(Sorry) Blame It On Me

Harry's POV
I remember that it hurt, looking at her hurt
Narrators POV
Harry and Darlene haven't spoken since that day, now its the morning and Harry is asleep in the guest rooom, while Darlene sleeps in Harry's bed........broken.

Darlene's POV
I woke up a mess, my hair and makeup were ruined because of my tears and broken heart.
I walked to the bathroom to take a shower and hopefully start my day, without seeing Harry at all.
I got undressed and saw my scars from last night, I cut myself again. I haden't for 2 years until my heart was broken, I did it also after I broke up with Brian. I promised Harry that I would never do it ever again, but he broke his promise so why not break mine.

Once I was done I did my makeup and got dressed, I walked into the living room to notice Harry watching TV and drinking tea.
He saw me but I rolled my eyes and got my keys to go out.
" Where are you going?" Harry asked and walked up to me with innocent eyes.

" Out, and I'll be back later." I said and walked out, I was happy he didn't fight back. I needed sometime to think.

Harry's POV
She hates me now, she is probably going home to tell them she's coming back. If she is I will know its over, I'll know that she really wants me gone and out of her life forever.
I didn't fight her leaving this morning cause I understood she needed sometime to herself.

I mean, if....... nevermind.
I'm such a loser, I can't even get into a college or even get a decent job.
That's probably why my parents kicked me out, because I'm such a screw up.
About 5 hours my doll has been gone, and I hope she comes back like she said she would.
The door opened and she just ignored me and walked to the back, I followed her and she didn't slam the door in my face or anything.

" Um Harry I am, doing laundry tonight so get any clothes you need to be washed." She told me and I nodded. Once I got my clothes ready, she sat on the bed.
" Can we talk?" I asked
" Uh I don't know if i want to."
" We have to sometime Doll, I can't wait forever."
" Harry! I'm i'm noot the girl you think I am!"
" What do you mean?" She sighed and showed me her arms, and then her leg.
" I cut again, I broke my promise because you broke yours and I just...I...can't be with someone like you."
" Listen Darlene babe, I know you did. Its not okay, i hate to see you hurt yourself. Its my own fault. I can't lose you!" A simple tear escaped her eye.
" Its not okay that you are hurting yourself also, I can't lose you either." I pulled her to me and kissed her head.
" Doll, will you please forgive me?" She sniffled and pulled out of my arms.
" Harry, I can't......I can't,"
" Listen I have been thinking that I could go to rehab, and get better. Once I'm done with that I could get a real ass job."
She smiled and hugged me, I slowly pulled away and rubbed my thumbs over her scars.
" You could maybe see a theripist, It hurts me to see you hurt." She nodded and wipped her tears away.
" Harry, I...... I love you."
" You love me?" She nodded.
" Well I have always loved you, and I always will."
" Forever and always?"
" Forever and always." I kissed her passionatley and she hopped onto my lap.
We were making out for 2 minutes when she got up and closed the door. She then took off her shirt. My boner was rising. She took off mine.

Soon we were both naked, she was on top grinding on me.
" Ohhh my gosh Darlene!!!!!!!!!!" I moaned and she smiled, I grabbed her breasts and lightly squezzed them. She rode me faster, with one last jump she maoned and we reached our high point together.
I took off the condom and snuggled with her for the whole day.
It was unconditionally perfect.

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