~~~harrys POV~~~

We all staired at her motionless body. The doctor had removed her breathing tube and all the cords. Its been a minute… one minute and we received no response.

“im sorry boys…” he whispered turning to leave. I couldn’t sit here and stare at her lifeless body…I couldn’t…I wanted her alive not dead. I want her here…NOW! But shes gone…

I stood up and stormed out, my sobs echoed through the halls as I ran for the lou. I wanted to be alone.

~~~Haydens POV~~~

As soon as I herd the last machine go off my heart stopped… litteraly. The next thing I no im staring at myself. Im coverd in bandadges, and a doctor is slowly removeing cords from my lifeless body. When hes done he whispers an im sorry to the lads and leaves. Everyone is broke…they are all sobbing clinging to eachother. Harry quickly stands pinching his eyes shut and storms out. I can hear his sobs echoe through the room. Liam follows after him with sophy.

I cant leave…I thought….WHY!

“why DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS I DON’T WANT TO DIE!!!” everything was in slow motion now… it was like one minute was only a second…whats going on?

“a near death experience you can call it…that is if you want to live.” A voice whispered.

“yes please!” I cried.

“then fight! Your heart may be stopped but you can do this… FIGHT!” it yelled. I used whatever strength I had left and stared at myself… cmon hayden get ur ass up I whisperd.

“WAKE THE HELL UP!” I screamed. And just like that there was a click. A bright light. And it was black.

Suddenly I felt myself flying up and coughing feverishly. My head throbbed and my eyes burnt from lack of oxygen. i…im alive? My eyes scanned the room. It was empty…why was it empty…the lads were just here? I thought.

I stood off the bed whimpering as I clacked with the ground. Why cant I move my legs? I panicked doing my best to hold my self up. I was panting and panickeing. Whats wrong with me.

“HELP!” I screamed. I watched as dotors stormed in. where is harry?


~~~Harrys POV~~~


I stared at the ground. My feet hitting the cement making a splashing sound as I walked through puddles. The pitter patter of the rain as the skies opened up crying for ther lost angel…my lost angel… one hour ago they pulled the plug…one hour ago her heart stopped… and almost 3 months ago…she layed in my arms… I felt like a huge chunk of me died. Half my heart was gone…I felt empty…

“cmon mate…lets go in.” louis said putting an arm ove rmy shoulder leading me in. we had to leave 20 minutes after…they said theyed need to prepare her body for service.

I walked past the lads and ran into the house. I immediately went to my room and flung myself on my bed.i couldn’t play tough any more. I couldn’t do it. Hayden wouldn’t want me to…I let it all out. I smashed my face into the pillow and spilled my broken heart.

That nigh I wasn’t able to sleep. The bed was cold…it was lonely…I missed her…


~~~Simons POV~~~

Ring
Ring
Ring
“hello?”

“mister cowell!!! We have amazing news!!!” I sighed as the hospital called excitedly. Whats so exciteing. My beloved niece died. Yes I havent seen her in a long time…but she was always my world…I new of what her father had done to her…what he was probably still doing…so I talked to the uni boards and had her brought here for protection…

“yes…what is it.” I spoke in a sigh.

“y-your niece….shes alive! She woke up! Were doing tests to see how this is possible.” I think I almost past out. What? Shes… that’s…

“ill be there immediately..” I hung up my phone grabbing my things. Im not telling the boys. I want them to focus on work for now. Until im sure there priorities are back up ill tell them. Until then im going to bring hayden to my home and help her get better…I couldn’t help but smile at my happiness.

“shes alive…”


~~~Haydens POV~~~

I sat in the bed wipeing my eyes. im paralyzed!? Why…this no…I need to walk…I cant dance if I cant walk…I cant sing I I cant walk….they said my nervouse system was badly damaged…my hands shake to…if I said I wanted to live I ment live….not be in pain and miserable…this…I just want harry hear…

My head shot up as my glossy eyes followed a familiar figuer in.

“uncle simon?” I whispered. I sobbed laughing happily as he came over to me pulling me into a hug.

“my poor dear…I herd…” I nodded unable to speak.

“well…I talk to the doctors. Most of your cuts healed over the 2 months, your sprain is better. Everything else is healing fine. So were takeing you to my place were ill have a personal medical team take care of you, that way you can be home nd not here alone in a hospital.” I looked down at my hands as he closed his around mine. His eyes bored into my head.

“b-but…what about the boys…what about harry?” I said not looking at him. His hands tightend around min and he sighed silently.

“they…I told them…they decided to finish tour, harry gives you all his love.” He spoke softly. I think my heart broke. I laid my head back on the pillow sobbing. He just left like that? I thought he loved me…I mean…we…

He uses girls for sex hayden…stay away from him

Eleanors words from when I first met her and harry rang through my mind. We had sex, and now he up and leaves…I thought he was different… which meens the sobs, and pleads when I was in a coma were all an act.

“i-I thought he loved me…” I whispered through my sobs.

“im sorry love…im heading home to get things ready, ill see you in 2 hours.” He placed a kiss on my forhead and walked out. The only thing I could do was cry. Harry used me…the lads and everyone just left…im paralyzed…maybe I shouldn’t have fought…I fought cause I thought I had something to go for…now I have nothing…

Notes

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