DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 45: Midnight Memories
Jessica’s P.O.V
I scooped my skinny long finger into the bowl full of whip cream, then sliding it inside my mouth. Gosh, since I’m pregnant everything sweet taste like heaven on earth, closed my eyes for a second to take pleasure in the soft sweet taste sliding down my throat the taste still lingered in my mouth. I shot my eyes open again for another round when the delicious sweet joy ride was gone, Aaron was staring at me from a far by the door; I think he just came from work.
I smiled at myself; he probably just saw that….yeah. Obviously by the way he was leaning up against the door with his arms crossed tells me he’s been watching. “Do you want some?” I tilted the bowl towards him. He shook his head; put his jacket on the hanger and joined me in the kitchen. He stood next to me as I cut up small pieces of strawberries, his eyes were groping the side of my face I could see it every now and then. He moved my hair off over my shoulders and kissed me right below the ear, I gasped. Not because I was shocked, but because I haven’t been touched in a while the old remembrance of a man’s lips on any part of my body was hard to accustom to. He stopped kissing the beauty marks on my skin and tilted his forehead up against my neck. “I’m sorry”
I widened my eyes. “Its fine” I reached up to rub him on the arm. He removed his head out of the crook of my neck. “So whatcha making?” I switched back to my happy place. “Strawberries covered with whipped cream, want some?” He nodded his head vigorously. He dipped his finger inside the bowl and instantly rubbed it on my nose, I giggled taking a step back; I wiped it off and dug my finger into the bowl and did the same to him. He gave me a no you didn’t look. I quickly dodged around the counter to the other side, he came running after me before I could turn the corner he grabbed my hips pulling me towards him.
We were now face to face, laughing our asses off. But to what would happen when are laughs faded off; I wiped the whip cream off his face. I flung my finger in the air I didn’t know what to do with it, he grabbed my wrist firmly and tilted my finger towards his mouth. Without thinking, he pushed my finger inside his mouth. The warm and soft squishiness made me squirm nervously. He sucked harder on my finger, I closed my eyes, and this was bad yet liberating. Everything below my stomach clenched with horniness, I’m trying so hard not to be turned on. He removed my finger slowly out his mouth, my eyes popped open. We stared at each other awkwardly…what are we supposed to do now? He grabbed my chin shoving his lips up against mine. He wrapped his tongue with mine massaging it with his tongue, he chewed on my bottom lip fiercely. Is it bad that I liked this? I haven’t been kissed in a long time and this makes me feel…..loved.
He released his kiss, but still holding my face. “I-I think I’m falling for you Jessica” My eyes fell to the floor. He tilted my chin higher so I could re-contact my eyes with his. “I-I don’t know what to say” He kissed my forehead, and whispered against my skin. “You don’t have to say anything, just you being here tell it all” He kissed my forehead again.
He entwined his fingers into mine and pulled towards the stairs. “I can’t…” He creased his brow. “Can’t what?” He let go of my hand to cross his arms in front of his built chest. “Can’t you know…..sex” I whispered. He laughed. “I’m not here to take advantage of you Jessica, I just wanted to hold you….that’s all” He raised his hand up quickly to sign his nonchalant voice. “Oh…” I grabbed his hand.
As he took me up stairs, something tingled in my brain, something scratched at my thoughts. The feeling was memorable yet I couldn’t put a finger on it.
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Harry’s P.O.V
*3 DAYS LATER*
I finally arrived back in New York. I walked devoutly down the street rubbing my hands together. “Let’s see” I rubbed my hand up against the pricey, breath taking cars that took a position on the street along the curbs. “Nope, not you Camaro” I came across another car, that was all white with tented black windows. “Oh yes” I looked around for anybody, there was no presence. I disengaged my long finger nails out and dug it into the entrance of the key hole; with my force I twisted my finger unlocking the car.
“Hey, hey you…that’s my car!” I saw a mid-heavy weight guy came running down the street; holding up his saggy pants. I weighed the options in my head, should I stay or should I go dundundundun….shut up Harry not time for songs. I removed myself out the car and leaned up against it, I guess I can have a little fun.
He caught to me, out of breath. I walked over putting my hand on his shoulder. “You could hit the gym more huh mate?” He smacked my hand away. “G-get….away…..f-from my car” I step a few inches away. “I’m calling the police” he scratched his phone out his pants. “Oh my gosh cunt, I’m scared….please somebody help me….” I walked a few inches closer to him rather the car “Please….somebody, help this guy” I grabbed his phone as the ringing was taking place and smashed it in my hands. He circled his mouth in a O form. “Thanks, you fucking prick for setting me off time to get my girlfriend….” I crossed my arms. He walked a couple inches back.
“Do you mind I borrow your car bruve, I’m trying to get there quick” He shook his head rapidly. I side smiled at him. “Well thank you, I’ll return it later” He threw the keys to me; I caught it in one hand a continued on getting back in the car. “Or not” I started up the ignition, the car came to life. I gripped my hands tighter on the wheel.
*Ring, Ring* My phone vibrated in my butt, I took it out and Louis face popped on the front. I smiled to myself; too late I rejected his call and veered off into the street. I went into my contacts, and to favorites there lied Jess’s name. I suspended my hands over the name, those words; those seven words completely put my life into perspective. I clicked on it, and dialed her up I had a huge smile on my face. Till she didn’t answer, I recalled.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
The buzzing of my phone next to me woke me up slightly, but I didn't answer it. Till it buzzed again, I stretched my hand over to the phone trying to escape a little out of Aaron’s hold.
I finally grabbed it, answered it and put it to my ear. I placed my forearm over my eyes disturbed “Hello?” I waited for a response, but there was nothing. Just the soft hush tones of someone breathing on the other line, I sat up instantly. I’ve hugged up next to that breath, that breathe whispered into my ear, that breathe said I loved you. “Harry?” I whispered lowly. My mouth had to get used to that name. I doubled looked back at Aaron, making sure he wasn't awake.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She called my name. Once, that’s all it took, I only had to hear her voice one. I quickly hung up the phone and threw it over to the passenger side seat. “I can’t” I whispered to myself. I can’t do this, I can’t run back to her she was nothing but happy in my visions I want to keep it that way. I don’t want to spotlight her with my darkness, wait….oh my gosh I don’t even know how she’s getting by as a vampire.
I buried my hand across my eyes. I wish I could rub the thought away, I wish I could rub the memory of me meeting her away but every corner I walk, every path that I take I’m always seeing her there. She’s wedged into my brain and she’s not going anywhere. I stopped the car in the middle of the road down a quiet street. I strolled down it, if I had a heart it would be beating erratically.
I’ve been down here so much, that I know the way like the back of my hand. I came to a stop in front of her house; it looked like nobody was home. I climbed out the car and hurriedly jumped to the roof, I searched in threw her window but it was dark as my soul. There was an office now and new furniture. I quickly jumped back down and ran over to my car.
Well, what am I supposed to do now? She’s gone….I slumped back into my seat.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
A bright light shined threw the window. Damn it Aaron, he left the curtains open. I climbed out of bed quickly. I want to get this over with so I could jump back into the warm bed. The coldness of the air captured my body’s warmth. I ruffled the curtains in more; I tried to get them closed fast. As I did, my eyes couldn’t help but fall prey to the car across the street, I instantly thought of hope.
I zoomed my eyes in, along with being a vampire, you have extreme vision. Though the windows were black and tinted, I switched to transparent vision. Oh that better, I could barely make out a shape….a boy? A man? I couldn’t tell, I’m not as strong since I haven’t been drinking blood. “Jess?” I scrambled to close the curtains faster. I turned around and walked back over towards the bed. “Yes”
“Are you okay?” I nodded and crawled back into the bed. Where Aaron wrapped his arms back around me, but that was least of my worries. I laid my face upon my hands. That’s not him Jessica, that’s not Him…..he left, he doesn’t care. I rolled on to my back. But what if that is him? I rubbed my belly.
Then you’re not going to tell him anything. I peered down at my stomach. Well that’s hard, your already showing….then I’ll wear baggy clothes, or a dress…oh, oh a sweatshirt! Perfect. Once I felt satisfied with my decision, I drew myself back to sleep.
I scooped my skinny long finger into the bowl full of whip cream, then sliding it inside my mouth. Gosh, since I’m pregnant everything sweet taste like heaven on earth, closed my eyes for a second to take pleasure in the soft sweet taste sliding down my throat the taste still lingered in my mouth. I shot my eyes open again for another round when the delicious sweet joy ride was gone, Aaron was staring at me from a far by the door; I think he just came from work.
I smiled at myself; he probably just saw that….yeah. Obviously by the way he was leaning up against the door with his arms crossed tells me he’s been watching. “Do you want some?” I tilted the bowl towards him. He shook his head; put his jacket on the hanger and joined me in the kitchen. He stood next to me as I cut up small pieces of strawberries, his eyes were groping the side of my face I could see it every now and then. He moved my hair off over my shoulders and kissed me right below the ear, I gasped. Not because I was shocked, but because I haven’t been touched in a while the old remembrance of a man’s lips on any part of my body was hard to accustom to. He stopped kissing the beauty marks on my skin and tilted his forehead up against my neck. “I’m sorry”
I widened my eyes. “Its fine” I reached up to rub him on the arm. He removed his head out of the crook of my neck. “So whatcha making?” I switched back to my happy place. “Strawberries covered with whipped cream, want some?” He nodded his head vigorously. He dipped his finger inside the bowl and instantly rubbed it on my nose, I giggled taking a step back; I wiped it off and dug my finger into the bowl and did the same to him. He gave me a no you didn’t look. I quickly dodged around the counter to the other side, he came running after me before I could turn the corner he grabbed my hips pulling me towards him.
We were now face to face, laughing our asses off. But to what would happen when are laughs faded off; I wiped the whip cream off his face. I flung my finger in the air I didn’t know what to do with it, he grabbed my wrist firmly and tilted my finger towards his mouth. Without thinking, he pushed my finger inside his mouth. The warm and soft squishiness made me squirm nervously. He sucked harder on my finger, I closed my eyes, and this was bad yet liberating. Everything below my stomach clenched with horniness, I’m trying so hard not to be turned on. He removed my finger slowly out his mouth, my eyes popped open. We stared at each other awkwardly…what are we supposed to do now? He grabbed my chin shoving his lips up against mine. He wrapped his tongue with mine massaging it with his tongue, he chewed on my bottom lip fiercely. Is it bad that I liked this? I haven’t been kissed in a long time and this makes me feel…..loved.
He released his kiss, but still holding my face. “I-I think I’m falling for you Jessica” My eyes fell to the floor. He tilted my chin higher so I could re-contact my eyes with his. “I-I don’t know what to say” He kissed my forehead, and whispered against my skin. “You don’t have to say anything, just you being here tell it all” He kissed my forehead again.
He entwined his fingers into mine and pulled towards the stairs. “I can’t…” He creased his brow. “Can’t what?” He let go of my hand to cross his arms in front of his built chest. “Can’t you know…..sex” I whispered. He laughed. “I’m not here to take advantage of you Jessica, I just wanted to hold you….that’s all” He raised his hand up quickly to sign his nonchalant voice. “Oh…” I grabbed his hand.
As he took me up stairs, something tingled in my brain, something scratched at my thoughts. The feeling was memorable yet I couldn’t put a finger on it.
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Harry’s P.O.V
*3 DAYS LATER*
I finally arrived back in New York. I walked devoutly down the street rubbing my hands together. “Let’s see” I rubbed my hand up against the pricey, breath taking cars that took a position on the street along the curbs. “Nope, not you Camaro” I came across another car, that was all white with tented black windows. “Oh yes” I looked around for anybody, there was no presence. I disengaged my long finger nails out and dug it into the entrance of the key hole; with my force I twisted my finger unlocking the car.
“Hey, hey you…that’s my car!” I saw a mid-heavy weight guy came running down the street; holding up his saggy pants. I weighed the options in my head, should I stay or should I go dundundundun….shut up Harry not time for songs. I removed myself out the car and leaned up against it, I guess I can have a little fun.
He caught to me, out of breath. I walked over putting my hand on his shoulder. “You could hit the gym more huh mate?” He smacked my hand away. “G-get….away…..f-from my car” I step a few inches away. “I’m calling the police” he scratched his phone out his pants. “Oh my gosh cunt, I’m scared….please somebody help me….” I walked a few inches closer to him rather the car “Please….somebody, help this guy” I grabbed his phone as the ringing was taking place and smashed it in my hands. He circled his mouth in a O form. “Thanks, you fucking prick for setting me off time to get my girlfriend….” I crossed my arms. He walked a couple inches back.
“Do you mind I borrow your car bruve, I’m trying to get there quick” He shook his head rapidly. I side smiled at him. “Well thank you, I’ll return it later” He threw the keys to me; I caught it in one hand a continued on getting back in the car. “Or not” I started up the ignition, the car came to life. I gripped my hands tighter on the wheel.
*Ring, Ring* My phone vibrated in my butt, I took it out and Louis face popped on the front. I smiled to myself; too late I rejected his call and veered off into the street. I went into my contacts, and to favorites there lied Jess’s name. I suspended my hands over the name, those words; those seven words completely put my life into perspective. I clicked on it, and dialed her up I had a huge smile on my face. Till she didn’t answer, I recalled.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
The buzzing of my phone next to me woke me up slightly, but I didn't answer it. Till it buzzed again, I stretched my hand over to the phone trying to escape a little out of Aaron’s hold.
I finally grabbed it, answered it and put it to my ear. I placed my forearm over my eyes disturbed “Hello?” I waited for a response, but there was nothing. Just the soft hush tones of someone breathing on the other line, I sat up instantly. I’ve hugged up next to that breath, that breathe whispered into my ear, that breathe said I loved you. “Harry?” I whispered lowly. My mouth had to get used to that name. I doubled looked back at Aaron, making sure he wasn't awake.
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Harry’s P.O.V
She called my name. Once, that’s all it took, I only had to hear her voice one. I quickly hung up the phone and threw it over to the passenger side seat. “I can’t” I whispered to myself. I can’t do this, I can’t run back to her she was nothing but happy in my visions I want to keep it that way. I don’t want to spotlight her with my darkness, wait….oh my gosh I don’t even know how she’s getting by as a vampire.
I buried my hand across my eyes. I wish I could rub the thought away, I wish I could rub the memory of me meeting her away but every corner I walk, every path that I take I’m always seeing her there. She’s wedged into my brain and she’s not going anywhere. I stopped the car in the middle of the road down a quiet street. I strolled down it, if I had a heart it would be beating erratically.
I’ve been down here so much, that I know the way like the back of my hand. I came to a stop in front of her house; it looked like nobody was home. I climbed out the car and hurriedly jumped to the roof, I searched in threw her window but it was dark as my soul. There was an office now and new furniture. I quickly jumped back down and ran over to my car.
Well, what am I supposed to do now? She’s gone….I slumped back into my seat.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
A bright light shined threw the window. Damn it Aaron, he left the curtains open. I climbed out of bed quickly. I want to get this over with so I could jump back into the warm bed. The coldness of the air captured my body’s warmth. I ruffled the curtains in more; I tried to get them closed fast. As I did, my eyes couldn’t help but fall prey to the car across the street, I instantly thought of hope.
I zoomed my eyes in, along with being a vampire, you have extreme vision. Though the windows were black and tinted, I switched to transparent vision. Oh that better, I could barely make out a shape….a boy? A man? I couldn’t tell, I’m not as strong since I haven’t been drinking blood. “Jess?” I scrambled to close the curtains faster. I turned around and walked back over towards the bed. “Yes”
“Are you okay?” I nodded and crawled back into the bed. Where Aaron wrapped his arms back around me, but that was least of my worries. I laid my face upon my hands. That’s not him Jessica, that’s not Him…..he left, he doesn’t care. I rolled on to my back. But what if that is him? I rubbed my belly.
Then you’re not going to tell him anything. I peered down at my stomach. Well that’s hard, your already showing….then I’ll wear baggy clothes, or a dress…oh, oh a sweatshirt! Perfect. Once I felt satisfied with my decision, I drew myself back to sleep.
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