Can You Love Me?
Summary
"Niall, you know we can't do this. What about Liam? " I said trying to make sense of what was about to happen.
"What about Liam? He doesn't care what's going on with you. He hasn't been there, while i have. He doesn't deserve you -"
"Oh, and i guess you do?" I said angrily, cutting him off.
"Yes, i do. I've been there for you all the times that he was 'too busy'. I've loved you from the first time that i laid my eyes on you in that school canteen. But you never noticed it. You didn't care, because you had Liam." He said, getting just as angry.
"Have. I have Liam, Niall. I am not yours. You may have created this fantasy where we are together, but this is reality and I'm with Liam." I practically shouted.
I wasn't trying to hurt him, that was the last thing i wanted. But i have to, because the truth is, is that i do love him. I always have. But i can't risk hurting Liam, and i can't trust Niall enough to let him in.
"Billie I know you do. I just want to hear you say it, that will be enough. Say you love me." His voice had softened, he was almost pleading.
He didn't give me any time to respond, he just took two steps forward so that he was standing right in front of me, and smashed his mouth to mine. I almost gave in, I almost wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. But i didn't, i couldn't. So instead i placed my hands against his chest and pushed him away from me roughly.
"I don't love you, Niall. I never have." I said, as i turned away from him and ran out the door. I raced down the corridor, my vision blurry as i pushed right past Louis and out of the apartment complex.
"What about Liam? He doesn't care what's going on with you. He hasn't been there, while i have. He doesn't deserve you -"
"Oh, and i guess you do?" I said angrily, cutting him off.
"Yes, i do. I've been there for you all the times that he was 'too busy'. I've loved you from the first time that i laid my eyes on you in that school canteen. But you never noticed it. You didn't care, because you had Liam." He said, getting just as angry.
"Have. I have Liam, Niall. I am not yours. You may have created this fantasy where we are together, but this is reality and I'm with Liam." I practically shouted.
I wasn't trying to hurt him, that was the last thing i wanted. But i have to, because the truth is, is that i do love him. I always have. But i can't risk hurting Liam, and i can't trust Niall enough to let him in.
"Billie I know you do. I just want to hear you say it, that will be enough. Say you love me." His voice had softened, he was almost pleading.
He didn't give me any time to respond, he just took two steps forward so that he was standing right in front of me, and smashed his mouth to mine. I almost gave in, I almost wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. But i didn't, i couldn't. So instead i placed my hands against his chest and pushed him away from me roughly.
"I don't love you, Niall. I never have." I said, as i turned away from him and ran out the door. I raced down the corridor, my vision blurry as i pushed right past Louis and out of the apartment complex.
10/29/13