I Understand. An AU/punk story.

I woke in the morning with Harry's and I's limbs intertwined, and his head snuggled in to my neck, his breath fanning my face. I smile down at his flawless face and run my hand through his sex hair and giggle at the though... sex hair. Weird.

His eyes open slowly.

"What's so funny?" He mumbles with a sexy half smile. I grin sheepishly and shrug.

"Hmm, sure." He chuckles and grabs my hips, yanking me body to his. "Don't make me force you to tell me." He growls, chewing my ear lobe lightly. I giggle and put my hands obnoxiously over his face, attempting to push him away. He laughs and nips at my palms. I pull them away and peck his lips before getting up and pulling my clothes back on. He props himself back up on his elbows the whole time and watches with misty eyes and a distant smile.

"What's the plan for today?" I ask him with a yawn, sitting on the edge of the bed. He tucks the quilt around his hips and sits up, grabbing my hands he pulls me on to him to straddle his chest.

"Lay here and cuddle!" He smiles and wraps his arms around me and buries his head in my chest.

"Harry I'm bored... I wanna go out." I whine.

"Well go out with the girls, I'll go to work and then we can meet back here and go to dinner." He mumbles in to my shirt.

"Dinner? Like a date?" I question.

"Well, yeah. I need to take you out more, I think." He smiles up at me. "Not that I don't want you all to myself." He winks. I smile and peck his forehead.

"I'm going to call the girls." I tell him and attempt to crawl off of his lap but he holds me in place greedily, still resting his head on me. I groan and reach to my last capability to the night stand, swiping my phone in to my hand while he hangs on for dear life. I dial Perri first.

"Hey, bawtch." She yawns, I hear Zayn grumble something.

"Still sleeping? I wanna shop. Get your ass outta bed!' I yell to her. She laughs.

"Zayn's lazy ass is. Not me though, he's trapped me in here all day. But yeah I'd love to."

We make our plans and then I call Rae and we decide we will all just go to together after Harry drops me off. he grumbles and complains the whole time and continually tries to wrap me in his arms but I eventually get him up and dressed.

When we get to the car, I happily take his hand in mine until we reach my place.

I would be the first to admit.

I was still heartbroken. But the only way I knew how to cope with loss was putting on a brave face and facing the world just to spite it's harsh blows. I think Harry knew this.. He would peek over at me with worried eyes when he thought I wasn't paying attention.

I just miss Audrey.

"I'll miss you, hurry home to me." Harry opens my door and I nod, going to sit on the hood of the car he stands in between my legs.

Cupping my cheek gently he looks down at me like I'm nothing but pure gold and silver. It's a lustful look, but I know he feels more than lust for me.

"I love you, Lilian." He says softly, tucking my hair behind my ear.

"I love you, Harry." I smile.

And then he kisses me. It's not rough or hard. It's a promise. It's sweet and passionate.

If only I had known what was to come.... If only.

After our sweet goodbye I go up to my place and get dressed.

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Once done, the girls and I jumped in to Pez's car and speed off. We take our time going through the mall, stopping in nearly every store to spoil ourselves. A few hours later of shopping we take a seat in the cafeteria and get some lunch.

"So how are you and Haz?" Rae asks in between bites of her Thai. I blush and smile.

"Perfect. We're perfect." The ooh and aww and we dish our drama.

Al is going great until Perrie whom is on the opposite side of the table looks up and smiles as if she sees her best friend.

"Lou!" She chirps. I freeze.

Shit.

"Lily, can we talk?" He asks immediately. I roll my eyes and get up, storming out of the cafeteria and outside. He follows.

"Stop following me!" I spit, whipping around to face him.

"Oh would you cut the shit!" He snaps.

"NO! I didn't do anything! You are the one who fucked up! Not me! You didn't have to bring Harry in to it but you did, you always fucking do and I can't stand it! I love him, Louis!" I scream. He laughs in my face.

"You are so quick to defend him."

"He always is for me." I hiss, shoving his chest. He growls and opens his mouth to say something but stops himself. "Say it. Say what you have to say!" I snap. he shakes his head and tries to turn from me but I grab his arm. "SAY IT!" I scream at him

"He's only with you to get in your pants. As soon as you fuck he'll be gone and everyone knows it!" He cries. Now it's my time to laugh.

"You're so fucking pompous! Guess what, Lou. He has already gotten in my pants. Several fucking times, including last night!" I yell at him. his jaw drops.

"I didn't know that.."

"Well obviously you don't know a lot of things." I whisper in a cold voice.

"I wasn't going to tell you this way." His tone is cold and he looks at me with such despair it makes my stomach drop.

"What?"

"Lilian..." He rubs his face in frustration.

"WHAT!?" I scream again.

"Lilian.... Harry cheated on you with Carissa."

Notes

no just no.

NOOOOOO