The Exchange.

~~~ Haydens POV~~~

as the night went on it was nothing but sweet bliss. me and harry had fun conversations and just a good time. after a while i had finally come to amends with realising telling someone about my life helped a bit... it lifted a weight off my shoulders.. the one thing thats weighing me down at the moment is my undying need to feal a cold metal piece to my skin.....the guilt and shame from my sister and fear and hurt from my dad calling me is the only thing keeping me from being completely happy at the moment..

i looked up at the curly haired boy sitting next to me. his eyes were closed but he kept our hands intertwined and his other holding his head up. i smiled as his face looked so peacful.

slowly easing my self up i put a pillow were i once was hoping harry wouldnt notice. i froze as he stirred for a moment but then relaxed. i slowly made my way past the front door to my bag in the kitchen.i fumbled anctiously through my purse looking for my little cloth with its hidden demons. my hands shaking and eyes burning as i unlocked the thoughts lurking in my mind.

a sudden small nock broke the silence in the room. my eyes looked to harry who didnt move.

i slowly walked to the door as my feet echoed throughout the house. slowly easing up on my toes I looked through the peephole.

some girl with long brown hair, and a VERY short dress was at the door. I stood there for a moment wondering who she is when I heard her quite whiney voice pierce through the silence.

HARRY!!

I quickly opened it hoping she wouldnt wake him.

umm hi?
She stood higher giving me a nasty look then peared over me.

were is harry? god she had a whiney voice

hes asleep. Can I help you? I did my best not to sound rude.

yeah. Tell him I miss him! I scrunched my eyes in confusion.

oh are u family? she did a little scoff and popped her boobs out in my face.

no sweatygod someone is a little slow..im his gf! I stood there shocked. I should have known he was playing meI told him everythinghe was just using me like everyone else.
ohwell hes in there.. I pointed to him and grabbed my stuff letting her in. she gave me a smile then strutted over to him. I watched her climb on his lap and kiss him slowlyand guess whathe kissed back! I quickly blinked away tears and ran to els room.

Instead of knocking I walked in slowly.

el?... my voice was low and sad.

I heard a grown and some rustling befor she flicked her light on. I saw Louis sit up next to her and they both looked at me confused. As soon as el saw my tear stained face she shot up with Louis following behind her. I was to betrayed, played and hurt to speak. I crumpled to the ground letting tears spill.

im so STUPID! I said through sobs.

no..hayden whats wrong.. el soothingly rubbed my back.

h-harrywas all I could get out. I watched els gaze go to Louis who shut his eyes tightly and sighed.

I warned him his voice was low andprotective? He gave me a small smile and walked out with his fists balled. El lead me to the bed and we just sat in silenceim such an idiot

~~~louis POV~~~

I walked into the living roomI warned harry about thishayden is to sensitive for his shitel told me about what haydens been through..which is why I didnt want her dating harry..but whos to say im incharge of her

I walked into the room which was silent. I heard small moans and groans and rounded the corner and found harry withclair on his lap, they were making outbastered.

what the hell is this slut doing hear!? her head shot to mine and she glared. Harrys eyes widened when he looked at me an he quickly shoved her off.

what the fuck clair! he yelled.

oh shut it! Harry I saw you kissing back! I yelled. I saw clairs bag on the floor and grabbed it walking to the front door.

excuse me! What are you doing with my stuff!!!harry tell him to give it back she whined.

. I ripped the door open and through it down the hall.She ran out after it giving me the opertunity to slam it and lock it.. I turned my attention to harry.

WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!!I FUCKING TOLD YOU IF UR USING HER TO BACK THE FUCK OFF! he stood silently like he was dumbfounded. I took my opertunity and punched him hard in the face sending hi to the ground.

iI thoughtI put my hand out.

save it manu wanted shags right? Well go get ur bitch! Ill be helping el calm the broken hearted girl in her room. I stomped out leaveing harry on the ground. Such a douche.

When I got to els room I saw el crying. I quickly rushed to her side and cooed whats wrong love? she sniffled and looked to me.

hayden..l-left. My eyes shot open. what!?

she said she couldnt handle this.she should hav known harry was playing with herthen I tried to tell her it wasnt her fault and she saidsh-she was in trouble alreadythat her dad was looking for her.that it would be better if she left.i tried to stop her but..she wouldnt I held el as she cried and cuddled he,r I cant let hayden leave ,shes els like best friendand me and the guys have realy gotten close to her. Shes family now.

I slowly stood with el a few minutes later.

cmon lets go find her.

El nodded and said shes going to the airport. I sighed and nodded.

~~~Harrys POV~~~

I sat on the floor stunned and the sudden shit thats happenedthe fuck did clair get hear!? I thought I was kissing hayden! Butthen again all I could taste was bear and some nasty lipstick she had onim so dumb for not realizing! And hayden was asleep in my lap! Ugh im such an ass!

Louise and el walked out quickly giving me glares before heading to the door.

were are you guys going!? Weres hayden I need to talk to her! I yelled going after them.

shes going to the airport to leave! Were going to stop her! Louis yelled walking out. El came up to me and kicked me right in the damn child hood making me suck in a sharp breath and crumple to the ground.

I told you id hurt you if you hurt her! she said as she stomped out.

I slowly stood ad ran to the balcony watching the mahogany outty car drive away from the complex. Please..get her. My heart hurthayden was trying to leave and it was all my faultshe opened up to me, I told her id never hurt her.and I did an hour after.

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An hour past and I was sitting on the couch blowing haydens phone up with calls and texts. Every message saying hayden please! Let me explain! Im so sorryI need you, I I cant be without you!

Every message went to voice mail or was left unread. Every second she wasnt hear in my arms or in the room laughing my heart crumpled the door flew open and el stormed through to her room with tears. Lou followed in shutting the doorwere is hayden?

where is hayden? I stood quickly hoping to see her. Louis gave me a disappointed yet tired look.

we were to lateher plane leftshes gonewe dont know where she went

My heart is goneits brokewhen hayden left she took it with herwhat about collage? Her drawing? She cant just leaveshe cant leave me.

Notes

sorry I haven't updated!!!! im getting back in rhythm just a lot going on!!! I love yalls! can I get three responses answering the three questions below for an update!!!!

were did hayden go?

will harry search for her or move on?

will they ever find hayden?