Jessica’s P.O.V
They didn’t answer the door, they didn’t even acknowledge that I was there, what am I supposed to do just sit here and act like my ex-boyfriend doesn’t live across the street or the fact that he’s a vampire? It’s already bad enough Ana is gone, what am I supposed to do till then? Die?
I grabbed my bag off the steps and headed for the door, maybe I should kill myself? Because this pain is too hard to deal with while I’m alive maybe it will be easier when I’m dead….like Harry. I locked the door and headed towards my car.
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Harry’s P.O.V
The beach was barely empty, there were spots of families lying around on the beach while their children played in the water or built sand castles. Waves were starting to come along starting off small, then rising to extinct levels, the parents was yelling at their kids to get out the water, but one person was left somebody obviously didn’t get the memo. I rushed towards the water, waves came rushing over the persons head over and over again, I dived in. I grabbed the person dragging them out; I got a better look “Jessica?”

“UUUUUHHHHH” I woke up out of a premonition. I was still in the house not on the beach. Shit! Jess, I ran down stairs and opened the front door; she was already driving down the street.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
Should I have left a letter or something, this doesn’t feel right. I’m not going there to die, I’m going there to clear things off my mind….just the hope of me dying is what I’m thinking. But I know Harry is going to stop me, for some reason he can read my thoughts I think, so I have a back-up plan. I rolled down the window to let the cool breeze mangle into my hair, I took my time looking at all the different kinds of stores that I’ve been to or wanted to visit. It’s pretty hard to find a beach in New York but I learned to manage when I was in high school, Ana and I wanted to go somewhere fun on spring break and the first place that popped into our heads was the beach. Hey maybe if I accidently die I’ll have a chance of seeing Ana again and we can go back to old times. I parked my car in a corner near the grocery store across from the beach; I got out slowly taking my time and grabbed my bag from the back then headed towards the crosswalk.
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Harry’s P.O.V
“Where are you going” Niall came running down the stairs. I threw on a jacket “To get Jessica” He almost fell in mid-air “The girl you said you were over with?” Niall was being completely right, but his questions were testing if I should go or not. “Just because I’m over her doesn’t mean I don’t love her mate” I flipped out the collar of my shirt. “So what am I supposed to do with the girl?”
I stopped as my hand reached for the doorknob. “What girl?” Niall cleared his throat, it’s obvious he didn’t mean for those words to come out. “Nobody, just go get your lover” I walked away from the door, inching towards him. “Don’t make me ask again” He squirmed in his spot. “Ana?” he squinted his eyes like I was going to hit him. “I’ll deal with this when I come back, you fucking cunts you ruined everything uggh fuck!” I walked back towards the door.
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Jessica’s P.O.V
I flung my blanket down on the sand then threw my bag on top. I sat down slowly, okay I have a few minutes before Harry arrives I should enjoy the warmth of the sun burning up against my skin and the light cool breeze rushing from the ocean onto my skin neutralizing the temperature outside. Getting caught up in the summer life I almost forgot to write my letter, I quickly grabbed out a piece of paper and my favorite pen.

Now Jessica should you make this story long or short? I tapped the pen against the paper. Short, if I make it long that will give Harry enough of time to get here. Inside my head it seems like I have it all together, but my body said otherwise. My fingers were shaking as I wrote the letter; my heart beat was fluttering hard. I peered around my shoulder making sure Harry wasn’t here. I folded it and laid it on the blanket; putting the pen on top to weigh it down. I slowly took my shorts off letting it graze against my skin, I slid my shirt off I already missed the warmth of civilization and the smell of bacon and eggs in the morning.

I walked closer down by the water; the water ran across my toes. Looked out over the water and tall waves, am I ready for this? Your just hurting yourself to see if Harry cares, yes he cares about you Jess. I watched the squawking of the birds flying over my head. “If he cared he would be here right?” I whispered to myself. Minutes have passed and Harry wasn’t here and he’s not coming so I don’t know why I was fooling myself to even think that. Okay Jess, just ease in and forget the world that’s all it takes. My face grew hot, my eyes pricked with water.

“He doesn’t care what if this was all a lie. Our love was based on a lie, his words were based on a lie, I had sex with a liar” I sniffled up my nose before it began running and wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. I walked an inch more into the water, the water wasn’t warm nor was it cold it was in the middle.

“If he doesn’t care, then why should I? He don’t exist Jess, everything he’s told me is not real. Vampires are not real; they’re not real what if you had been going crazy out of your mind over something not real?” I ran further into the water; the level was just up to my hip I skimmed my hand across the clear water. Suds from the waves coming rushed over my hand, I fell back a little off balance.

“Stop Jessica!” I closed my eyes and took a big breath.
Harry. I took a further step into the water. “Look at me!” The waves were making his words barely hearable. I slowly turned around, staring at the water instead of him. “As if I didn’t care Jess, I care about you if I didn’t I wouldn’t be here so can you just come out the water” Just hearing his voice. “Harry, its fine I’m fine just go on about your life, this is what you wanted right? No, this is what I wanted”.

I turned back around. “I love you!” The word lingered in the air, don’t say it back. I walked further into the water and before I knew it I dived in, I was tired of stalling let me see just how much he cares.
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Harry’s P.O.V
The words escaped without me trying. That obviously wasn’t enough or she would have said it back. Then the worst thing I wouldn’t have imagined happened, she dived head first into the impacts of the waves. My breath caught hold; my heart was ripped out my chest.
But the harshest, worst beyond terrible thing is more important at this moment. Just the one thing that I was never taught as a kid….

To swim.

It’s either save your own life or risk it for something you love.

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