
DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 47: Back to Leaving
Jessica’s P.O.V
The ringing of commotion outside came in through the open door, it frightened me just a smudge maybe it’s a killer, maybe it’s the mail man or maybe it’s the guy that was in the car……wait the guy in the car. I un-tucked my feet from within the couch, giving myself a better chance to pop up, I heard soft footsteps like they regretted coming in. I stayed exactly where I was facing away from the door towards the TV, the person grew closer and closer. “What do you want?” I calmly stated, showing that I wasn’t scared nor oblivious to the person being here. There was no answer back, just soft inhaling and exhaling of breathing and steps. “Stop walking” Instantly, the thumping stopped.
Oh, okay you got this Jess. “What’s your name?” The person still stayed quiet, this as killing me….just turn around Jess. My body hesitated but I stayed exactly where I was whoever this person was, can’t hurt me anyways. “Answer me……answer me now” The tears were catching up to my throat, causing me to break tones every now and then. I remember that hush
breathing, I wasn’t crying because I found out who it was. I was crying because what if I turn around and that’s not who I thought it was, that means I was basing my mind on a wish, something that never will happen. My lips trembled and Goosebumps poked out of skin, my heart thumped erratically and my hands were starting to fumble each other nervously.
Well who gives a fuck; I might as well try the name once. “….H-Harry…..” Me not seeing him was killing me beyond measures. “…..Say my name again…” My mouth fell open as a gasped, it’s him….it’s really him after two months and a week he didn’t forget about me, he still knows little old Jessica. “…..Harry….” I motioned to turn around; I couldn’t take another second not looking into those bright green eyes. “Don’t” He demanded. “Just listen to my voice” I was confused, he came all this way just for me to hear his voice? “I-I came back. I came back
because I realized what I was missing, I realized sleeping without you was worse than sleeping alone so I didn’t sleep at all. Eating without you was worse than not eating at all so I didn’t eat, the things that I used to love was shared with you so once I tried doing them again….it didn’t feel the same, because I was missing a piece. I was missing you, and I would never forget you…..I’ve realized that. I need you…..nobody as loved me as much as you have Jessica, and that makes me feel wanted, you want me for not just who I am but for my flaws too and I think that’s pretty damn hot” He chuckled lowly, I joined him also. “But….” I knew it, there’s always a but. “I can’t stay…..I can’t love you here” I was confused by the last sentence, what does that
mean? “If you……love me Jessica, and truly love me then you’ll leave. You’ll leave with me, I’ll take care of you and promise to never hurt you and stroke your desires whenever you want…..” He stopped speaking so I assumed that it was my turn. “Under one condition” “Anything love” I closed my eyes. “Work on your possessiveness” I squeezed my eyes tightly, thinking he was going to go ballistic on that word, but he just stood there. “If that means your mine, but I can’t promise guaranteed to fully take away my possessiveness, I control things, that’s who I am”
I grabbed the couch seat. “Come here…” He whispered with his seductive raspy voice. I stood up of the couch; luckily my baby bump was small that he couldn’t see it through the sweater.
“Take off the sweater…...” I did as I was told; I was only wearing my tank top now. I gave myself a second to breath then turned around, I almost passed out. He was beautiful, he was the same as when he left. His bright green eyes and the two dimples that marked trouble and that side smile that make your panties wet. His brown hair was combed back, focusing more on the features on his face. “Aw my beautiful girlfriend….” I smiled. “Well your attractive too sweetheart” He bit his bottom lips vigorously. “Come here so I can touch you” I walked towards him slowly; before I couldn’t get to him he quickly dodged over to me.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She was taking too long, and I was striving to touch her. “You took too long” She shrugged. I reached up to touch her jaw line. I couldn’t control the emotions that streamed through my body; I slid my hand quickly down to her neck and pushed her mouth up against mine forcefully. ]
Her lips mingled in with mine, they were soft, soft like I left them. I broke our lips and tilted my head against hers as she did back to me – I closed my eyes trying to mask my question but couldn’t. “Did you kiss him?” I bit down on my teeth hard. “No, he kissed me” I slightly smiled. That means it wasn’t intentionally. I forced her lips back up against mine, I grabbed her hips
shoving her stomach up against mine, and quickly I released her stumbling back a bit. I wiped off the smudge lip balm that she left on my lips. “Lift up your shirt” She dug her nails into the hem. “Do it” I stood there, with my hands dug in my jeans. I could feel the bump, how stupid
does she think I am? She lift her shirt up, I walked closer towards her. “You…..by him?” I lift up my hand to motion to slap her, but I controlled it I stowed my hand…..I promised that I wouldn’t do that, and I’m not going to just because things got rough. “Actually, you can stay here……I really thought you loved me” I gave off a tight smile and headed towards the door…….
To be continued….
The ringing of commotion outside came in through the open door, it frightened me just a smudge maybe it’s a killer, maybe it’s the mail man or maybe it’s the guy that was in the car……wait the guy in the car. I un-tucked my feet from within the couch, giving myself a better chance to pop up, I heard soft footsteps like they regretted coming in. I stayed exactly where I was facing away from the door towards the TV, the person grew closer and closer. “What do you want?” I calmly stated, showing that I wasn’t scared nor oblivious to the person being here. There was no answer back, just soft inhaling and exhaling of breathing and steps. “Stop walking” Instantly, the thumping stopped.
Oh, okay you got this Jess. “What’s your name?” The person still stayed quiet, this as killing me….just turn around Jess. My body hesitated but I stayed exactly where I was whoever this person was, can’t hurt me anyways. “Answer me……answer me now” The tears were catching up to my throat, causing me to break tones every now and then. I remember that hush
breathing, I wasn’t crying because I found out who it was. I was crying because what if I turn around and that’s not who I thought it was, that means I was basing my mind on a wish, something that never will happen. My lips trembled and Goosebumps poked out of skin, my heart thumped erratically and my hands were starting to fumble each other nervously.
Well who gives a fuck; I might as well try the name once. “….H-Harry…..” Me not seeing him was killing me beyond measures. “…..Say my name again…” My mouth fell open as a gasped, it’s him….it’s really him after two months and a week he didn’t forget about me, he still knows little old Jessica. “…..Harry….” I motioned to turn around; I couldn’t take another second not looking into those bright green eyes. “Don’t” He demanded. “Just listen to my voice” I was confused, he came all this way just for me to hear his voice? “I-I came back. I came back
because I realized what I was missing, I realized sleeping without you was worse than sleeping alone so I didn’t sleep at all. Eating without you was worse than not eating at all so I didn’t eat, the things that I used to love was shared with you so once I tried doing them again….it didn’t feel the same, because I was missing a piece. I was missing you, and I would never forget you…..I’ve realized that. I need you…..nobody as loved me as much as you have Jessica, and that makes me feel wanted, you want me for not just who I am but for my flaws too and I think that’s pretty damn hot” He chuckled lowly, I joined him also. “But….” I knew it, there’s always a but. “I can’t stay…..I can’t love you here” I was confused by the last sentence, what does that
mean? “If you……love me Jessica, and truly love me then you’ll leave. You’ll leave with me, I’ll take care of you and promise to never hurt you and stroke your desires whenever you want…..” He stopped speaking so I assumed that it was my turn. “Under one condition” “Anything love” I closed my eyes. “Work on your possessiveness” I squeezed my eyes tightly, thinking he was going to go ballistic on that word, but he just stood there. “If that means your mine, but I can’t promise guaranteed to fully take away my possessiveness, I control things, that’s who I am”
I grabbed the couch seat. “Come here…” He whispered with his seductive raspy voice. I stood up of the couch; luckily my baby bump was small that he couldn’t see it through the sweater.
“Take off the sweater…...” I did as I was told; I was only wearing my tank top now. I gave myself a second to breath then turned around, I almost passed out. He was beautiful, he was the same as when he left. His bright green eyes and the two dimples that marked trouble and that side smile that make your panties wet. His brown hair was combed back, focusing more on the features on his face. “Aw my beautiful girlfriend….” I smiled. “Well your attractive too sweetheart” He bit his bottom lips vigorously. “Come here so I can touch you” I walked towards him slowly; before I couldn’t get to him he quickly dodged over to me.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She was taking too long, and I was striving to touch her. “You took too long” She shrugged. I reached up to touch her jaw line. I couldn’t control the emotions that streamed through my body; I slid my hand quickly down to her neck and pushed her mouth up against mine forcefully. ]
Her lips mingled in with mine, they were soft, soft like I left them. I broke our lips and tilted my head against hers as she did back to me – I closed my eyes trying to mask my question but couldn’t. “Did you kiss him?” I bit down on my teeth hard. “No, he kissed me” I slightly smiled. That means it wasn’t intentionally. I forced her lips back up against mine, I grabbed her hips
shoving her stomach up against mine, and quickly I released her stumbling back a bit. I wiped off the smudge lip balm that she left on my lips. “Lift up your shirt” She dug her nails into the hem. “Do it” I stood there, with my hands dug in my jeans. I could feel the bump, how stupid
does she think I am? She lift her shirt up, I walked closer towards her. “You…..by him?” I lift up my hand to motion to slap her, but I controlled it I stowed my hand…..I promised that I wouldn’t do that, and I’m not going to just because things got rough. “Actually, you can stay here……I really thought you loved me” I gave off a tight smile and headed towards the door…….
To be continued….
Notes
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I LOVE CHOO :) :) sry, this one was short because it's leading up to a huge chapter for tomorrow :p
@The Dreaming Angel
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3/18/14