I Understand. An AU/punk story.

We spent the days in each others arms. Not kissing or any sexual thing. Just him holding me and me laying my head against him.


Peaceful and sweet and innocent.

Like love should be.

We watched TV and ate snacks, ignoring the constant buzzing of our cells from the the girls trying to reach me to apologize or yell; I'm not sure probably both knowing Perri and Lauren.

He would kiss my head or cheek every once in a while and I would lush and bury my face in his chest and he would laugh and hold me tight.

"Wanna go to Niall's party tonight? The girls will probably be there but he won't so I think it ill be pretty fun." Louis says a few hours later. I huff and look up at him.

"If you want to we can...." I trail off. Say no, say no, say no, say no....

"Yeah I want to. But not if you don't" He says kissing my cheek.

"Well then lets just go... you probably miss Niall."

"So do you.. and Liam and Zayn.'' He says lightly. I frown and shrug. All his friends. They all reminded me of him.

So, no.

"What time do we need to be there?"

"Hmm I think seven or eight." He says with a yawn, snuggling his head in to my neck. I pick up his wrist and look at his watch.

"I need to go get ready then." I tell him, wiggling out of his grasp.

"No!" he whines, grabbing my hips and pulling me back so I fall back on to his chest on the couch. I erupt in to a burst of giggles as he grunts under my weight dramatically.

"Oh shut up, Tomlinson!" I tease, poking his forehead. He laughs and tries to bite my finger. I squeal and jump up from his lap as he tries to bite my cheek. He laughs, gets up and chases after me.

I scream like a mad woman and run in to his bedroom as he chases after me, laughing sadistically. I try to shut the door but his hand grabs it and pushes it open roughly. Grabbing me up in his arms I tossed on to the bed and he lands on me, squishing me I let out a grunt as his body lands on mine.

His mouth instantly connecting to mine.

I smile in to his kiss and wrap my arms around his neck.

"That's what you get for running away from me." he breathes when we finally separate, a smile on his lips.

"Well in my defense, you were attacking me!" I giggle.

"You poked me in the head!" He snorts.

"Yes, after you pulled me down!" I point out. He shrugs and pecks my mouth, not caring he's to blame. "Come on, let me up! I need to get ready!" I wiggle up on the bed but his arms only allow me to get as far as my stomach where his head is. He laughs and my fail and rests his head on my tummy.

"Works for me!" I groan and wiggle harder.

"Louis, you let me go right now!" I snap, cuffing his head. His fingers find the belt loops in my jeans and he rips me back down.

"One more kiss!" He whines, kissing my jaw bone. I groan loudly, grabbing his chin, jerking his head up, I place his mouth on mine and he kisses me hungrily, not wasting his time in pushing his tongue in my mouth, massaging mine with his own. I smile on to his mouth and finally pull away much to his dismay to go get ready.

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I took my time, fixing my hair just right and applying light makeup that still covered my face. The dress was one I haven't worn yet and it fit my like a glove but still looked really classy. My ass looked amazing and just the right amount of cleavage poked through the top, the dress came down to about mid thigh and the attached belt made my hips look even fuller.

I needed to look good.

Even though he wouldn't be there his closest friends would be. They would all report back to him. I needed to look hot yet classy and put together. I needed to appear like I wasn't a fucked up mess on the inside because of him after all this time.

I pull my hair in to a bun with a few wisps down on my face and white pumps before finally leaving the bathroom.

"OK, OK, I'm ready!" I huff, stalking in to the bedroom where he's sprawled out on the bed. His head snaps up and his jaw drops open as I adjust myself in front of the mirror. "Does this look OK or do I look like a joke?" I ask, biting my lip. He gets up with a smirk on his lip and stand behind me in the mirror. Hands around me he nudges my head to the side and starts kissing my neck. I sigh and lean my head on his shoulder, letting and wanting him to go on.

"You look so damn good." he breathes, his voice husky and needy.

"Really?" I breathe as his eyes trail slowly up my curves while his mouth nips my skin.

"Yes. Amazing. I mean you always look amazing but damn. You look like a sexy secretary." he laughs. I roll my eyes but blush, turning around, wrapping my arms around his neck as his mouth goes tot he back of my throat, biting gently at my collar bone before he takes his tongue and runs it over the same spot, soothing the red mark. It sends shivers down my back.

"We should go." I breathe, knowing this will only lead us farther.

"Mmm." he mumbles, continuing to kiss up my neck to nibble on my earlobe.

"Louis!" I giggle, pulling my head away. He pouts and reaches for my hands. "Later." I promise, yanking him from the room.

-

Arriving at Niall's felt weird, everyone's car was here already so we were obviously late. On the way up my hands were literally shaking?

Why was I so nervous?

I had a bad feeling.

"We should leave." I suggest now that were a few feet from his door.

"Hey, look at me." He coos, taking my hand and turning me. "You don't have to be nervous. These are our friends and we're going to have a good night. You look so beautiful. And I will be there all night. Don't worry, OK?" He pleads, cupping my cheek. I huff and nod, letting him drag me to the door.

Once it swings open we get a loud chorus of hellos and just plain shouts, them all mostly from the boys. Lou lets me walk in first and Perri comes up to me, babbling some crazy apolagy, Louis takes my hand and drags me away to Niall before she can finsish.

"LILY! Dude, I missed you!" Niall chuckles, pulling me in to a hug. I smile and hold him back, burying my head in his chest. I missed this boy.

"I missed you too!"

Harry's P.O.V.

"I missed you too!" I know that fucking voice. I know it any where.

Fuck

I knew this would happen.

I make my way in to the living room and there she stands.

She looks up at me, her brown doe eyes instantly turning in to sheer horror.

I smirk.

This would be too easy.

The glass in her hand crashes to the floor and shatters.

Notes

shiiit