The Exchange.

~~~Hayden's POV~~~

I stepped into the hot room taking In The flashing lights and blaring music. I saw random people grinding on eachother haveing fun. I downed the last of what Dilan calls the bombshell and stepped into the club.
As much as my mind screamed no I couldn't help myself. The expierience I felt the last night at the club was fun, I actually was outgoing and forgot all my troubles. That's all I want tonight.

I wriggled through the clusterd people and stopped at the bar fealing the bombshell take effect. My mind slowly leaving and adrenaline pumping. I orderd to shots downing them quickly. And that's the last thing I remember besides flashes of lights and people cheering.

~~~Harry's POV~~~

I paced in me and the lads flat. Hayden hasent texted me since our date 5 or 6 hours ago. Besides a small text admitting she felt the same she was just scared and overwhelmed. She never texted since.
"Mate calm down, she's probably asleep." Liam said patting my shoulder. I let out an uneasy chuckle.
My attention turned to the door were el,louis zayn and niall filled in giggling.

"Hey! Is Hayden with you?" I said standing quickly. Els eyes locked with mine before she laughed again. It was clear they were drunk.

"NOPE! She went out....." El stopped counting her fingers befor continuing. "like 5 or 6 hours ago."

They quickly went to the back leaving me on the couch haveing a panick attack.

"Calm down. Call her?" Liam said calmly. I pulled out my phone dialing her number viscous lay.

The number rang for a few moments before an answer.

"Hello?" A ruff voice growled.

"Were is Hayden?" I made sure to sound mad.

"Having fun who's this?"

"I could say the same. IM HER FUCKING BF!" I growled through the line.

"Calm ur tits bro. I'm just her friend. She likes you a lot, little thing doesn't shut up about you! Nah she was having a rough night so she called me for some help." He said it like he's DELT with this before. It bugged me a bit but I continued.

"What kind of help?"

"Hook up...we met her at a party a week or two ago, she was a lot of fun. She's at the river creek party on the beach if u wanna join." The line went dead and I was instantly pissed. But also guilty. She's stressed because of me. Liam nodded and we were out of the flat and in our car on our way to get her.

~~~Hayden's POV~~~

I stumbled through the loud crowd, tripping in the sand.

"WOOOHOOOO!!! LETS DO SHOTS!" I couldn't help the mass adrenaline and excitement shooting through me. Within seconds I had my shorts pulled down a bit and my shirt under my boobs while people did body shots. I laughed as there breath tickled my hot skin and made its way up. When they were done I stood up on the table holding my half empty beer bottle.

"HAYDEN! HAYDEN! HAYDEN!" They all cheered as I downed my beer in a chug. I fell back letting out a shriek only to be relieved as strong arms caught me, setting me down lightly.

"Woah there pigeon." A familiar husky voice said a little to roughly in my ear for my liking.
Without another word I was hoisted over a strong shoulder and hauled out. Harry walking behind my carrier. His head was down but his eyes glared at me in the scary dark green I feared.

Once I was set in the car I realized it was Liam who'd carried me. I couldn't stand strate let alone focus well, due to my high and drunkeness. Liam shook his head and walked away.

"What were u thinking hayden!!!!" Harry yelled throwing his hands in the air. I hung my head low frowning at his yelling.

"ANSWER ME DAMNIT!!! DO YOU THINK DRUGS AND DRINKING WILL HELP YOUR UNDERSTANDING OF OUR FEALINGS FOR EACHOTHER!?" I shook my head as tears formed.

"N-no..I love you harry..I do...I no that now...I-it's just...m-my dad....and people from my past... T-they won't l-leave me alone...it's hard.. A-and...." I couldn't finish. My usual ability to hide emotion was gone thnks to everything I'd drank tonight. I choked back sobs as I bawled into my hands.

A warm hand rubbed my back.followed by another. I realized both Liam and harry were comforting me.
"Hayden...I'm sorry...I just don't want to see you kill yourself with all this shit...I really love you, and I care...let me..let all of us help, instead of this..please..." His voice cracked and my head shot up to see a mop of curls bowed infront of me. Harry's body jumped as he hiccuped...I had made HIM cry...now I feel like an ass.

I layed my head on Harry's hand that was now interlocked with mine.

"I'm sorry..." For some reason I was completely aware of the situation, I felt awful.
Harry's head shot up and he smiled a bit. He slowly pulled me from the front seat balancing my drunken body on his. Sliding me into the backseat he hopped in next to me pulling me onto his lap. I layed my head on his chest letting tears fall and sniffled.

"Get some sleep dove. From now on you come to me. No more alcohol for you...well finish this in the morning when your more sober" He left a lingering kiss to the top of my head murmuring " I love you"
For the first time in our relationship i said it back.. And I MENT it.

"I love you to harry." My eyes became weights and I was pulled into a heavy sleep. The only thing on my mind. I had to make it up to harry...

Notes

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