The Exchange.

~~~Hayden's POV~~~

"WAKE UP!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAYDEN!!!!!" Louis and the others screamed loudly jumping on. My bed. I groaned in frustration pulling the duvet over my head.

"OH NO U DONT WAKE UR ASS UPP!!" Perrie shreekd body slamming me" I groaned again.

"OWWW!!!" I shrieked as someone landed on my leg. I no longer need crutches but it still gets sore..

"sorry!" They all said climbing off.

"ok...I'm up..." I stretched and yawned as they all stared at me.

"c'mon let's get you ready we have a whole day planned out!!!" I groaned. I don't like celebrating my birthday...I'm one of those people who don't like surprises.

i slowly stood walking into the bathroom as everyone made themselves comfortable in my room.

i switched the water on feeling for it to get warm quickly going out to grab my cloths.

"Hayden ur phones ringing!" My brows knitted together in concentration. Harry wasn't hear so maybe he was calling. I looked at my phone stopping for a moment to read the number. I didn't recognize it.shrugging I answered.

"hello?"

there was was a short silence, and some hiccuping.

"baby? Happy birthday sweaty..."

Her voice trailed and she was in tears. I new I truly disliked my father but when it came to my mom it was back in forth...like I said our relationship was complicated. I squeezed my eyes shut releasing a tear as I lent against the door. The others saw and went to come to me but I held my hand out shaking my head.

"Mom.....thank you... But....why are you calling me?" It hurt to be stearn with her and made me a bit nautious knowing my dad could be listening. But I had to show my mom I was strong, I may brake with my dad...but not my mom. There were stifled sobs before she spoke again.

"I miss you so much baby.....I'm SOO sorry....I'm a horrible mother....baby...please come home..." My heart shatterd as she broke down on the phone. Tears now burned my cheeks as I musterd the energy to speak. I felt the lads eyes burning I to me as I. Stood in tears talking to her.

"mom....you no I can't come home...I'm sorry but...." I hiccuped as I struggled with the last words. I new what I had to do no matter how much it hurt. It was time for us to heal and move on...I'm hoping this shock will give my mom the courage to try harder and maybe we can meet up later in life.

"i-I can't talk to you any more..." She lost it there. Her sobs grew louder to a point I new the lads could here. El came over hugging me as I continued. an Erie silence filled the phone and shrieks from my mom fainted as a heavy breath took place in the silence. Instantly knowing who it was I bit my tongue waiting for the words.

"U FUCKING BITCH TELLING UR MOTHER OFF LIKE THAT!!!!" I quickly ended the call as his voice boomed into the silent room. Everyone's eyes were wyed. Everyone except el harry and Lou new nothing of my past...harry new the most..

el gave me a sympathetic smile and I returned it going back I. The bathroom to my steamy shower. Hopefully today's fun, Cause another day I'd be tempted to....you no...

I stepped Into the steamy shower instantly massaging my lavander shampoo in my hair. I let the tears fall and the hot water wash it away. Why does my life have to be so fucked up.

my thoughts ran rabid in my head as I scrubbed them away.

when I finished my shower I quickly got into my outfit taking my time to blow dry and curl my hair. I applied light make up and quickly brushed my teeth. When I was finished I checked my self nodding in approval



I stepped out of the bathroom to find everyone had left except for el, perrie and Sophia. They instantly stared at me shaking there heads.

"nope! Make overtime girls!' They cheered dragging me to my chair. I squirmed trying to get free but they wouldn't let me.

"c'mon! I look fine!!" I whined crossing my arms. They all snickerd and shared kreepy glances.

"where are the others?" I said with a sigh giving in.

"they left with harry to get things ready" they shared yet another creepy stair before continuing with my hair and make up. I went to ask somthing else but perrie was in my face doing my make up. Dear god what are they planning...

by the time they were done it was about 4:30pm. I slept I. Till this afternoon, so it was later. I stood looking in the mirror smiling.

"wow! I love it" I gave them a big smile turning to leave but yet again I was stopped.

"now for your dress!" I instantly choked back as they said dress. It's been years since I wore a dress.I do not! Have a figure for one..

"ummm, can we skip the dress...p-please...I've never realy worn one." Maybe my choice of words were not the best because that seemed to excite them more.

"o c'mon! You will look great! We already bought your dress!" Ohhhh shit....I love these girls but I no that are tastes in close are very different.

perrie and the girls shoved me into bathroom with a green plastic bag, that held my dress. I shut the door exhaling a thick breath as I unzipped the bag. And oh.my..god... If you think I'm uncomfortable with a dress you better think twice about how uncomfortable I am about this one.

"umm do I have to wear this!" I yelled through the door.

"YES NOW PUT IT ON YOULL LOOK SEXY I PROMISE!" I sighed slipping out of my cloths and stepping into this.



I took a moment letting myself adjust in the huge heels before stepping out. My breaths sharp as I nervously looked at my wide eyed friends.

"oh..my..god..YOU LOOK AWSOME!" They shreekd. I nervously yanked at the hem of the short dress trying to make it longer. I sighed when I realized there was no chance.

"Guys...I don't no.." I said nervously twirling my fingers. They shook there heads and dragged me out of the house before I could protest. I looked at my phone seeing it was about six and groaned.

"were are we going that I have to dress like a slut! You guys look so much better...can I change.." They shook there heads and shoved me in the car.

"nope! And you don't look like a slut! Your sexy! C'mon. It's perfect for clubbing!" I let my head fall back.

"wait clubbing!? Oh nonono...I've never been clubbing..." They all giggled.

"exactly!" I new I wasn't getting out of this and looked out the window on to the glistening streets of London. I uncomfortably shifted crossing my legs as the silence in the car was a bit uncomfortable. Except for the girls who wore huge grins. Suddenly I wished I'd never told them about my birthday..


~~~Harry's POV~~~

I took a sip of my water sitting in the truck listening to the lads talk. I was honestly nervouse. I new Hayden is to much of a goody two shoes for a bar so I'm hoping she's not to mad about us throwing a mini party here for her.im also nervouse to see what the girls picked out for her outfit. But I'm happy to get to see her and excited about giving her, her present!

"SOOO...harry is in love!" Louis said leaning over my shoulder.

"no." I kept a straight face and a blan tone. Like hell I'm showing weak lovey dovey emotion. I'm still amazed I'm dating Hayden, I meen I swore I was done after Clair...god the things Hayden does to me.

the girls car pulled up beside us and they instantly swarmed the drivers side I'm asuming wear Hayden was. Me and the lads hopped out and waited on the side walk for the girls.

"c'mon Hayden you look fine " el said pulling on Hayden's arm.

"I look like a hooker!" The guys all laughed and I couldn't help but smirk.after a moment of struggling a long tan leg stepped out of the car followed by another. Hayden was in some purple heals and from the small view threw the window she had lightly curled hair. She stepped forward behind el as she shut the door. I heard her groan befor the girls pushed her forward.

my eyes nearly popped. She looked amazing. The dress went to center thigh and had slits on the back and sides revealing her beautiful Carmel skin. My eyes were glued to the huge slit in her dress on her chest revealing her breasts. damnit...my heart spead up and I couldn't help but bight my lip as I hungrily stared her up and down. I felt a smack to my arm and looked to niall.

"OI! Stop eye raping her she's uncomfortable enough!" Nial whisper yelled. I quickly blinked a few times befor walking over and putting my arm around her.i instantly felt her tension and rubbed her shoulder reasuringly as we enters the club. This is going to be harder than I thought...

~~~Hayden's POV~~~

i walked I to the club following the others as harry kept his arm around me. The smell immediatly hit my nose making me gag. A mix of alcohol, drugs, cigarettes, and sweat filled the air. The room was dim and all you could see was the out lines of people in the strobe lights as they grinded and danced, while others were making out or stood around getting drunk. It was quite overwhelming. Then There was the music, it was loud to a point the beat was more noticeable then the lyrics giving me an instant head ache.

harry led me to a booth in the back where the others had already sat. I quickly sat on the arm rest next to harry glancing around a little awkwardly. I noticed a few guys eyeing me up and down making me even more uncomfortable.

niall appeared from the crowd with a tray full of small liquid filled glasses.

"to Hayden!" They all said before downing the drink. Harry nudged my leg handing me one with a smirk.

"it's good trust me." I took the drink in my hand staring at it before giving in and downing the small amount of liquid. I immediatly regretted my quick actions as the liquid burned the back of my throat.

"you'll get used to it!" Harry shouted over the music while laughing, I nodded taking a beer instead making the others raise an eyebrow. I shrugged and took a gulp washing the I satisfying taste from the vodka.


~~2 hours later~~

as the 2nd hour rounded I had actually loosend up, me and harry spent a lot of time talking and having fun, It may have been from when perrie forced me to drink two more shots along with the two beers I had. All I knew is I had a buzz and was suddenly forgetting all my troubles.

"HAYYYYYYYDERNN!" Perrie slired grabbing my shoulder

"hmmmmm!" I hummed turning to her.

"let's dance!" I nodded following her to the floor feeling Harry's eyes burn into my back as I left. As soon as we were on the dance floor perrie was swaying her hips to the beat, while I was left trying to figure it out.

i felt large hands grip my waist correcting my movements as I swayed, the figure was pressing my bum to him as we swayed to the music. Usually I'd jump and leave at this kind of action but for some reason I could care less.

the figuers breath fanned my neck as he placed a wet kiss under my ear.

"happy birthday, now follow my lead baby." His raspy voice cooed. Instantly knowing it was harry And rested against his chest swaying to the rythm with him enjoying the moment.

Time passed and I felt harry let go of me for a moment leaving me cold, then His hands return. We swayed for a little longer until I got tired and was ready to return to the booth.

"c'mon baby..let's get out of hear." The deep voice purred in my ear. I realized it wasn't harry and shot around to see a tall man full of tattoos staring at me with hungry eyes. I gave him a disgusted look befor striding to the booth to find harry. When I got there I was suddenly a little more sober. Everyone was out dancing except for harry who was making out hard core with some random slut. The alcohol in my body gave me enough courage and I stomped up to them tapping the sluts shoulder getting there attention.

"is this another mistake were you thought the girl you were kissing was me?" I said exchanging glares with the girl. Harry didn't even wince.

"nope. I found someone better. So take ur slutty whiney ass somewhere else I'm buisy." He growled standing with the girl by his side. I felt instantly hurt as I watched him lead her to the stairs before pinning her to the wall.

My eyes burned with tears as I made my way to the bar since the others were no where to be found. Sitting lonely on the bar stool, I did something I'm guessing the alcohol made me do....I ordered 4 shots of vodka. As soon as they were infront of me I downed them wincing at the burn they gave me.

tonights my 18th birthday...SOO.. Fuck it! I do t need harry I can have fun on my own. I thought.

"hey beautiful. Looking for a good night? Me and my friends have somthing to get you started for sure!" I bit the inside of my cheek thinking. That's when the big buzz from the shots hit. I grinned and nodded following the tall man to a corner were some other guys were with two girls.

"hey I'm Daniel, and this is Stacy !" The two girls cheered as I approached I smiled, grabbing a little concauction the guy had just made for me. I instantly downed it feeling the pain from harry and everyone else begin to go numb. The man handed me what I'm guessing was weed and I took a drag choking on the smoke a bit.

"ehh don't worry you get used to it!" I think Daniel said patting my back. I smiled feeling everything slow down as whatever I was given took affect. The last thing I remember was me thinking "I'd rather be numb then suffer....and I think this can help me enjoy my birthday.." And the two men smirking as they said.

"have fun!"

Then everything ing was a blurr.


~~~nialls POV~~~

me and the lads plopped in the booth out of breath! We all agreed not to drink so much but some of us didn't follow through.we were all at the booth except harry and Hayden., I looked around trying to find them not seeing either. I was the designated driver tonight so I only had one beer and water the rest of the night.

"hey were is harry and Hayden?" I asked the others. There eyes grazed the room for either one of them until zayn shouted over the music,

"there's hayden!" We followed his gaze to the corner of the room. Closest to us. It was evident shed been crying but for some reason her actions showed otherwise. She saw us and skipped over with a crooked smile.

"heyyyyy friendiessss" we all were amazed at how drunk she was. Her eyes were very dialated and her breath reaked of alcohol and somthing else.

"we're is Harry and I think you've had way to much to drink!" I said grabbing the clear glass from her hand. She whined in response and snatched it back finishing it off before turning and waving to a group of people, that looked familiar and said

"he was mean to me! I caught him making out with a girl and confronted him but he called me a whiney ass whore so i left and made new friends!" She turned an waved to those guys again. OK she is way to happy to be Hayden. Before I could talk shed skipped off I to the crowed after running and grabbing another drink from the new group of people and doing what looked like was smoke. Liam's eyes popped as he looked at the people she was with.

"oh fuck...those are druggies! Hayden didn't take anything from them right?"

we all cursed "harry hurt her! She was looking for an out and we weren't there to help and now she's got who NOWS what kinda drugs in her system" el said standing. I mentally cursed.

you guys find harry and me an louis will go catch the monster!" I yelled standing with louis following behind.

"I'm gonna beat Harry's ass tomorrow...that's for sure...and all I know is Hayden's in for one hell of a hangover..."

Notes

Update!:D uh oh! Harry was an ass and Hayden got hurt! Poor thing:( I don't think the bar was a good place to take her honestly:(

what do you think is gonna happen to harry? Did he meen it?

what did the guy give Hayden to have a 'fun time'

Is Hayden going to regret this chance to numb herself or take advantage of it?

4 responses to these questions and you get an UPDATE!!