The Exchange.

~~~Hayden's POV~~~

I sat quietly in my desk chair writing away in my journal, it's been a week since my second episode. Me and harry talked that next morning and things are much better.

~~~flashback~~~

"Hayden..please"

Harry's large warm hands caressed mine. His eyes locked in a gaze with mine not letting me look away.

"I no your hurting. But this only makes it worse. I regret the day I ever thought about taking you to a club..it's my fault." Harry's hands tightend on mine as he layed his head on our intertwined fingers. My heart Panged at the near mention of any of this being his fault, if anything he helps.

"Harry. None of it is your fault, you help me more then you'll ever no. But your right...I need to stop the drinking and partying." My hand stroked his curls until his head rose and our eyes locked.

"Let me be the one you come to for help. Hayden I will always be there for you, I can be a complete dick but there's one thing tht will never change. How much I care about you.and lo...want to help. From now on, when something's wrong no matter what time or where I am. You call me, I'll listen and I'll help you through it."

His words brought more tears to my eyes. I've never had someone so carrying and nice as him. He is troubled but not like me. It feels good to no I have him, and the others. What got me was when he went to say I love you, I no he struggled because although I said it once, my actions said otherwise. But after this moment I'm sure of my feelings for harry.

My small hands cupped his chin pulling his eyes to my gaze. I stared at him with all my emotion.
"Thank you....for everything harry...I love you." His eyes grew as I said the words, a grin grew on his face showing his dimples and I couldn't help it but poke them. He laughed a moment before lunging at me placing a soft warm kiss to my lips, while his thumbs soothingly rubbed circles on my sides. The kiss lasted moments before he pulled away and rested his forehead on mine.

"Hayden smith. I love you more." The words were still foreign but it brought a warm and happy feeling to my heart. A smile grew on my face and I new from that moment I was in love with the curly haired pop star. I also new, I had to work on my issues.

~~~end of flashback ~~~

I smiled at the memory of that night and finished writing a journal entry in my new book. I started school 3 days ago and so far love every minute. Me and the lads are closer and I guess you could say me and el are like sisters. We've moved on from the past and are embracing the future. Harry and the guys meet us at me and els flat 3 times a week usually 3 hours after were done with uni, and we all head out for dinner or somthing fun to do.

I smiled as my three pg entry was done, my professor has us writing about inspiration. It's for my music class. Professor drake says one who sings well uses there inspiration, but we must no our inspiration to be inspired.

It was only supposed to be a page but my life is my inspiration. As shitty as my life was, it inspired me to do somthing with my life, be a better person. My friends have also inspired me, and I no if I'm going anywhere with my dream I need to open up atleast a little.

I set the book in my backpack and slung the bag over my shoulder. I changed into this and headed to my car.

El had already headed to her fashion class 2 hours ago which meens she'll be out befor me.today is presentations and journal readimgs. I'm a little nervouse but confident at the same time.
When class was out I gatherd my things quickly. The presentation went well and my professor seemed to be very happy with my work.

I walked out of the room and onto the lush green campus full of students, a few girls I've come to get along with pretty well came up to me giggling.

"Hey Hayden! Wanna get some coffe with us?" I turned smiling.

"Urrmm, sure!" It would be fun I'm sure, these girls are super nice. They gave me quick hugs and jumped in excitement. I couldn't help but laugh.

"C'mon!" The one name Tyler said pulling my hand.
"
Wait! I have a car we can drive!"

They both stopped and exchanged looks.

"Ok!"

We quickly walked to my car that for some reason was surrounded by screaming girls. Taylor and her friend meg, exchanged glances then looked at me. I shrugged and walked towards the crowed pushing through with the girls behind me.

When we finally got in Taylor was in the front and meg was in the back the screaming girls had moved to another part of the lot obviously chasing someone. Strange.

I started the car while Taylor flipped the sterio onto some station that was playing demons by imagine dragons. Me and the girls cheered and started singing together at the top of our lungs. Today I was extremely happy, thanks to harry and my friends I feel like my life is getting so much better.
We pulled up to Starbucks laughing and talking away.

"OMG! Hayden your Awsome!" Taylor cheered I smiled and shook my head.we sat at a table in the back of Starbucks and talked for about an hour while sipping away on our drinks.

"So! Hayden, is there a guy in your life? Because you would be perfect for my brother!" Meg said while sipping her drink. I smiled down at the table tucking some hair behind my ear.

"Errmm yeah..there is." Taylor and Meg gasped sharing glances.

"Really! Who is he? Is he cute? Are you in looove with him!?"
I couldn't help but laugh at there persistence.

"Slow down haha...." I was cut short by a familiar curly brown hair appearing at the far end of star bucks. The girls followed my gaze and froze.

"Is that...HARRY STYLES!" Meg whisper shouted. I honestly like the whol behind the scenes no body knows were dating, but I no dating harry the time will come when it gets out.

Harry's eyes met mine and he smiled taking like 8 steps until he was infront of me. Taylor and Meg watched closely as he sat next to me wrapping his arm around my shoulder planting a kiss on my cheek.

"Hey dove." I smiled leaning over.

"Harry! What are you doing here? How did you no I was here?" He chuckled a bit.

" I was at your school...but to many fans...SOOO I may have followed you" I laughed and just shook my head. I realized meg and Taylor were staring at harry and he was a little uncomfortable.

"Oh yeah..erm, Taylor, Meg, this is harry...styles my boyfriend." There eyes widend and harry stood giving them a cheeky smile.

"Ello loves! Thanks for taking care of my girl. Maybe she could have you at the flat to hang with us sometime. But I need to steel her for now." He gave them a smile and they stood hugging me tightly, both whispering the same thing.

"You better be texting us" when they pulled away I laughed and nodded, before turning to follow harry out.

"So, why does harry need to pull me away from my friends?" He chuckled before getting into his range rover.

"It's a surprise love, now c'mon let's go. Do t want to be late." I nodded hopping in.

"Wait what about my car?"

"I'll have someone pick it up don't worry." He intertwined our fingers and started the car driving away from the flat. I looked at him quizzically but relaxed a. It as my favorite song by edd sheeran played.this should be fun.

Notes

Hey new update! How's the story? Sorry bout all these delayed updates, ugh this month has been stressful and now I just got out of the hospital:( I'm working on getting back in track.PLEASE RATE COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE!!!!!!!!!!