DARKER DESIRES
EPILOGUE: Happily Ever After
Jessica’s P.O.V
I felt a slight tug on my dress; I bent down to look upon my baby girl’s face. “J-Juice” I smiled at her; turning around I reached inside the fridge to grab her sippy cup and hand it to her. She wobbled like a penguin back into the living room she was just now getting used to walking. “Hey babe” Harry kissed me chastise on the cheek and opened up the fridge. “Hey baby….did you grab everything?” He put the milk on the top shelf and slid the rest of the bags on to the table. “Yes….even these” He pulled out the box of condoms with Trojan written across the front. I quickly walked over to him, slapping his hand down. “Stop, somebodies going to see” He gave his seductive secretive smile. “I can’t wait to try these out…..” He bent down kissing me passionately on the lips; he slid the condoms into his pocket so he could wrap both his arms around me. He picked me up around the thighs and slid me on to the counter; I broke our kiss momentarily as I slipped a smile in.
“Guys! I don’t want sex sweat on my food” Niall came walking over, sliding into a bar stool rolling his eyes in disgust at us. I jumped off the table; Harry spun me around with his back towards Niall and groped his masculine hands on my butt, squeezing them tenderly. “Uuuhh I can’t wait for tonight” He walked away. “Where are you going?” He stopped. “To take a shower and run you a bath” I stirred the spaghetti “Why?” I wiped my hand on the nearest towel. “Because
you’re my girl and I can” He winked at me, I smiled back shaking my head. Then he disappeared down the hall. “Is the food almost ready?” Niall leaned back his head taking a swig of beer. “Yes…h---“ “Hey sweetheart…..” I turned to see Harry leaning around the corner with his towel wrapped around his hip, low enough for me to see his strong defined V-line. I stared at him nipping at my bottom lip, remembering my tongue nibbling around that. “What? Um, yes…wait what?”
“I-I forgot to tell you I love you….” I let out a small laugh. Harry is still trying to adjust to those words, it’s hard for him pour out his feeling because he thinks I’m going to leave him; abandon him like his mother but I’m not…..but he’ll never get that, since we moved to London he thinks I’m more obligated to leave him. I jogged over to him; I kissed his forehead; his cheek; his other cheek then his mouth. “I love you, I love you and I love you more” He smiled at me like a small innocent child. “Thank you” He whispered. I walked back over to the pot. “I swear I’m tid of this you guys need more tan just a room. You need your own city” I chuckled. I peered over Niall’s shoulder to check on Darcy, she was bouncing up and down on Louis lap. He grabbed her small arm helping her point out something on the T.V, I swear he would be a great dad dome day.
“Okay guys! The foods done” Instantly everybody pounced out of their chairs and jumped over tables over to the cabinet, grabbing their own plates. “Can you guys feed Darcy, I’ll be back” They all nodded, taking big handfuls of spaghetti. I don’t know why they eat, the food taste like nothing…..I guess they enjoy human qualities. I took off my apron and began my way down the hallway, till I reached the grand stair and began climbing it two by two.
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Harry’s P.O.V
I turned off the water once it was filled halfway to the top, and then I walked over to the mirrors. I pressed them in, causing them to open I scrambled around behind medicine bottles and the babies pacifier and finally found my shot. I quickly grabbed it and sat down on the toilet, I pulled the inside of my forearm out more so I can see exactly where I was targeting. I slapped my forearm a couple of times, to get the vain to pop up. I placed the tip of the needle into my mouth, ripping off the cap; I spit it to the floor. Then I placed the needle over my big vain, hovering it.
“Harry?” The bathroom door open slowly and Jess began making her way in. She took one glance at the needle. “Let me do it” She came walking over and took the needle out of my hand. “Look at me Harry” I hated needles since I was a kid; they were just so scary and hostile. “Do you remember when we first kissed?” I nodded my head. “We were in the bathroom at that fancy restaurant that you took me to remember?” I nodded. I felt a quick pinch going into my arm but I was more focused towards her story. “You basically cornered me in the bathroom, and ahaha that old lady came walking out ha oh gosh” I cracked a forced smile. I kept my eyes on her, the way the corners of her lips tipped up focusing on her smile, the way her eyes stare at me like I’m the only guy in the world. “Then you asked if you frightened me and hell yes you did!” She cracked another smile. “Wait so you were scared?” “Yeah, but I had to prove a point that I wasn’t…..then that’s when you kissed me. And I’ll tell you now, as bad as I wanted to throw you on the floor and rip your clothes off I had to attain my good girl image. And there all finished” I snapped my eyes back into reality. I didn’t even feel it come out; it was resting in the garbage.
My eyes widened with amazement. “What?” I smiled. “Take a bath with me” She rolled her eyes. “Harry we have guess, come on” I grabbed her wrist before she can escape out the door. “Please?” I poked out my bottom lip, this always gets to her. “Ugghh”
“Good” I walked briefly towards her, slamming my lips into hers. It took her a while to get used to the impact but as she did our love climaxed more and more. “Take. Off. Your…..shirt” I pulled my lips away, she slipped her shirt off over her head. I pulled mine off as well. I couldn’t take the wait any longer; I picked her up and put her in the tub. “Harry! I still have shorts on!” With that being said she eased off her shorts, while I took off my pants.
I grabbed the box of condoms out my back pocket, and broke one off. I jumped into the tub, she opened her legs letting me fall between them I held myself up putting both of my arms on the tub. She rubbed her hands up and down my back, scratching and digging into my skin. I released my shaft out my shorts and stood up to slide on my condom, and then I slid back in between her legs. She spread them wider giving me more access, I removed from her mouth and went down towards her neck sucking and nibbling, and I grabbed her under wear and moved it to the side. I ease myself into her slowly inch by inch; her mouth opened forming an “O” “Fuck uugghh” I thrusted slowly into her once waiting then pull back and repeat. She moaned softly in my ear, giving me motivation. I thrusted deer and deeper into her “Mmmmm uuhhhh yes” “Oh Jess” The water that surrounded us swayed back and forth splashing up against the sides.
“Moan my name” I bit my lower lip giving it all my might, thrusting into her harder and harder the temptation and teasing and waiting for this all day was finally paying off. “Harry…” She softly spoke into my ear. I smiled. “I can’t hear you…” I thrusted deeper into her holding it there for a second “Uhh Harry!” I smiled brighter with satisfaction. I laid on her breast resting, our breath were at the same tempo. “Tell me you love me” I removed myself off her body to sit on the other side. “I love you” She bit her finger teasingly. “Now tell me you love me” I smiled. “I love you
more than the numbers in the stars, I love you more than life itself” She stared off into the water something was bothering her. “What are you thinking?” She rubbed her neck nervously. “If-If you love me…..can you tell me how you got that um scar there…” She nodded at the scar that was directly on my heart. I swallowed deeply, closing my eyes and breathing in slowly and exhaling.
“When I was le-ol my mum was gone for hours and I don’t know why, and I couldn’t bring myself to care though I wanted to I was just used to it. One night she didn’t come home and while I was sleeping her pimp came over and burned me right here” I rubbed the scar. “Right on my
chest…..and the only explanation and reason he did that was because my mother loved me more than she loved him….oh and also he wanted me to cook him something” I rubbed my bottom lip nervously the memory was coming back.
“You didn’t tell your mom?” I shook my head. “She wouldn’t believe me, she would probably think I’m lying just so I could mess up her and that guys relationship” I felt my eyes getting glassy. “I’m sorry, you don’t ever have to talk about this again” She scooted over to me and laid on my chest. “Why? I don’t think of that anymore…..I think just of you when I get touched there” I could feel her smiling against my chest.
I grabbed her hand kissing the knuckles softly one by one. “Do you want to know something?” She nodded. “She said it…” Jess looked up at me underneath her long eyelashes. “Who?” I kissed one of her knuckles. “Darcy, she said da-da” Jess lift her hands up to her mouth in shock. “I tried so hard not to cry….I-I’m a dad” I blinked my eyes to keep from crying. “Oh Harry, yes you are and you’re an amazing dad……even for our next baby” She sat up. I grabbed the sides of the tub to gather myself up. “Wait what?” The tears welled her eyes, my heart sped up. “I-I’m pregnant….again” She lift her hands to her mouth, to keep from weeping. “Jessica! You’re having something else of mine? Why do you keep surprising me love?” She smiled from ear to ear. I flung myself to her, causing me to slid on top of her; she leaned back against the tub.
“Every time you have my child…..you give me the best present in the world, but the most exceptional thing would be if I can finally call you mine, I can finally own what belongs to me” I grabbed her thigh scooting her down more into the water. “So what does that mean?”
“Marry me” She dropped her mouth open; I reached up closing it with my finger. “I thought it was going to be romantic?” I side smirked. “It is, does it look like I have a ring? So I’m not asking you right now….I rather have your permission first” She smiled. “Really? We had sex…I lost count and have two babies, does it look like I need permission, just….ask me, and I will sure as hell tell you yes” I grabbed her jaw.
“You would say yes?” I rubbed her jaw back and forth. “No and maybe are not even an option….and why would I even leave you? I love you” I wrapped an arm around her. “You love me?” She nodded. “Oh gosh I think I want you a second time.
She giggled.
And I smiled.
This is not what I imagined years from now. This not what I dreamed while I was sleeping. And this was nowhere near the life I would have pictured for myself
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Jessica’s P.O.V
I turned something bad into good, I saved him and I will live with that pride forever. He’s the only thing that makes me smile when I wake up and go to sleep, and now I get to share him with two more people.
I finally got what I deserved.
I feel wanted
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Jessica’s & Harry’s P.O.V
And I feel loved.
I felt a slight tug on my dress; I bent down to look upon my baby girl’s face. “J-Juice” I smiled at her; turning around I reached inside the fridge to grab her sippy cup and hand it to her. She wobbled like a penguin back into the living room she was just now getting used to walking. “Hey babe” Harry kissed me chastise on the cheek and opened up the fridge. “Hey baby….did you grab everything?” He put the milk on the top shelf and slid the rest of the bags on to the table. “Yes….even these” He pulled out the box of condoms with Trojan written across the front. I quickly walked over to him, slapping his hand down. “Stop, somebodies going to see” He gave his seductive secretive smile. “I can’t wait to try these out…..” He bent down kissing me passionately on the lips; he slid the condoms into his pocket so he could wrap both his arms around me. He picked me up around the thighs and slid me on to the counter; I broke our kiss momentarily as I slipped a smile in.
“Guys! I don’t want sex sweat on my food” Niall came walking over, sliding into a bar stool rolling his eyes in disgust at us. I jumped off the table; Harry spun me around with his back towards Niall and groped his masculine hands on my butt, squeezing them tenderly. “Uuuhh I can’t wait for tonight” He walked away. “Where are you going?” He stopped. “To take a shower and run you a bath” I stirred the spaghetti “Why?” I wiped my hand on the nearest towel. “Because
you’re my girl and I can” He winked at me, I smiled back shaking my head. Then he disappeared down the hall. “Is the food almost ready?” Niall leaned back his head taking a swig of beer. “Yes…h---“ “Hey sweetheart…..” I turned to see Harry leaning around the corner with his towel wrapped around his hip, low enough for me to see his strong defined V-line. I stared at him nipping at my bottom lip, remembering my tongue nibbling around that. “What? Um, yes…wait what?”
“I-I forgot to tell you I love you….” I let out a small laugh. Harry is still trying to adjust to those words, it’s hard for him pour out his feeling because he thinks I’m going to leave him; abandon him like his mother but I’m not…..but he’ll never get that, since we moved to London he thinks I’m more obligated to leave him. I jogged over to him; I kissed his forehead; his cheek; his other cheek then his mouth. “I love you, I love you and I love you more” He smiled at me like a small innocent child. “Thank you” He whispered. I walked back over to the pot. “I swear I’m tid of this you guys need more tan just a room. You need your own city” I chuckled. I peered over Niall’s shoulder to check on Darcy, she was bouncing up and down on Louis lap. He grabbed her small arm helping her point out something on the T.V, I swear he would be a great dad dome day.
“Okay guys! The foods done” Instantly everybody pounced out of their chairs and jumped over tables over to the cabinet, grabbing their own plates. “Can you guys feed Darcy, I’ll be back” They all nodded, taking big handfuls of spaghetti. I don’t know why they eat, the food taste like nothing…..I guess they enjoy human qualities. I took off my apron and began my way down the hallway, till I reached the grand stair and began climbing it two by two.
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Harry’s P.O.V
I turned off the water once it was filled halfway to the top, and then I walked over to the mirrors. I pressed them in, causing them to open I scrambled around behind medicine bottles and the babies pacifier and finally found my shot. I quickly grabbed it and sat down on the toilet, I pulled the inside of my forearm out more so I can see exactly where I was targeting. I slapped my forearm a couple of times, to get the vain to pop up. I placed the tip of the needle into my mouth, ripping off the cap; I spit it to the floor. Then I placed the needle over my big vain, hovering it.
“Harry?” The bathroom door open slowly and Jess began making her way in. She took one glance at the needle. “Let me do it” She came walking over and took the needle out of my hand. “Look at me Harry” I hated needles since I was a kid; they were just so scary and hostile. “Do you remember when we first kissed?” I nodded my head. “We were in the bathroom at that fancy restaurant that you took me to remember?” I nodded. I felt a quick pinch going into my arm but I was more focused towards her story. “You basically cornered me in the bathroom, and ahaha that old lady came walking out ha oh gosh” I cracked a forced smile. I kept my eyes on her, the way the corners of her lips tipped up focusing on her smile, the way her eyes stare at me like I’m the only guy in the world. “Then you asked if you frightened me and hell yes you did!” She cracked another smile. “Wait so you were scared?” “Yeah, but I had to prove a point that I wasn’t…..then that’s when you kissed me. And I’ll tell you now, as bad as I wanted to throw you on the floor and rip your clothes off I had to attain my good girl image. And there all finished” I snapped my eyes back into reality. I didn’t even feel it come out; it was resting in the garbage.
My eyes widened with amazement. “What?” I smiled. “Take a bath with me” She rolled her eyes. “Harry we have guess, come on” I grabbed her wrist before she can escape out the door. “Please?” I poked out my bottom lip, this always gets to her. “Ugghh”
“Good” I walked briefly towards her, slamming my lips into hers. It took her a while to get used to the impact but as she did our love climaxed more and more. “Take. Off. Your…..shirt” I pulled my lips away, she slipped her shirt off over her head. I pulled mine off as well. I couldn’t take the wait any longer; I picked her up and put her in the tub. “Harry! I still have shorts on!” With that being said she eased off her shorts, while I took off my pants.
I grabbed the box of condoms out my back pocket, and broke one off. I jumped into the tub, she opened her legs letting me fall between them I held myself up putting both of my arms on the tub. She rubbed her hands up and down my back, scratching and digging into my skin. I released my shaft out my shorts and stood up to slide on my condom, and then I slid back in between her legs. She spread them wider giving me more access, I removed from her mouth and went down towards her neck sucking and nibbling, and I grabbed her under wear and moved it to the side. I ease myself into her slowly inch by inch; her mouth opened forming an “O” “Fuck uugghh” I thrusted slowly into her once waiting then pull back and repeat. She moaned softly in my ear, giving me motivation. I thrusted deer and deeper into her “Mmmmm uuhhhh yes” “Oh Jess” The water that surrounded us swayed back and forth splashing up against the sides.
“Moan my name” I bit my lower lip giving it all my might, thrusting into her harder and harder the temptation and teasing and waiting for this all day was finally paying off. “Harry…” She softly spoke into my ear. I smiled. “I can’t hear you…” I thrusted deeper into her holding it there for a second “Uhh Harry!” I smiled brighter with satisfaction. I laid on her breast resting, our breath were at the same tempo. “Tell me you love me” I removed myself off her body to sit on the other side. “I love you” She bit her finger teasingly. “Now tell me you love me” I smiled. “I love you
more than the numbers in the stars, I love you more than life itself” She stared off into the water something was bothering her. “What are you thinking?” She rubbed her neck nervously. “If-If you love me…..can you tell me how you got that um scar there…” She nodded at the scar that was directly on my heart. I swallowed deeply, closing my eyes and breathing in slowly and exhaling.
“When I was le-ol my mum was gone for hours and I don’t know why, and I couldn’t bring myself to care though I wanted to I was just used to it. One night she didn’t come home and while I was sleeping her pimp came over and burned me right here” I rubbed the scar. “Right on my
chest…..and the only explanation and reason he did that was because my mother loved me more than she loved him….oh and also he wanted me to cook him something” I rubbed my bottom lip nervously the memory was coming back.
“You didn’t tell your mom?” I shook my head. “She wouldn’t believe me, she would probably think I’m lying just so I could mess up her and that guys relationship” I felt my eyes getting glassy. “I’m sorry, you don’t ever have to talk about this again” She scooted over to me and laid on my chest. “Why? I don’t think of that anymore…..I think just of you when I get touched there” I could feel her smiling against my chest.
I grabbed her hand kissing the knuckles softly one by one. “Do you want to know something?” She nodded. “She said it…” Jess looked up at me underneath her long eyelashes. “Who?” I kissed one of her knuckles. “Darcy, she said da-da” Jess lift her hands up to her mouth in shock. “I tried so hard not to cry….I-I’m a dad” I blinked my eyes to keep from crying. “Oh Harry, yes you are and you’re an amazing dad……even for our next baby” She sat up. I grabbed the sides of the tub to gather myself up. “Wait what?” The tears welled her eyes, my heart sped up. “I-I’m pregnant….again” She lift her hands to her mouth, to keep from weeping. “Jessica! You’re having something else of mine? Why do you keep surprising me love?” She smiled from ear to ear. I flung myself to her, causing me to slid on top of her; she leaned back against the tub.
“Every time you have my child…..you give me the best present in the world, but the most exceptional thing would be if I can finally call you mine, I can finally own what belongs to me” I grabbed her thigh scooting her down more into the water. “So what does that mean?”
“Marry me” She dropped her mouth open; I reached up closing it with my finger. “I thought it was going to be romantic?” I side smirked. “It is, does it look like I have a ring? So I’m not asking you right now….I rather have your permission first” She smiled. “Really? We had sex…I lost count and have two babies, does it look like I need permission, just….ask me, and I will sure as hell tell you yes” I grabbed her jaw.
“You would say yes?” I rubbed her jaw back and forth. “No and maybe are not even an option….and why would I even leave you? I love you” I wrapped an arm around her. “You love me?” She nodded. “Oh gosh I think I want you a second time.
She giggled.
And I smiled.
This is not what I imagined years from now. This not what I dreamed while I was sleeping. And this was nowhere near the life I would have pictured for myself
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Jessica’s P.O.V
I turned something bad into good, I saved him and I will live with that pride forever. He’s the only thing that makes me smile when I wake up and go to sleep, and now I get to share him with two more people.
I finally got what I deserved.
I feel wanted
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Jessica’s & Harry’s P.O.V
And I feel loved.
Notes
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