August 14

Harry POV

I sit at the market, waiting for Bella. I'm on my phone, when I hear the door open. I look up. I see Bella walking in. I smile at her, and she sort of nods. She walks over and stands next to me.
"Can we just go somewhere alone?" she asks quietly, sadly.
I get up, and wrap my arm around her, "Of course, Sweetheart."
She shrugs her shoulders, causing my arm to fall. She's upset. She's very upset. We get on our bikes, and bike toward the beach. As I bike, I'm thinking.
She's been absolutely fine lately, she hasn't been upset... Everything has been normal. Better than normal. We've both been so happy. What could be wrong?
We pull into the beach parking lot. We park our bikes, and I follow her down to the beach. She climbs up the lifeguard stand. I climb up behind her, and sit next to her.
The lifeguards aren't on duty because it's very windy, too rough for swimming. No one is at the beach.
I look at Bella, but she blankly stares at the ocean.
"I have to leave, Harry," Bella says blankly, breaking the silence.
"No," I say, "You're not leaving until the twenty first!"
"You," she says, still blankly staring at the ocean.
What is she saying?
Oh my god. She's leaving me.
"Bella," I say, choking up, "Don't do this. Don't be silly. You're not thinking straight."
"I am thinking straight, Harry," I say, "I'm leaving tomorrow."
"Okay," I try to think of what could possibly set her straight, "Bella. This is normal. You're afraid? You're afraid. We've fallen in love, and that scares you. This is normal."
"This isn't normal Harry!" she says angrily, "That's all bullshit. You're making stuff up."
"But," what do I say?
The love of my life is leaving me, "Why?"
She finally turns her head from the ocean, to look at me.
"I'm trying to change."

"You don't need to change," I tell her, "You're perfect."
"Harry."
"Please Bella," I beg, "Jus--"
"I'm trying to change, and you're not helping," she tells me.
"Bella, please," I tell her, "I love you."
"I don't deserve you," she starts to tear up, "And don't try and tell me I do."
"I'm a mess," she says, standing.
"Bella," I say, "I love you so much."
"I need to go," she tells me. She leans down and lightly kisses my cheek, then jumps off the lifeguard stand. I watched her. I sat there, and watched her walk away.

Summer came to and end.
Bella and I never spoke after her goodbye.
She didn't respond to any texts.
She deleted her instagram.
She shut me out.

Summer is soon. What will happen when I see her?

Notes

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