The Exchange.

~~~Hayden's POV ~~~

I slowly inched down the halls to my room. My once healing body coverd in new bruises. My heart pounded in my chest as I helplessly sobbed listening to my dad scream at the top of his lungs.

" you worthless bitch! I hope u die! But I don't because a musderer like u needs to suffer!"

I'm numb to the bruises, the pain isn't there. My heart is broke and world shattered...the sad part is I actually thought harry was serious.. I opened up to him about things not even el knows...and he promised he wouldn't hurt me....I should've known he wanted nothing more then a shag and to hurt me....I'm so stupid..but I deserved it for even thinking someone could love/like me...

I grabbed my purse and fixed myself quickly in the mirror hoping work would go by fast today. It's been two weeks since I left and I haven't answered them...I just need time to think...I love them like my friends but...idk anymore, after what harry did it just shows how gullible I am..and if there using me to...I don't want to subside myself to it...I'm scared even more on the trust subject now..

I plopped myself in my car shutting the door quickly, hoping to warm up fast. I missed the snow weather in London I'd grown fond of but at the same time not so much.

I leaned over my consoul pulling my phone from the dashboard. I looked to the screen and saw I had atleast 200 missed calls and texts from the boys, el, perry, and sophy...I felt a little bad I'd ignored them all but I couldn't take it back. I decided to text them real quick and let them no I was fine.

Group text -

Hey guys...I'm sorry I left like that...I'm sorry I haven't answered...that night just helped me truly understand how week I was..I opened up more to harry then anyone..I actually thought I could trust him...but as soon as I told him about myself I was hurt...I need to work on that... I've moved on and I hope u do the same..I don't want to burden u anymore..I'm not returning to London because I lost my scholarship due to the circumstances other than u guys..I love u all, I just think we should forget and move on..I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused...goodbye.

I felt a tear slip and sighed as I sent the message. How shitty of a person I must be to leave them so worried...well it's better now...they'll move on..I'm sure in a week il have siezed to ever exist...

~~~ Harry's POV~~~

The past two weeks have been hell..I miss Hayden so much and the guilt is overwhelming..how could I just let someone kiss me like that...I hate to. Admit it but I'm sure if Lou wouldn't have come in...it would have gone farther...but I truly thought it was Hayden. I was still asleep, so my judgement was off.
I sat stilly in the jet seat looking out the window at passing clouds. We were headed to LA for an interview, and because el said this is were Hayden is from...so were going to look for her.

I fumbled with some paper in my hands...a piece of paper I never wanted to lose..it was a card hand drawn by Hayden for me...I gues a I wasn't supposed to get it till tomorrow...valentines day...but she threw it on my bed when she left.



On the back of the photo I found a note, just reading it made me feal even worse.

To harry-

Ugh I no, i no..his is soooo childish but I'm not very skilled at talking face to face. So I've decided to use my true skills to show u what I mean.. The past 3 weeks I've been here we've gone head to head, we've also had our serine moments though...a week after I got hear u changed, u really tried to show me u wanted to help...my trust is bad so I apologize if u were offended. But this past week...Uve truely helped me and shown me I can trust u... I'm scared honestly, I've never let anyone in, let alone expressed my fealings to them...so I wanted to use valentines day as my anchor, I do have feelings for u, alls I ask is that u understand I'm scared..I'm willing to try though because I've never felt this way with anothe boy...I really do like u...so...happy valentines day.


Be mine?:)

I hugged the paper tight as I read it over and over...I'm falling harder than I thought...and she is still at the top.

A small beep pierced the silenced plane making us all jump. Louis picked his phone up reading it aloud.

"Hey guys...I'm sorry I left like that...I'm sorry I haven't answered...that night just helped me truly understand how week I was..I opened up more to harry then anyone..I actually thought I could trust him...but as soon as I told him about myself I was hurt...I need to work on that... I've moved on and I hope u do the same..I don't want to burden u anymore..I'm not returning to London because I lost my scholarship due to the circumstances other than u guys..I love u all, I just think we should forget and move..I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused...goodbye."

I felt even more guilt now...she did trust me and look what I did...

A thump of the plane jolting us all a bit signalled we had landed. I could tell everyone was anctious to get off and find Haydn after that, she has no reason to feal like a burden, she has us all amazed at her talent and what a great person she is.

We rushed off the plane to some range rovers in the back to keep us hidden from paps. As soon as we were loaded the cars took off and our eyes locked to the paved streets of LA in hopes of seeing Haydn.

~~~Hayden's POV~~~
I slowly began dropping the ingredients of the caramel latte someone ordered into there cup.i used to work here before I left so it's no difference to me.

I placed the lid on and sat it on the counter for its owner.

"GEORGA ROSE!" A tall brunette girl came forward she was a few inches taller than me. Her face was flawless and her eyes twinkled as she looked up.

"Thanks!" She said cheerily grabbing her drink. I smiled in return and went on to finish my job.

I continued my for another hour until my shift was at break. I slowly hung up my apron and grabbed a coffe I had made for myself. I sat at a booth in the back and pulled my music journal out and began writing my fealings onto the page.

The sun sets on yesterday,
And u just had to walk away...
Why did I feel so safe.
I trusted u and u hurt me,
So I'm moving on away from u,
Cause I'm done with hurt, and
The lonely ness never botherd me anyway.
(Original xP)

The song wasn't the best. Ur it described well of my feelings..I don't no why out of all people harry had managed to hurt me so bad..I've been hurt this way many times and suddenly he comes and it's like a pain I've never felt...

I shook away the thoughts and switched pgs. I popped my earphones in and began listening to "somewhere in neverland " by all time low.

My foot tapped to the rythm as I poured my imagination on to the paper at hand. There was a tap on my shoulder making me jump in surprise. I pulled the earbuds out and looked up At he tall figure. It was the Georgia girl.

"Hey! Why are u sitting alone? That's no fun!" Her accent was Irish, and she seemed nice.

"Oh..I'm I'm on break." I let out an uneasy chuckle followed by my best fake smile. Her eyes gazed at me for a moment befor landing on the paper infront of me.

"Wow! That's a lovely drawing! Ur good!" She focused on every detail smiling.

"Come sit with me and my brother! We just moved her a week ago." I was hesitant. What if she was
tricking me...

"C'mon love we don't bite!" She said cheery. I hesitantly got up and followed her to the table were a tall young man sat. He looked to be about 20 or somthing. He stood up and smiled,

"Names johnathin marks." He gave me a wide smile. I nodded and sat next to them.

" OH! My name is Georgia, Georgia marks!" She sipped her coffy lightly.

" I. Hayden..I thought ur last name was rose?" I said with a chuckle.
She shook her head with a giggle "no. It's just the lyrics from a one direction song I like." She had a wide smile.

I gulped at the mention.

We talked for another hour until I had to go back to work. Me and Georgia exchanged numbers and said our goodbyes while I went back to work.

She was really nice. I hope she's like the girls back in London and isn't faking.
I slipped my apron on and flipped on the tv at the front for customers. I waited pas honestly at the front desk for someone to come in when the new flipped on.

Breaking news! Teen pop sensation's of one direction are in LA! There here on interview status fort he week! Keep ur eyes out lady's.

The news went silent leaving me to stare blankly at the screen. There here for an interview...not me...right?

My thoughts were interupted when a crowed of girls screamed and crowded the shop. I heard the names LOUIS SIGHN THIS, AND MARRY ME NIALL! being shouted...shit....they were here.

Notes

Update!!! Woop woop! Here is part 1 of Harry's quest to get her back!