wouldn't regret this kiss, that was so passionate so tender, i hope it wasn't a spur of a moment thing because if i was sure of one thing it was that i was falling for Raquel Roberts and i hope she felt the same way, judging by that kiss this date was going as planned, and i didn't have to turn the charm fully on, i wasn't overdoing anything and i wasn't pretending to be someone I'm not. Sure she wasn't really being exposed to the famous Harry Styles but who said she needed to be. First she had to fall for me and than after i know she won't go anywhere well then shell see the other part of my life. I mean she would have to see it sooner than later, because being Harry Styles wasn't easy, and being a girlfriend of Harry Styles of one direction, wasn't easy either. But hey, Raquel didn't strike me as a girl who liked taking the easy way out of things, she was a girl who struck me as someone who enjoyed a challenge and so did i. I was now more interested to continue our date and see where it would end. But i couldn't help but think, if Raquel didn't like being under someones gaze,she didn't like people looking at her in fear that the would judge her how would she handle being seen with me, how would she handle the backlash from our fans and the media. These thoughts of doubt were now swarming in my head, i tried to push them away, but it was hard. I also couldn't fathom on why Raquel didn't like being looked at, she was beautiful and she had so much confidence i never would of thought that she was like that. That she was that insecure especially when she had no reason to be.

"Harry, what are you thinking?" Raquel asked me pulling me away from my thoughts. I forgot for a minute there i had the most amazing girl staring at me impatiently.

" Uh nothing, well actually i have a question for you, your so beautiful and you seem so sure and so confident in yourself, why are you insecure like this when you have no reason to feel that way, seriously your so close to perfect." I decided to ask her, and let her know the truth, continuing our little heart to heart, but i regretted asking her this when i saw a shade of red creep onto her face, processing what i just admitted to her.

" Trust me, Harry I'm not perfect, I never was, but yes i am confident and i am sure of myself but thats because i knew what i wanted to do with my life since i was seven year, when most seven year olds are asked what they want to be when they grow up they answer, rockstar, princess, or astronaut, but nope not me, i wanted to be a lawyer, always have, always will. But yes i am sure of myself but when i came here, something changed someone made me change, someone ignited these insecurities, but no Harry don't think I'm perfect I'm far from it, I've got imperfections just like everybody else ." Yup she was falling for me i was sure of it, she trusted me she just bared her soul to me, entrusting me with her dark secrets. I mean if i felt that way i wouldn't just go around telling people i would have to trust them first. This was it she was trusting me, and soon i had a ear to ear grin on my face.

" well i'm sure ill love those i few imperfections of yours." I replied to her and with that with a surge of confidence I placed a light kiss on her lips, needing to feel them against mine again. It did happen to feel appropriate.

Changing the topic I asked Raquel " so while we are here anything else you want to do?."

" Well there is one attraction I've been dying to try!" Raquel answered enthusiastically.

" hmm and what is that?" I asked her.

" Well you see that? Ive been eyeing it ever since we've arrived i want to give it a go." She said pointing to the bungee jump tower.

" ummm that looks interesting," I responded trying to sound coy.

" lets go what are we waiting for?" she said with a smile on her face as she stood up, she held out her hand and i was a little reluctant to take it, not trying to send her the wrong signals i took her hand and she attempted to pull me up. Now we were nothing standing holding hands, and she was practically sprinting to the tower. I couldn't show her, she couldn't know i was afraid she wouldn't cut me slack for it she would force me to go on, and laugh at me for being afraid.

Yes me Harry Styles was afraid of bungee jumping. I just didn't see the point of going up, to pull a string and fly over the amusement park with possibility of the cord just breaking. It just didn't make sense to me how people could enjoy that. But again Raquel did love a thrill, and if thats what she wanted thats what i would give her. I pushed my fear down, until we were being fastened into the harnesses this was to surreal for me and i was pretty sure i was going to puke.

" Nervous Styles?" Raquel asked me.

Well fuck could i be more obvious i was practically shaking.

" how can you tell?"

" Well for starters you look like you're going to throw up and your shaking and your sweating just a tad."

" Are you over analyzing me Kelly? I said trying to lighten up my own mood, and trying to point the topic if conversation in a different direction.

" Well i am practicing to be a lawyer, so yes i am amzalzyig you, why are you so nervous?" she asked me with concern in her voice.

" Truth?" I asked her

" Yes truth please." she replied

" truth is… I'm afraid, i have a terrible fear of things like tho, where the chord can break at any second." I confessed to her.

" Don't be silly, nothing will happen hundreds of people do this everyday you'll be fine i promise."

Raquel answered me, and she did it in a way, in a slightly different way than i imagined it.

" How can you promise that that chord won't just snap?" I asks her

" Do you trust me?"

" i don't know I'm debating." i answered her with a smirk on my face.

" fine i was going to be nice, but now guess what Styles your going whether you like it or not."And before i even had time to respond i was being elevated, on the platform. Then they attached my harness to Raquel's and our Chord went up and i was flipped to a flying position. The instructor told Raquel her instructions, again to pull the tag, when she heard the countdown. And before i knew it we were going up, into the sky. I wasn't afraid of flying that much was true, but watching the people get smaller and well everything looking smaller, i couldn't help but be afraid. But not Raquel she was so chilled out about everything. Laughing and screaming, but not screaming because she was scared, screaming from enjoyment. My eyes were closed now, but i still managed to tell her something cheeky " I bet i was make you scream louder than that." I practically screamed into her ear, so she would hear me over her own.

Raquel started to giggle, before she replied, " i wouldn't bet your life on it," She smirked at it before adding, " but you never know with this flimsy chord and what not." She said with a huge smirk on her face, her laugh getting the best of her.

" Take that back," i said going into panic mode. Now we were at the top, and the countdown from five began.

" Five" Said the speaker- Relax Harry i thought to myself.

"Four" -everything will be okay.

" Three " breathe harry breathe

" Two "- " do you trust me, Raquel screamed unto year, we were now dangling from the very top.

" One" Said the speaker

"YES!"

I replied yes , and that was the only word to leave my mouth from the second Raquel heard me say yes, from the moment she pulled the tag, and the whole time i was soaring in the sky.

Yes i did trust her, that much was true.

Notes

sorry it took me so long to update ive been swamped with work these past two weeks and with finals comign up i will proably only continue to update once a week! sorry
But thank you so much for everyong for reading this and if you have any suggestions on how i can imrprove my story dont be shy
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