DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 50: Always And Forever
Jessica’s P.O.V
I grabbed my last suitcase dragging it down the stairs. Harry hung up his phone quickly and ran over to me, grabbing the suitcase out of my hand. “No, let me carry it love” I tried to cling on to it. “No, I got it…I’m okay” He still over powered my strength and took the suitcase out my hand. I watched him carry it down the stairs with ease. “I-I could have done that!” I crossed my arms. He slid the bag over by the door. “Yes, you could have….but I rather do it” He walked over to me, and grabbed my hips causing me to jump up on him; I wrapped my legs around his hip locking my angles so I don’t slip down.
“So what are we supposed to do next, with our lives?” He slowly unraveled his hands off from underneath my butt – letting me down. “Why do you need to know?” I was caught off guard by his question. “Well….I’m not going anywhere with you if I don’t know anything. He put on his seductive secretive smile that makes everything below my waist tighten. He rubbed the side of his lower bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. “As long as you’re mine, you don’t need to worry about anything” I raised my eyebrow. “Anything?” He dug his hands inside his pockets and walked over towards me, he slipped his long finger under my chin tilting up my head. “Other than pleasing me….that’s the only thing you have to worry about” He leaned in closer for a smooch but I moved my head. “Well don’t you ever worry about pleasing me?”
He smiled but didn’t show his teeth, just those two beautiful dimples on the side of his cheek. “Worry? Anything I do to you, you like it….so nothing to worry about” I rolled my eyes and stepped back. “Hahaha funny” I turned for the kitchen, but Harry grabbed my hips pushing his body up against mine. “You feel that?” I couldn’t feel anything at first, but then I felt a small nudge poking me in the butt. “Whoa” I giggled. He wrapped his arm fully around my stomach, touching my exposed skin from the shirt lifting up – his hands were soft, and strong. His hair tickled my cheek as he leaned in to suck on my skin. “Do you like that?” I didn’t shake my head; I wanted to see how far this can go.
He removed a hand and ran it teasingly down my leg and slipped it in-between my thighs coming back up; he stopped inches away from my spot. “Do you like that?” His voice was weighing me an option of answering or not. “Don’t test me Jess” He removed his other hand traveling it down my backside, his hand collapsed over my butt – squeezing it. “Uh” “Now, now, now Jess” He whispered into my ear, his voice combined with all the places his hands were going was giving me an orgasm.
I felt my muscles below contract over and over again. “So you do like that?” I gave in nodding my head slowly enjoying the soft caress of his hands all over my body. “I was right!” Instantly he removed his hands, I stumbled frontwards a bit, biting down on my lip. “That was not funny…at all” He laughed running over to the bags. “Are you ready?” I took one last glance around the room. “Yes” He opened the door.
Goosebumps crept through my arms, and I’m pretty sure the baby kicked. Zayn, Niall, Liam and that Lou or Louis guy was standing at the door. I quickly walked over to the coat hanger and grabbed my jacket putting it on before the guys see my baby bump. Harry checked over his shoulder at me, I nodded giving the signal it was okay. He opened the door more “Guys!” The boys stood where they were. “Harry this is not the time, come on we need to go before Marcel comes” He looked back over his shoulder once more. “Guy’s…..I’m leaving but, Jess has to come with us or I’m out” The boys snickered with mean comments. “If our girlfriends weren’t able to come then so can’t yours” I assume that was the blonde kid speaking. “Harry, just leave her and….check on her every month or something…..she clearly survived 2 months without you she can do it again.”
My throat muscles clenched. What if they convince him, what if Harry actually leaves with them can I handle something like this? “Hold on guys” He closed the door slowly.
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Harry’s P.O.V
I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. I walked over to Jess, staring at the ground trying to scramble up some words. “You don’t have to say it” She blankly said to me. I stuffed my hands inside my pocket, and swallowed deeply. “Jess, I-I can’t stay with them plus take care of you at the same time…..” She dropped her head to the ground. “I know it’s hard for me to say this but……you have a life a head of you, a future that holds more than just a fling in it” She lift her head slowly once again. “So you called this…..us a fling? As if everything we told each other was nothing to you?” She was holding back her tears. “What about the baby then?” She quickly wiped away a tear that was about to fall. “I’ll still take care of the baby, send money every month even come visit you”
The door flew open. “Come on Harry we don’t have all day” My heart sped up as my feelings and the words I was trying to say were being pushed against time. “I love you Jessica, and I will always love you……this is not a goodbye, I’ll be back soon” I quickly darted towards the door. “Thanks for nothing” I stopped at the door knob, what am I doing? Does this even seem right in my heart? No. I grabbed the knob opening the door wide. “Listen guys…I-I can’t go with you” They all stood in there spots, staring at me with disbelieve.
“And why is that cunt? Because of that bitch in there?” I furrowed my brow and walked out onto the porch, all of them began scrambling down the steps one by one. I balled my fist so hard; I could feel my nails starting to rip through my flesh. “Maybe you should think Louis before speaking you pompous cunt!” He rolled his eyes. “So your leaving, gone just like that?” “No, Harry” Niall came walking forward. Shit I forgot about Niall, he was the only person I was close with, the only person I told of my doubts and fears. “I’m sorry Niall….” He backed up into the group, dropping his head to the ground.
A silence fell over all of us, we were speechless. “She’s….pregnant” All of their heads instantly lift up. “Oh great Harry, go stick your dick in a girl and don’t use protection…real smart mate” Louis paced back and forth in front of the boys rubbing his forehead. “So your leaving this group because you girlfriends pregnant? Nothing else?” I shook my head. “Nothing else and she’s my wife not girlfriend” I had a plan concocted into my head. “She’s married….to you? Either she’s blind or stupid” I walked closer to Louis. “Or either she loves me and doesn’t gives a shit who thinks…cough, cough you!” Louis splatter a greedy smile across his face, whatever he was thinking was making him happy.
“Uuuggghhh you dipshit…..bring her, just bring your left over trash and let’s get a move on” I smiled on the inside. That was Louis way of saying he don’t want to let me go so he’ll accept us. I walked inside the house; Jess was sitting on the stairs with her head in her knees. “Jess” She shook her head form left and right; not wanting to hear my voice. “I’m back….see there’s no goodbye’s stop crying”
“I’m not crying because you left Harry” I stopped in my tracks, well gosh thanks for caring about me then. She got up from the stairs. “I’m crying because you…..walked away, and told them….no matter the risk of you leaving or getting kicked out, you told them about me, the baby and how much I love you…….I’m crying because you’re brave and smart and kind and witty…” She walked closer to me. “You have unbelievable intelligence, you always protect me from anything and you love me…..” I rubbed her arm, trying to comfort her. “This baby is going to be just like you, she’s going to have your eyes, that smile and that curly hair” She laughed while she shook her hands through my curls.
I grabbed her hips, pulling her in towards me. “Your everything I wanted, you’re my fantasy girl, you’re my…dream come true….your my diamond in the rough, and I like that –a lot.”
She wiped her tears with her jacket. “Haha, um….you told them we were married” Oh my girl and her listening skills. “Yes. It’s eventually going to happen so….plus that was the only way you would be able to come with me”
“When….are we going to get married?”
I rubbed her back soothing her hiccups. “Well if I told you then it wouldn’t be a surprise now would it? When I ask for you to permanently bare your soul to me as I do to you…you’ll be clueless to when it will happen, but I will wait till you have my baby…..because I don’t want you getting mad if your wedding dress don’t fit on you”
She slapped my chest, slipping out a small giggle.
“Oh, I love you” She whispered. I hugged her tighter, my chest explodes every time she says those three little words, I thought I would never hear them again. “Oh, I love you….more than you love me and I’ll spend the rest of my life and forever proving it” I bent down to kiss her softly on the forehead.
I grabbed my last suitcase dragging it down the stairs. Harry hung up his phone quickly and ran over to me, grabbing the suitcase out of my hand. “No, let me carry it love” I tried to cling on to it. “No, I got it…I’m okay” He still over powered my strength and took the suitcase out my hand. I watched him carry it down the stairs with ease. “I-I could have done that!” I crossed my arms. He slid the bag over by the door. “Yes, you could have….but I rather do it” He walked over to me, and grabbed my hips causing me to jump up on him; I wrapped my legs around his hip locking my angles so I don’t slip down.
“So what are we supposed to do next, with our lives?” He slowly unraveled his hands off from underneath my butt – letting me down. “Why do you need to know?” I was caught off guard by his question. “Well….I’m not going anywhere with you if I don’t know anything. He put on his seductive secretive smile that makes everything below my waist tighten. He rubbed the side of his lower bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. “As long as you’re mine, you don’t need to worry about anything” I raised my eyebrow. “Anything?” He dug his hands inside his pockets and walked over towards me, he slipped his long finger under my chin tilting up my head. “Other than pleasing me….that’s the only thing you have to worry about” He leaned in closer for a smooch but I moved my head. “Well don’t you ever worry about pleasing me?”
He smiled but didn’t show his teeth, just those two beautiful dimples on the side of his cheek. “Worry? Anything I do to you, you like it….so nothing to worry about” I rolled my eyes and stepped back. “Hahaha funny” I turned for the kitchen, but Harry grabbed my hips pushing his body up against mine. “You feel that?” I couldn’t feel anything at first, but then I felt a small nudge poking me in the butt. “Whoa” I giggled. He wrapped his arm fully around my stomach, touching my exposed skin from the shirt lifting up – his hands were soft, and strong. His hair tickled my cheek as he leaned in to suck on my skin. “Do you like that?” I didn’t shake my head; I wanted to see how far this can go.
He removed a hand and ran it teasingly down my leg and slipped it in-between my thighs coming back up; he stopped inches away from my spot. “Do you like that?” His voice was weighing me an option of answering or not. “Don’t test me Jess” He removed his other hand traveling it down my backside, his hand collapsed over my butt – squeezing it. “Uh” “Now, now, now Jess” He whispered into my ear, his voice combined with all the places his hands were going was giving me an orgasm.
I felt my muscles below contract over and over again. “So you do like that?” I gave in nodding my head slowly enjoying the soft caress of his hands all over my body. “I was right!” Instantly he removed his hands, I stumbled frontwards a bit, biting down on my lip. “That was not funny…at all” He laughed running over to the bags. “Are you ready?” I took one last glance around the room. “Yes” He opened the door.
Goosebumps crept through my arms, and I’m pretty sure the baby kicked. Zayn, Niall, Liam and that Lou or Louis guy was standing at the door. I quickly walked over to the coat hanger and grabbed my jacket putting it on before the guys see my baby bump. Harry checked over his shoulder at me, I nodded giving the signal it was okay. He opened the door more “Guys!” The boys stood where they were. “Harry this is not the time, come on we need to go before Marcel comes” He looked back over his shoulder once more. “Guy’s…..I’m leaving but, Jess has to come with us or I’m out” The boys snickered with mean comments. “If our girlfriends weren’t able to come then so can’t yours” I assume that was the blonde kid speaking. “Harry, just leave her and….check on her every month or something…..she clearly survived 2 months without you she can do it again.”
My throat muscles clenched. What if they convince him, what if Harry actually leaves with them can I handle something like this? “Hold on guys” He closed the door slowly.
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Harry’s P.O.V
I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. I walked over to Jess, staring at the ground trying to scramble up some words. “You don’t have to say it” She blankly said to me. I stuffed my hands inside my pocket, and swallowed deeply. “Jess, I-I can’t stay with them plus take care of you at the same time…..” She dropped her head to the ground. “I know it’s hard for me to say this but……you have a life a head of you, a future that holds more than just a fling in it” She lift her head slowly once again. “So you called this…..us a fling? As if everything we told each other was nothing to you?” She was holding back her tears. “What about the baby then?” She quickly wiped away a tear that was about to fall. “I’ll still take care of the baby, send money every month even come visit you”
The door flew open. “Come on Harry we don’t have all day” My heart sped up as my feelings and the words I was trying to say were being pushed against time. “I love you Jessica, and I will always love you……this is not a goodbye, I’ll be back soon” I quickly darted towards the door. “Thanks for nothing” I stopped at the door knob, what am I doing? Does this even seem right in my heart? No. I grabbed the knob opening the door wide. “Listen guys…I-I can’t go with you” They all stood in there spots, staring at me with disbelieve.
“And why is that cunt? Because of that bitch in there?” I furrowed my brow and walked out onto the porch, all of them began scrambling down the steps one by one. I balled my fist so hard; I could feel my nails starting to rip through my flesh. “Maybe you should think Louis before speaking you pompous cunt!” He rolled his eyes. “So your leaving, gone just like that?” “No, Harry” Niall came walking forward. Shit I forgot about Niall, he was the only person I was close with, the only person I told of my doubts and fears. “I’m sorry Niall….” He backed up into the group, dropping his head to the ground.
A silence fell over all of us, we were speechless. “She’s….pregnant” All of their heads instantly lift up. “Oh great Harry, go stick your dick in a girl and don’t use protection…real smart mate” Louis paced back and forth in front of the boys rubbing his forehead. “So your leaving this group because you girlfriends pregnant? Nothing else?” I shook my head. “Nothing else and she’s my wife not girlfriend” I had a plan concocted into my head. “She’s married….to you? Either she’s blind or stupid” I walked closer to Louis. “Or either she loves me and doesn’t gives a shit who thinks…cough, cough you!” Louis splatter a greedy smile across his face, whatever he was thinking was making him happy.
“Uuuggghhh you dipshit…..bring her, just bring your left over trash and let’s get a move on” I smiled on the inside. That was Louis way of saying he don’t want to let me go so he’ll accept us. I walked inside the house; Jess was sitting on the stairs with her head in her knees. “Jess” She shook her head form left and right; not wanting to hear my voice. “I’m back….see there’s no goodbye’s stop crying”
“I’m not crying because you left Harry” I stopped in my tracks, well gosh thanks for caring about me then. She got up from the stairs. “I’m crying because you…..walked away, and told them….no matter the risk of you leaving or getting kicked out, you told them about me, the baby and how much I love you…….I’m crying because you’re brave and smart and kind and witty…” She walked closer to me. “You have unbelievable intelligence, you always protect me from anything and you love me…..” I rubbed her arm, trying to comfort her. “This baby is going to be just like you, she’s going to have your eyes, that smile and that curly hair” She laughed while she shook her hands through my curls.
I grabbed her hips, pulling her in towards me. “Your everything I wanted, you’re my fantasy girl, you’re my…dream come true….your my diamond in the rough, and I like that –a lot.”
She wiped her tears with her jacket. “Haha, um….you told them we were married” Oh my girl and her listening skills. “Yes. It’s eventually going to happen so….plus that was the only way you would be able to come with me”
“When….are we going to get married?”
I rubbed her back soothing her hiccups. “Well if I told you then it wouldn’t be a surprise now would it? When I ask for you to permanently bare your soul to me as I do to you…you’ll be clueless to when it will happen, but I will wait till you have my baby…..because I don’t want you getting mad if your wedding dress don’t fit on you”
She slapped my chest, slipping out a small giggle.
“Oh, I love you” She whispered. I hugged her tighter, my chest explodes every time she says those three little words, I thought I would never hear them again. “Oh, I love you….more than you love me and I’ll spend the rest of my life and forever proving it” I bent down to kiss her softly on the forehead.
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