The Exchange.

~~~Harrys POV~~~

“sir, we urge you to consider…its been 2 months…weve gone through 7 seizures…her body has given up, shes only breathing because of the respirator she’s hooked up to…her heart only beats because of the life support…if we take her off and she lives…there’s hope but if she comes off..” I wouldn’t let him finish.

“she will live!!! Give her time!!!” I yelled.

“but sir…”

“NO! im waiting for our manager to get here. Im done with the lets kill her bullshit, ill pay whatever to keep her on and alive!” I yelled. Liam placed a hand on my shoulder and usherd me to sit beside him. I huffed slamming myself into the seat.

The meating room door flew open and simon walked in. he had his black suit on and was followed by 5 of our lawyers.

“hello boys.” he said. We all gave him half smiles. He sat down seting his brief case on the table looking at the doctors.

“so…shall we begin?” he stated.

~~~haydens POV~~~

Silence…beeping…pain…fear…shakeing…alone…betrayel…abuse…hate…revenge… these words swirled in my head driving me slowly insane…2 months…nothing but sitting, listening…thinking…remembering… the anger in me boiled. The fear in me shook. The pain in me radiated. I was miserable. I wanted to wake up and go with the lads…be happy… but the constant conversation between the lads yelling at the doctors. And the doctors urging them to take me off life support showed me I wasn’t going to make it. I remember a few times Id feel nautious, and the pain was twice as bad…then id black out.. when I wake up theyed be talking about a seizure and how I was slowly deteriorating. The pain and suffering everyone was going through over me was bad as well. I wish I could just wake up and forget about this…or die so they could move on…but I was stuck in between…for who knows how long.

A door opening caught my attention and I relaxed a bit as harrys hand grabbed mine.

“so lets see…” the voice froze. It was awfully familiar.

“no.” the man whispered.

“hayden?” he said. I instantly recognized his voice. It was my uncle simon…but how did he find me? why was he here.

“you no her?” harry asked.

“shes my niece…” he whispered. There was a clink as something was set down and a hand brushed my forehead. Oh how I wanted to shoot up and say I was ok. But I couldn’t. my eyes were glued shut.

Just let me wake up!!!!!!

Simon sied.

“I came in to tell you what the decision was boys…” he sounded sad. Why?

“what?” harry asked gripping me tighter.

“the lawyers overlooked her paper work…the amount of internal damage she has…the brain damage…even if she does live…shell probably never walk again, I guess a old spinal injury was treated wrong? They said the symptoms would have been chronic pain?” he said questioningly. I thought for a moment. My leg pains?

“shed been struggling...her leg was bugging her…but the doctor said she was better!?” harry said angrily. Simon sied once more.

“well we can deal with those doctors later…for now, I need you all to sit.” The bed dipped as someone sat beside me. I felt people placing there hands on my legs and wanted to scream. Just a little contact hurt…

“whats going on?” liam asked cautiously.

“like I said…the damage is bad…they said the worst is on her heart…due to the stress, and constant pressure probably from being so roughly beat…shes got severe heart damage…they said she wont be able to live without life support…me and the lawyers looked at her charts…boys…shes not going to wake up…shes gone, all that’s here is a body hooked to machines…shes gone.” Harrys hand tightend on mine. I wanted to scream ‘ im here!’… but I couldn’t.

“shes not gone!!! Your wrong!!!” harry shouted.

“calm down…please…” simon spoke.

“weve decided…and before I say papers are sighned…I have an official right of decision now that I see shes my niece…as much as it hurts…shes schedualed to be taken off from life support tomorrow night…im sorry boys.” there was silence before the most horrible pained shriek filled the room. The raspy cry was heart breaking and there was shuffling as people came towards my bed side. Harrys hand clung to me but I felt that hed moved. I wanted to squeeze it reassuringly…tell him it was ok…tell him to move on…or just wake up, anything…

“you cant no!!! I cant live without her!!!” harry cried. The room was full of sniffling, sobbing and pure sadness. Me? I was terrified…as much as I talked about wanting to die, I didn’t…it was the pure insanity of not moveing, and being trapped in my own head that spoke for me. but the realization of how real this was hit me…I had so much to live for now with them. I had to live for harry because I loved him. I had to live for the girls and the lads because they were family and I loved them…I had to live for myself…I had to follow my dreams and actually persue without fear…grow old, have kids, get married…do so much that before was a mear dream to me. but now its so real…so close yet so far…all I have to do is wake up…I cant believe it took me going to die in the presence of my family to realize it…I was so broke I never even thought of it…maybe I was having a time of enlightenment in this coma. As crazy as I felt I was going I have learned some new things…but is it to late to try?

“please simon don’t do this.” Niall spoke. His voice was horse and I could tell he was crying. It hurt to hear how much me dyeing hurt them. I have to fight…I cant leave…I have to live. And if its not for me, its for them.

Chapter 36
~~~Destinies POV~~~

The hourse ticked by. What was hours felt like days, and days felt like years. I was terrified. Harry had stayed by my side. His forehead on mine as he silently pleaded I opened my eyes. I was so exhausted…id been fighting since simon dropped the bomb. Trying so hard to wake up, ignoring every ache and pain just to have one flinch of an eye. But nothing.

Why me I thought? WHY!!! What did I ever do to deserve this? Why was I the one in a millionth kid to be born to a abusive father!? Why do I have to go through this. No one should!!! I wanted to scream, break something. I was so mad at myself.. so mad at my father. How could he do this to me? was I so bad!! I never did anything!!! Why cant I be happy? Is it so bad im trying…I feal like im cursed…please…please let me wake up…ill live… ill be happy ill do anything…please god I don’t want to die…do this one thing for me…im sorry…im sorry Maggie…im sorry mom….im sorry…. I cried in my mind…I was mentally terrified. The doctor had come in. he was explaining what was going to happen. Harry refused to leave my side.

“ok…well please sit were you want…” he said. I felt a hand grab my other hand. El…

“oh god…please hayden no…” she cried. I was sobbing. I don’t want to die!! Please!!!out of every prayer and sin ive done LET ME LIVE I BEG YOU!!! I mentally prayed. I felt everyone place a hand on my hand, arm or leg. Harry placed a kiss to my fore head. I felt his tears drip onto me. his forehead rested against mine.

“are you ready?” the doctor asked.

~~~Harrys POV~~~

“are you ready?” I heard the doctor ask.

“no! please…” I whimperd. I will die if she dies…. I don’t think I can live or even think of carrying on without her…

“go ahead…” simon said sadly.

“when I unplug this…there will be a little movement..thats her body shutting down…maybe try talking to her…try and pull her to fight if shes still there…” the doctor said. I did just that.

“please..baby…what ever strength you have left. if your in ther fight…please..take my strength…please….”

“guys..” niall said catching our attention. The doctor watched us as we said our goodbyes.

“what?” Louis asked sadly.

“she liked music? Why don’t we sing her a song…” we all exchanged looks.

“lets do it..” I rasped. Niall pulled out a guitar I had yet to notice he had.

“you an i?” he said. it was perfect. I placed a kiss on her head one more time before nodding to niall. I watched simon nod to the doctor who began turning off the machines.


Niall]I figured it out
I figured out from black and white
Seconds and hours
Maybe we had to take some time

[Liam]
I know how it goes
I know how it goes from wrong and right
Silence and sound
Did they ever hold each other tight, like us?
Did they ever fight, like us?

[Harry]You and I
We don't want to be like them
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I
Oh, you and I

[Zayn]
I figured it outSaw the mistakes of up and downMeet in the middle
There's always room for common ground

[Louis]I see what it's like
I see what it's like for day and nightNever together
'Cause they see things in a different light, like us
But they never tried, like us

[Harry]
You and I
We don't want to be like them
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and INot even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us

[Zayn]'Cause you and I

[All]
We don't want to be like them,
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the God's above
Can separate the two of u

No, nothing can come between
You and I
Oh, You and I
You and IWe can make it if we try
You and I
Oh You and I

My heart broke at each word. I felt there was so much more emotion in the song then usual. When it came to my part I grabbed her hand and sang my heart out prayinng her eyes would open. We held her hands tightly. Watching as the doctor turned off each machine one by one. Finally it was the last one. He nodded to me and I looked at hayden with teary eyes cmon babe… the light of the machine went off and the only thing herd was our singing. Liam closed his eyes on his part. I watched, and cried as she shook as if she was cold. I poored my heart into the last part. Her heart stopped... the machines went off signalling she was gone…

I fell to my knees crying…as after a few seconds her eyes still didn’t open…I lost her…why…

Notes

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