July 21

So most of my friends know this but I just don't like to talk about it. It is something I experienced and it's not something that I physically recovered from. That something happened about a month ago.

It all Started when my mom told my brother and I that she was pregnant. We were so happy because we could make him do choires and all that jazz.
I had a really bad feeling about it and I Started to have scary and horryfying dreams that I wished would not come true.

Then it all happened. My mom had to have a test because the hospital needed to know if the baby had disorder like the down syndrome. The results were 1/139 so it was most likely to happen but the baby didn't have that.

My mom wanted to have more tests taken and we discovered something really bad.
The baby had the Edwards syndrome. You can look it up on Google but I don't want to explain it.
He couldn't live and even if he would he would die within a year.

So my mom got into an early labor and gave birth to an already dead boy named Marius Thomas.
we still are shocked and sad and we are still trying to recover from it and it happened not that long ago.
But my other younger brother Daan is still 2 and still needs help so we try to look after him and try not to think about that subject that much.

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