(Sorry) Blame It On Me

-1 year Later-
Darlene's POV
Its been 1 year and now Lana, Kendall, and I are in college yay!
Harry and I are still close, he is getting better at not doing serious drugs, but i still worry.
I worry that now i'm in college that, he might feel unaccomplished. Or that he's not good enough for me, I hate that he might think that way.
Anyways, Lana now is a model and everything is going great for her. Other than the fact that Liam and her are going through a rough patch and she has had to sleep at her moms house a bunch of times.
I'm still living with Liam and Harry, I haven't even talked to my parents since. Andrew is now 15, wow but I still talk to him on the phone in secret.
Kendall gave up baseball and is now into journalism, plus he's a really good writer so he made a great choice in that department.

I am majoring in filmmaking, and the arts. Harry is proud and so is Lana and Kendall, sometimes I just wish my parents were there so I could get support from them.
It's always nice to know that your parents are actually proud of you and love what you are doing.
I guess that train left the station, now I think they will offically hate me forever.

Today is Harry and I's first anniversary, and I'm so excited but also nervous. He went to work while i chilled because its spring break.
he told me to be ready by 6:00 pm and i screamed with joy, excited for what was to come.
So all day i chilled and watched Jennxpenn videos on youtube and the o2l guys.

It was 5:00pm and now i just had to finish my makeup and hair and I would be finished.

By the time I was done it was 5:56 pm perfect timing,I sat on the couch and watched reruns of Gossip Girl till Harry called.
The time was 6:19pm now where could he be? I decided to stop by his work and see what was going on. So I started up my jeep and headed towards his work place.

I slowly opened the door and a splash of alcohol and weed infected my nose, I plugged it and walked in.
The door was wide open when I saw Harry,Liam, and Niall snorting cocaine. Liam saw me and i rushed out the door, i heard Harry's voice but ignored it.
I drove all the way home and locked myself in the room all night hoping that all of this was a stuip ass dream.
Harry's POV
What the fuck have I done, what was i thinkging starting this shit again. Now I'm going to lose Darlene forever, and she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. That night I just moped home, and I really messed up this time. I lied and forgot about our anniversary, what kind of man does that to the most important thing that tolerates and loves him? Oh thats right me?
Once I made it home, I realized she locked the door so I got the ky and opened it to come in noticing that she had cried herself to sleep. That bloody tissues were on the floor all over, she had cut herself once again.

I guess she thought since I broke my promise she could break hers, i hate it when she does this it just makes me cry. It hurts my heart and makes me cringe at such a beautiful creature thinks its okay to harm that gorgeous body.
To think you aren't good enough is a lie. Your good enough for me. Even though I'm not for you.

I sat there and looked at her beautiful face shiver with coldness and her sleepy eyes droop.
All I could think was that ...............'It hurt looking at her hurt'........................

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