Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)
chapter 50
Never mind i'll find
Some one like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me i beg
remember you say
I sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
i was currently lying down on my bed listening to Adeles calming voice.the letter i wrote helped me a little,but at the end it made things 100 times worst.
you know why?
because it made me realize i loved zayn.
it also made me realize because i love him i would never cheat on zayn with another person,but he did,so that means he doesn't love me.
the first guy i ever loved,doesn't love me back.well that hurts.
the song changed and the next song was Rehab by Rihanna.i always liked this song,well if i'm being honest i love Rihanna so i like all of her songs.but songs like Good girl gone bad,Te Amo,Cry,Rehab,Disturbia,diamonds,stay.... are my favorites.
but now listening to Rehab i couldn't help but feel like some parts of the song were identical to my situation.not all of them,but some.like:
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow
when i first met zayn i did feel something towards him,something strong which made everything he told me have a big influence on me,and he did leave me,and 2 weeks later i find out he cheated on me,my heart is really dead.i do feel empty and hollow.
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
i never cared for any one else the way i did for him,he probably doesn't even know he hurt me,and i would never go back to him,my pride won't let me,no matter how much i love him,i will not go back to him,he lost his chance,he lost me.
so why am i so upset over it?he's the one who should be crying not me!he's the one who cheated on me and lost me!he's the one who made a mistake!
i sat up quickly on my bed and wiped away my tears harshly.i shouldn't be staying at my room crying.i should act like nothing has changed.
so thats what i did.
i quickly rushed in to the bathroom and turned my shower on.after i stripped of my clothes and walked under the water.
the moment the water hit my body i felt a lot better.
it's true when they say a shower can do wonders.
after i was done i wrapped myself in a towel and walked outside of my bathroom.
i walked towards my dresser and opened it looking for something to wear in this weather,it was a little breezing since it was near christmas so i decided i should go with something warm.
after i was fully dressed and ready i grabbed my ear plugs and my phone not turning it on still and walked out of my room.i went downstairs and called for my parents but they didn't answer.i guess their still outside.
i grabbed my set of keys and made sure to turn off every light before i went outside and locked the door.i made my way down the street towards a park near to our home.it was about 6 o clock so it was kinda dark.but i didn't mind.
finally i reached the park and sat down on the first bench i cam across.i pulled my phone out and turned it on.a couple of seconds after it was turned on,my phone started vibrating non stoppable.indicating i had a lot of calls and text messages.they would come so fast i couldn't even read their names.but one name stood out of the others.
Zayns.
after a couple of minutes my phone finally stopped buzzing and i unlocked it to see who i had to get back too.i saw a couple of texts from my mother saying she was coming home late.
i had a couple from Liyha,apologizing and saying i should call her.
some were from Jason and some were From Avin.
i read Jason's first:
''annabelle!where the hell are you?!why aren't you answering!damn it don't make me come over there!"
"answer me Anne!"
"why aren't you picking up!"
"i swear i'm gonna kill that bastard!!i will hunt him down and rip him to shreds!"
"annabelle he's not worth it,just call me and we'll talk about it!please i'm worried"
i giggled slightly at his texts.i replied back:
''jason i'm fine don't worry.you don't need to come down here neither you need to hunt some one down or kill them,i'm fine,seriously.i'll call you later i promise"
about five seconds later i had a reply:
''thank god!i was seriously planning to come down there!are you sure your ok?Anna i can help"
brother protective mode on.
"i'm fine jason,don't worry"
he texted back:
"how can i not?but i'll leave you be for now.but don't hesitate to call me if you need anything,now if you'll excuse me i have to go and call an assassin to track that malik kid down and stab him in the heart"
i laughed out loud and shook my head at his childishness .:
"haha funny,bye jason"
"bye Anne"
ok next person is Avin.i had more missed calls from her than messages.i read her messaged:
''i will kill him and then burry him in lava!no scratch that i'll feed his remains to bulldogs and then burry him in lava!no first i'll feed him to bull dogs then i'll rip his head off myself and then i'll burry him in lava!that asshole dick!he's a bastard!Anna answer me right now!!!i'm not kidding i will come over there!"
"that fucking asshole son of a bitch!that bastard!how could he do that!i'll kill him!i swear to god i'll fucking kill him!Annabelle i left you about 50 missed calls answer me right now!!!"
i couldn't keep it in anymore and laughed loudly at her messages.typical drama queen.
i texted back:
"i'm fine Avin and you don't need to get all worked up!i just need my space and i'll appreciate it if you gave it to me"
she also texted back seconds later:
"ok honey i'm just glad your ok,but tomorrow we're going to have a major talk,i'll leave you alone for now."
"thank you"
"no problem,just don't hesitate to call me if you need anything"
"i won't,bye Av"
"Bye Anne"
ok thats every one else..
only one person left.
i clicked on his name to see......
Some one like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don't forget me i beg
remember you say
I sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
i was currently lying down on my bed listening to Adeles calming voice.the letter i wrote helped me a little,but at the end it made things 100 times worst.
you know why?
because it made me realize i loved zayn.
it also made me realize because i love him i would never cheat on zayn with another person,but he did,so that means he doesn't love me.
the first guy i ever loved,doesn't love me back.well that hurts.
the song changed and the next song was Rehab by Rihanna.i always liked this song,well if i'm being honest i love Rihanna so i like all of her songs.but songs like Good girl gone bad,Te Amo,Cry,Rehab,Disturbia,diamonds,stay.... are my favorites.
but now listening to Rehab i couldn't help but feel like some parts of the song were identical to my situation.not all of them,but some.like:
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow
when i first met zayn i did feel something towards him,something strong which made everything he told me have a big influence on me,and he did leave me,and 2 weeks later i find out he cheated on me,my heart is really dead.i do feel empty and hollow.
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
i never cared for any one else the way i did for him,he probably doesn't even know he hurt me,and i would never go back to him,my pride won't let me,no matter how much i love him,i will not go back to him,he lost his chance,he lost me.
so why am i so upset over it?he's the one who should be crying not me!he's the one who cheated on me and lost me!he's the one who made a mistake!
i sat up quickly on my bed and wiped away my tears harshly.i shouldn't be staying at my room crying.i should act like nothing has changed.
so thats what i did.
i quickly rushed in to the bathroom and turned my shower on.after i stripped of my clothes and walked under the water.
the moment the water hit my body i felt a lot better.
it's true when they say a shower can do wonders.
after i was done i wrapped myself in a towel and walked outside of my bathroom.
i walked towards my dresser and opened it looking for something to wear in this weather,it was a little breezing since it was near christmas so i decided i should go with something warm.
after i was fully dressed and ready i grabbed my ear plugs and my phone not turning it on still and walked out of my room.i went downstairs and called for my parents but they didn't answer.i guess their still outside.
i grabbed my set of keys and made sure to turn off every light before i went outside and locked the door.i made my way down the street towards a park near to our home.it was about 6 o clock so it was kinda dark.but i didn't mind.
finally i reached the park and sat down on the first bench i cam across.i pulled my phone out and turned it on.a couple of seconds after it was turned on,my phone started vibrating non stoppable.indicating i had a lot of calls and text messages.they would come so fast i couldn't even read their names.but one name stood out of the others.
Zayns.
after a couple of minutes my phone finally stopped buzzing and i unlocked it to see who i had to get back too.i saw a couple of texts from my mother saying she was coming home late.
i had a couple from Liyha,apologizing and saying i should call her.
some were from Jason and some were From Avin.
i read Jason's first:
''annabelle!where the hell are you?!why aren't you answering!damn it don't make me come over there!"
"answer me Anne!"
"why aren't you picking up!"
"i swear i'm gonna kill that bastard!!i will hunt him down and rip him to shreds!"
"annabelle he's not worth it,just call me and we'll talk about it!please i'm worried"
i giggled slightly at his texts.i replied back:
''jason i'm fine don't worry.you don't need to come down here neither you need to hunt some one down or kill them,i'm fine,seriously.i'll call you later i promise"
about five seconds later i had a reply:
''thank god!i was seriously planning to come down there!are you sure your ok?Anna i can help"
brother protective mode on.
"i'm fine jason,don't worry"
he texted back:
"how can i not?but i'll leave you be for now.but don't hesitate to call me if you need anything,now if you'll excuse me i have to go and call an assassin to track that malik kid down and stab him in the heart"
i laughed out loud and shook my head at his childishness .:
"haha funny,bye jason"
"bye Anne"
ok next person is Avin.i had more missed calls from her than messages.i read her messaged:
''i will kill him and then burry him in lava!no scratch that i'll feed his remains to bulldogs and then burry him in lava!no first i'll feed him to bull dogs then i'll rip his head off myself and then i'll burry him in lava!that asshole dick!he's a bastard!Anna answer me right now!!!i'm not kidding i will come over there!"
"that fucking asshole son of a bitch!that bastard!how could he do that!i'll kill him!i swear to god i'll fucking kill him!Annabelle i left you about 50 missed calls answer me right now!!!"
i couldn't keep it in anymore and laughed loudly at her messages.typical drama queen.
i texted back:
"i'm fine Avin and you don't need to get all worked up!i just need my space and i'll appreciate it if you gave it to me"
she also texted back seconds later:
"ok honey i'm just glad your ok,but tomorrow we're going to have a major talk,i'll leave you alone for now."
"thank you"
"no problem,just don't hesitate to call me if you need anything"
"i won't,bye Av"
"Bye Anne"
ok thats every one else..
only one person left.
i clicked on his name to see......
Notes
i updated twice in one day i get to post a cliffhanger.
please tell me what you think.when you comment i get this urge to write.i don't know why.
i really do have the best readers since most of you comment on my chapter and make me happy.i love you even if i don't know you.
Love
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Anoosha
P.S:tell me what you think Annabelle sees.?i have to tell you it's a really shocking sight.
this is such a good story ! :D i love itt! pls write the next kinda chapter soon! PLS PLS write a second one!! xxxx
4/19/14