DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 49: Trespassing
Jessica’s P.O.V
My body was laying on top of Harry’s we were both caught up in our hush breathing. He moved my hair out the way and began kissing my neck, then gave up once he realized how tired he was. “So….this baby is mine?” I nodded into his neck. “So what happens now?” I asked quietly; afraid of what’s to come. “We leave here…..and you’ll stay with me” I spread out my fingers
across his stomach. “What about your friends?” My body went up and back down as he inhaled and exhaled. “They’ll be okay…..they’ll just have to accept us, and if they don’t well than…..they don’t and I’ll be kicked out of the group” I looked up at his face, he looked back down at me. “I don’t want you to leave them, their pretty much insane but I know you’ll miss their company.” He scooted up a little; I did as well too stay on his body.
“That doesn’t compare to how much I would miss you if you left” I thought that threw my head. “Well, just don’t tell them about the baby okay?” He closed his eyes grunting. “Ughh, I wanted to tell everyone” I smiled up at him, once he opened his eyes he smiled back. “Why….are you smiling?” he whispered. “Because you’re cute…” I hugged him tighter. “Well thank you, I know I’m quite the looker love” I smiled again. I removed my hand off from around his stomach, putting pressure on his right chest. I hoverd my other hand over his left chest, where his heart was,
where I was forbidden to touch. “Oh, I’m sorry” I put my hand on his shoulder. He stared at the way I moved and rearrange myself around in the seat. He grabbed my hand once I pulled away. “What?” His mind looked clutter with thoughts; he was debating over something inside his head his mouth opened momentarily like he wanted to say something but couldn’t choose the right words. He blew out a heap of breath and closed his eyes. “Climb on me”
I gave him a slight look then climbed over on top of him, he placed his hands around my waist, guiding on right.
“Kiss me” I hesitated for his mouth, chewing on my bottom lip. I leaned down to kiss him on his forehead. I drew myself back to look at his reaction, he gestured his finger towards his lips, I leaned down once again and kissed him on the lips. “What was that for?” I whispered against his lips. “Touch my chest…..” I swallowed hard. I quickly leaned myself back up. “Harry no, this is something you forbidden so I won’t do it…..even if you tell me too” He rolled his eyes. “I-I
need…you to touch my chest Jess” I eased my hand slowly up his body; I didn’t want to trespass something I wasn’t able to touch in the first place. I just feel so wrong about this, I was halfway there till my hand doubted. “Harry just because were back together doesn’t mean you have to let….me touch you?” He closed his eyes and slammed his head back against the window. “Jess…..I plan to marry you.” My eyes widened just a smudge, I was speechless I never really thought of my future that far.
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Harry’s P.O.V
Every word I said was stating truth, but a part of me believed that Jess wouldn’t buy it. “Which means you will be mine…..finally” “What’s so great about me being yours, were already doing half the stuff we’ll be doing in marriage” I smiled at myself thinking about the possibilities that surround us. “Once we’re married, we can be titled we can be unbreakable, that’s what I believe. I can finally wake up to your face every morning, I can eat with you sleep with you….it’s inevitable”
“Yeah, it’s not like we do that now?” I squinted my eyes. “Are these excuses for not marrying me? Because if so…..I will fight you till you change your answer, I will fight for anything that comes our way that as a possibility of ruing us, though….I wouldn’t have imagined it would be you” She slapped my chest, I closed my eyes briefly. “Oh, I’m….sorry” She looked frightened to even lay an inch of skin back on me. I grabbed her hand, she gave in willingly – I laid it palm
down against my chest. Her eyes widened to an extent. “Y-your heart…..its beating fast!” She stared down at her hand in disbelieve. “It might seem like I have everything put together, that I’m not scared of anything and I’m all bad ass but…..I’m actually scared every second of my life” Her eyes stared me dead straight in the face. I coughed slightly to mask my sudden teary eyes.
“C’mon Harry! What are you scare of? Spiders, Snakes, Sharks, other vampire’s better than you…..though I’ve never met anoth---….” “The dark…”
She quickly shut her mouth; her voice was lower below a whisper. “You’re….afraid of the dark?” I nodded my head, embarrassingly. I sighed out loud. “Never mind this is embarrassing, just forget it” I threw my arm over my eyes. I didn’t hear any sound back, not even a movement, though I noticed Jess didn’t move her hand once. With her other hand she removed my arm off from over my eyes.
“You never told me this….” Her eyes were written with sincere she was serious. “I didn’t tell you, I-I more so of showed you. The way I would cuddle close to you at night, or when my arm tightened around you, even when you try to get up...I snap awake” Her eyes rimmed with water, they glistened. “That’s why….” I continued. “I need you, not for other things but because I’m afraid of the dark….and I can’t sleep alone anymore”
Her bottom lip trembled slightly. I branched up and rubbed my thumb across her lip. “So now you….promise me, that you won’t leave me alone” She quickly removed her hands form my chest and clung her body to mine. The sobs escaped her mouth; she hugged me tighter. “Don’t cry love” She snuggled her nose into the crook of my neck – I brushed her hair back repeatedly with my fingers. “There’s plenty more stories where that came from” She leaned up to kiss me right on the jawline.
“I love you, I love you so much” Her tears weren’t masking her voice any more as she trembled like she seen a ghost. “How much?” “Count the numbers in the sky….” I smiled to myself; well she must love me a lot. “W-What about me?”
I hugged my arm tighter around her, and kissed her forehead. “My love for you…is more than a trillion, more than the number of stars in the sky, more than my heart can contain….my love for you is crazy mad, and that’s priceless.
My body was laying on top of Harry’s we were both caught up in our hush breathing. He moved my hair out the way and began kissing my neck, then gave up once he realized how tired he was. “So….this baby is mine?” I nodded into his neck. “So what happens now?” I asked quietly; afraid of what’s to come. “We leave here…..and you’ll stay with me” I spread out my fingers
across his stomach. “What about your friends?” My body went up and back down as he inhaled and exhaled. “They’ll be okay…..they’ll just have to accept us, and if they don’t well than…..they don’t and I’ll be kicked out of the group” I looked up at his face, he looked back down at me. “I don’t want you to leave them, their pretty much insane but I know you’ll miss their company.” He scooted up a little; I did as well too stay on his body.
“That doesn’t compare to how much I would miss you if you left” I thought that threw my head. “Well, just don’t tell them about the baby okay?” He closed his eyes grunting. “Ughh, I wanted to tell everyone” I smiled up at him, once he opened his eyes he smiled back. “Why….are you smiling?” he whispered. “Because you’re cute…” I hugged him tighter. “Well thank you, I know I’m quite the looker love” I smiled again. I removed my hand off from around his stomach, putting pressure on his right chest. I hoverd my other hand over his left chest, where his heart was,
where I was forbidden to touch. “Oh, I’m sorry” I put my hand on his shoulder. He stared at the way I moved and rearrange myself around in the seat. He grabbed my hand once I pulled away. “What?” His mind looked clutter with thoughts; he was debating over something inside his head his mouth opened momentarily like he wanted to say something but couldn’t choose the right words. He blew out a heap of breath and closed his eyes. “Climb on me”
I gave him a slight look then climbed over on top of him, he placed his hands around my waist, guiding on right.
“Kiss me” I hesitated for his mouth, chewing on my bottom lip. I leaned down to kiss him on his forehead. I drew myself back to look at his reaction, he gestured his finger towards his lips, I leaned down once again and kissed him on the lips. “What was that for?” I whispered against his lips. “Touch my chest…..” I swallowed hard. I quickly leaned myself back up. “Harry no, this is something you forbidden so I won’t do it…..even if you tell me too” He rolled his eyes. “I-I
need…you to touch my chest Jess” I eased my hand slowly up his body; I didn’t want to trespass something I wasn’t able to touch in the first place. I just feel so wrong about this, I was halfway there till my hand doubted. “Harry just because were back together doesn’t mean you have to let….me touch you?” He closed his eyes and slammed his head back against the window. “Jess…..I plan to marry you.” My eyes widened just a smudge, I was speechless I never really thought of my future that far.
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Harry’s P.O.V
Every word I said was stating truth, but a part of me believed that Jess wouldn’t buy it. “Which means you will be mine…..finally” “What’s so great about me being yours, were already doing half the stuff we’ll be doing in marriage” I smiled at myself thinking about the possibilities that surround us. “Once we’re married, we can be titled we can be unbreakable, that’s what I believe. I can finally wake up to your face every morning, I can eat with you sleep with you….it’s inevitable”
“Yeah, it’s not like we do that now?” I squinted my eyes. “Are these excuses for not marrying me? Because if so…..I will fight you till you change your answer, I will fight for anything that comes our way that as a possibility of ruing us, though….I wouldn’t have imagined it would be you” She slapped my chest, I closed my eyes briefly. “Oh, I’m….sorry” She looked frightened to even lay an inch of skin back on me. I grabbed her hand, she gave in willingly – I laid it palm
down against my chest. Her eyes widened to an extent. “Y-your heart…..its beating fast!” She stared down at her hand in disbelieve. “It might seem like I have everything put together, that I’m not scared of anything and I’m all bad ass but…..I’m actually scared every second of my life” Her eyes stared me dead straight in the face. I coughed slightly to mask my sudden teary eyes.
“C’mon Harry! What are you scare of? Spiders, Snakes, Sharks, other vampire’s better than you…..though I’ve never met anoth---….” “The dark…”
She quickly shut her mouth; her voice was lower below a whisper. “You’re….afraid of the dark?” I nodded my head, embarrassingly. I sighed out loud. “Never mind this is embarrassing, just forget it” I threw my arm over my eyes. I didn’t hear any sound back, not even a movement, though I noticed Jess didn’t move her hand once. With her other hand she removed my arm off from over my eyes.
“You never told me this….” Her eyes were written with sincere she was serious. “I didn’t tell you, I-I more so of showed you. The way I would cuddle close to you at night, or when my arm tightened around you, even when you try to get up...I snap awake” Her eyes rimmed with water, they glistened. “That’s why….” I continued. “I need you, not for other things but because I’m afraid of the dark….and I can’t sleep alone anymore”
Her bottom lip trembled slightly. I branched up and rubbed my thumb across her lip. “So now you….promise me, that you won’t leave me alone” She quickly removed her hands form my chest and clung her body to mine. The sobs escaped her mouth; she hugged me tighter. “Don’t cry love” She snuggled her nose into the crook of my neck – I brushed her hair back repeatedly with my fingers. “There’s plenty more stories where that came from” She leaned up to kiss me right on the jawline.
“I love you, I love you so much” Her tears weren’t masking her voice any more as she trembled like she seen a ghost. “How much?” “Count the numbers in the sky….” I smiled to myself; well she must love me a lot. “W-What about me?”
I hugged my arm tighter around her, and kissed her forehead. “My love for you…is more than a trillion, more than the number of stars in the sky, more than my heart can contain….my love for you is crazy mad, and that’s priceless.
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