Harry’s P.O.V
I woke up as I heard the front door shut. Maddie’s here. I got dressed quickly and went downstairs where Brooklyn was feeding the twins. She’s a great big sister. We all ate and went to the car. We all sat in silence on the way to the airport apart from a few of the girls sniffing. Maddie’s been crying along with Brooklyn and Lis. Brooklyn is losing her aunties, uncles and best friends. I pulled into the parking lot and we got out of the car and went in to meet the others. El, Dani and Perrie were all crying too. Maddie went over to them and hugged them all while I went to the lads.
“I can’t believe this is the end.” I sighed.
“One last group hug?” Louis suggested. We all nodded and got into a huddle.
“I’m going to miss you lads. Keep in touch yeah?” Niall said.
“Of course we will.” They all responded. We pulled out of the huddle and talked for a bit with the girls and kids too. Their flight was called and we decided to take a group photo. We asked a member of staff to take it and all got in. He took the picture for us and then we all hugged goodbye. This is so hard.
“I can’t believe I’m leaving my little sister.” Louis said hugging Maddie.
“I can’t believe you’re leaving me. I need you Louis. Come back sometime yeah?” She said.
“Of course, I love you.” He pulled away from her. Everyone said goodbye and it got to their last call.
“We’ve really got to go.” They said and collected up their stuff. Niall, Belle, Maddie and I watched as they all walked off to their flight. Maddie was clinging to my side and Belle was clinging to Niall.
“This is it. One Direction is no more.” Niall said. I nodded, still trying to believe it myself. We stayed watching them until they were out of sight. We went outside and watched their flight take off and then got into our cars.
Eleanor’s P.O.V
We got onto the plane and I sat down and rested my head on the window. Bye California. Bye everyone. This is the end. I looked out of the window and saw Niall and Harry hugging Belle and Maddie. Louis sat down next to me and pulled me to him.
“I know this is hard but we’re going home baby. You wanted this remember. One Direction is over now. We’re going our separate ways and starting fresh. I know you’re leaving Maddie and Belle but everything will be okay. We’ll still see them.” He said and kissed my head. Kayleigh was crying next to Louis and Sam next to Liam. We have a 10 hour flight of this.
“I’m going to miss Brooklyn so much.” Kayleigh sobbed into Louis’ chest.
“Hey, we’re all going to miss each other. It’ll be okay.” I said and Louis smiled at me. The plane took off and we tried our best not to cry. This is so hard.
Maddie’s P.O.V
We got home and went inside not saying a word. My phone buzzed and I looked at it.
“@AnnabelHoran2904: Goodbye One Direction family. I love you all.” With the group picture we took at the airport attached.
“@MAStyles: This is it. One Direction is no more. Louis, Liam and Zayn are on their way home and Niall and Harry are broken. We all are. Thank you Directioners for everything you’ve done for them.”
“@EleanorJTommo: Goodbye 1D Family. You’ll always have a special place in my heart. You don’t know heartbreak until you have to leave your best friends behind.”
“@DCPayne1006: This plane is full of crying people. It’s the end of the road. Thank you to all of the boys’ fans that have always been there for them. They appreciate it so much.”
“@PerrieLMalikLM: So, this is what it feels like to say goodbye. It hurts. So much sniffing going on here. You’re the best fans in the world and the boys love you. It’s time to go now…”
“@NiallOfficial: I really thought we’d go on forever. Goodbye to my 4 brothers. I hope to see you all soon.”
“@Harry_Styles: I hate this. One Direction is over. Watching them walk off in that airport broke my heart. This is the last ever picture we took as One Direction. Thank you for everyone that has always been there for us.” There was a picture of them all hugging that Harry probably got from Eleanor attached.
“@Louis_Tomlinson: Goodbye to my brothers and sisters. Goodbye to my nieces and nephews. I love you guys and you’ll forever be in my heart.”
“@Real_Liam_Payne: Bye Bye California. This is the end. We love all the fans that have supported us for the past 18 years. Time to grow up now.”
“@zaynmalik: Well. This is the end of the road. We’ll always be your boys. I love my brothers and I’ll see you all soon.”
“@onedirection: WE LOVE YOU DIRECTIONERS. THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING THERE FOR US AND WE’LL SEE YOU ALL SOON. H, L, L, N + Z”
A few articles came up and I read one. “So it’s official. The boyband that kept this world going for the last 18 years has broken up. 3 members of the band, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne and Zayn Malik, jetted home to the UK earlier today leaving Niall Horan and Harry Styles in Los Angeles, their wives’ hometown. The group were seen saying an emotional goodbye at the airport before the last call for their flight. We can expect some emotional tweets from Directioners everywhere. One Direction is no more.”
“Don’t read that stuff, you’re upset enough as it is.” Harry said.
“I’m sorry that I’ve just lost 10 people that mean the world to me.” I huffed and ran upstairs slamming the door to our bedroom behind me.
“I didn’t mean it like that and you know I didn’t!” Harry shouted after me. I sat on our bed and cried for what felt like hours. It got dark outside and still Harry didn’t come upstairs. I’m staying tonight so maybe he’s avoiding me. I got into my pyjamas and went downstairs to check on the twins quickly. I went back into the bedroom and got into bed. Then I cried myself to sleep.

I checked my phone as soon as I woke up.

From: Eleanor Tomlinson xx
All home safely. Love you so much and miss you already, this is so hard xx

To: Eleanor Tomlinson xx
I know it is, I love you too. We’ll come and visit soon xx

I got out of bed and went downstairs not bothering to get dressed. Harry was sitting at the kitchen table holding a mug in his hands. He looks as if he hasn’t slept all night.
“I’m sorry about yesterday. I was really upset.” I said.
“And you think I wasn’t? My career is over Maddie. My band is over and all you care about is yourself.” He replied. I walked to the front door and put on my shoes and grabbed my bag.
“Call me when you’re done being horrible.” I said and left. I got into my car and drove home. I sat outside for ages until the curtain twitched and Mum noticed me. She came outside and I put my window down.
“What’s wrong?” She asked.
“Harry’s being a dick.” I said.
“Come inside.” She opened my door, not even bothering to scold me for my language. I sorted out the window and got out of my car. We went inside and Dad was on the couch. I went to him and put my head on his chest.
“What happened?” He asked stroking my hair.
“He said I only care about myself. He’s upset about Louis, Liam and Zayn leaving but it doesn’t mean he can take it out on me.” I said.
“It’ll be okay; this is all he’s known for the last 18 years. Let him grieve. He’ll sort himself out soon.” Dad put his arm around me. We sat like that for ages. I’m going to Australia with Harry in two weeks to do my final album. They’ve insisted that I should go to Australia because the best studio is there. My goodbye tour starts in South America and finishes in Dubai. I’m really looking forward to the tour but I’m going to miss this incredible job. I love my job but it’s time to focus on family, as the guys have proved. My phone went off and it was Harry. I answered it.
“Hello?”
“I’m sorry Mads; I didn’t mean to snap at you, I love you.”
“I love you too Harry but you can’t just snap at me every time you get upset.” I pointed out and heard him sigh.
“I know, I’m really sorry, can you move back in soon?” He asked.
I gave the phone to Dad and he started talking to Harry. He hung up and looked at me. “Go pack, you’re moving back in with him,” He smiled and I hugged him.
“Thank you Daddy!” I jumped up and went to pack. I got to my room and pulled my suitcases out of the closet. I started chucking things in, not caring; I just want to get back to Harry. I’ve missed not living with him, it’s hard. We need each other more than ever now they’ve gone. This is going to be a hard couple of weeks. I finished throwing my stuff into my cases and zipped them up. Dad came upstairs and helped me take them to my car. He put them in the trunk and kissed my cheek.
“He does anything; you come straight back here okay?”
“Yeah, I love you Dad,” I hugged him.
“I love you too Mads,” he said and I got into my car. I put the key in and waved goodbye to Dad before driving off. I took the long way back simply to calm myself down a bit. I know Harry is still going to be upset so I don’t want to be too happy. I got there and jumped out of my car getting a couple of cases out. I went to the door and unlocked it. Harry stood up and came over to me.
“Welcome home baby,” He kissed me. Best greeting ever. I can’t help but think how did I get so lucky? There are millions of girls out there who would have loved to be in my position. We pulled away and the kids came running in. They started their summer holidays a few days ago so they’re going to be home from now on. The twins don’t have nursery either.
“Mummy! You’re home!” Lis ran to me and I picked her up.
“For good baby, I promise. I’m never ever leaving you guys ever again.” I kissed her and put her down to hug Brooklyn and Adam. Harry went into the kitchen and came back with the twins.
“They were playing with Charlie,” he said and gave them to me. I kissed both of them and put them down.
“It feels so good to be home.” I smiled and Harry gave me a fob for the gate.
“Now you officially live here again,” he laughed. I smiled again and went to move my car into the garage. I reversed in being careful not to hit the other cars and parked. Then I got out and got the remainder of my stuff out of my car taking it inside. The kids were playing in the backyard and I went and stood at the back door watching them run around. Freya and Amelia were sitting and watching their older siblings chase each other and giggling every time one of them caught another. I have missed this so much. “They’re cute huh?” Harry put his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder.
“The cutest, I love you.” I kissed his cheek.
“I love you too,” he replied. I turned around and kissed him properly and suddenly the kids went silent.
“Why are we being quiet?” Lis asked.
“Ssh, Mum and Dad are kissing,” Adam shushed her and I felt Harry chuckle. We pulled away and the kids were staring at us.
“Alright, show’s over guys, go back to playing,” Harry laughed. They went back to playing chase while Harry and I watched them. After about half an hour, it started to rain so they came inside. The twins were getting tired so I decided to put them down for a nap and took them downstairs. After I was sure they were asleep I went back upstairs with a monitor and shut the gates at either end of the stairs. I got back to the living room and Harry was on his laptop.
“What are you looking at?” I asked him.
“Someone just sent me a link to this, do you remember it?” He showed me a YouTube video of my interview with Piers Morgan on Piers Morgan Life Stories about 9 years ago.
“Yeah, I hate that guy; he made me cry on TV.”
“He makes everyone cry.” Harry replied and pressed play. I sat down next to him and we started watching.

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SHOW

“Tonight, I’m going to be talking to a star who hit our charts a few years ago, Madeline Styles.” Piers said. I walked out and sat down opposite him saying hi. “Let’s start from the very beginning then shall we? The 21st of February 1993, Madeline Aimee Anderson was born to first time parents Rob and Gabrielle, correct?” Piers asked.
“Yeah,” I confirmed.
“Your father is a famous director so many people knew about your birth. You were brought up in the spotlight until you were 7 and your sister Brooke was born, how did you cope with that?”
“I loved her and hated her, she was the cutest thing I had ever seen but she was taking the attention away from me. Dad was hardly ever home and when he was he was with her. I felt like they were neglecting me and loved her more.” I answered honestly.
“Obviously your dad wasn’t around for much of your childhood, off directing some of the most famous films to ever hit our screens so it was just you, your mum and your sister. It wasn’t until you were 12 that your dad decided he needed to take a break from his job, why was this?”
“When we got back from visiting my auntie in England, we found out that my Nana had died. She meant the world to me and I couldn’t believe she was gone. She had always been looked after by my Auntie until she moved over here. My Nana was always there for me. I could have the most pathetic thing bothering me and all I needed to do was ride my bike round to her house and she’d comfort me. When I lost her, my world fell apart. I found it hard to deal with anything on my own and needed my Nana to comfort me. I cried for ages. My auntie didn’t even come to her funeral and the next time we went to visit her I told her I hated her and blamed her for my Nana’s death. I said that if she hadn’t left then I’d still have my Nana. I refused to ever go back to my auntie’s house until a couple of years ago. When we got back home, I went into depression and never left my room. I started cutting myself and not eating. I was suffering from all different kinds of disorders and only my dad cared. My mum used to complain about me waking her up during the night with my nightmares or that I was slowly killing myself and there was nothing she could do about it. I wanted to kill myself; I wanted to be with my Nana.” I spoke, tears entering my eyes.
“What brought you out of your depression?”
“Nothing at first, when my youngest sister Faye was born, that kind of helped and I started spending time with her and basically raising her as my own child. I wanted to protect her from the harsh reality of the world. I didn’t want her to be hurt as I had been hurt. I went through school being bullied for my scars and my depression and every night I would get home and hurt myself again. Despite being depressed, I still managed to do well in school, but my depression never ended.” I told him and a tear rolled down my face which I quickly wiped away.
“When you reached 16, you became a model correct? And there was a lot of controversy about it?”
“Yeah, I was known as Maddie Anderson, Rob’s daughter. Everyone hated me because they thought I didn’t work for my job and just got offered it when actually I sent in so many applications to a whole load of modelling companies. I wanted to be seen as something better than I was, I wanted to be prettier and I guess perfect. I didn’t know that I was going to get even more hate because I wasn’t perfect. My scars were visible and I was quite skinny already so they never edited any of my pictures which made all the other models look skinnier than me. I got so much hate for not being that perfect image that everyone imagined me to be. I wasn’t pretty, I wasn’t perfect. They didn’t like me so I quit modelling two years later.”
“When you quit modelling, I understand you were snapped up by a soccer team named California Girls, they’d heard you were good from your college and were really interested in you. You were one of the most competitive players and you managed to help the team win most of their games, didn’t anyone know who you were?”
“Of course people knew who I was, there was so much speculation about what I was doing playing soccer and going into all of these different stadiums but it was something that I actually enjoyed doing.”
“At the age of 21 I guess your life changed the most, you moved over here, met a pretty famous boyband, and married pretty boy.” He laughed.
“Yeah,” I smiled. “I had always dreamed of going to University over here and then I got my letter back telling me I had been accepted. I was happy for once. I moved into the same apartment block as my best friend was living in and happened to have an apartment next to Harry and Louis from One Direction. Harry decided to come and say hi one morning and it kind of went from there. We started dating really quickly but we really liked each other. I’d known him for like 5 days but it felt like forever.”
“Then you got pregnant.”
“4 months in, yeah, I got pregnant with our daughter Brooklyn. At first, Harry walked out on me but a week later he came back and said how stupid he had been. It took me a month to finally get back with him but he supported me the whole way. Brooklyn was born a month early and about a week later Harry proposed. And that’s where it ends really.”
END

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Harry clicked pause because he knew there was only stuff about my singing after that. “Sorry for making you watch that,” he kissed my cheek.
“It’s fine. It was ages ago.” I smiled as well as I could. “I’m gonna take Charlie out for a walk.” I got up.
“It’s raining babe,”
“Then I’ll take a coat. I’m gonna go take him to the park in my car and let him run around.” I said. He nodded and I went to get Charlie. I put him in my car and drove to where I wanted to go right now, the graveyard.

Notes

Another sad one :( I just want to say, I hate Piers Morgan, he's so full of himself and always makes people cry on his show so I just wanted to portray him as horrible. Why do you think Maddie is going to the graveyard? Comment!!

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