I Understand. An AU/punk story.

It takes me a long damn time to catch my breath. And by that time, as I stand up and make my way to the door, Harry emerges, coming to look for me.

"Did you or didn't you!?" I shriek as soon as he reaches out for me, confusion crosses his face.

"What?" He asks softly.

"DID YOU FUCK HER?" I scream, slapping his hands away.

"WHO?! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" he screams back.

"RHONDA!" His face falls in to shame. My world falls off of its hinges.''OH MY GOD, YOU DID, DIDN'T YOU?! I BET YOU ARE AUDREY'S DAD, AREN'T YOU!?" I howl at him like an insane person, he shakes his head before I can finish and reaches for me but I slap him away again.

"You need to stop." He says through gritted teeth, screwing his eyes closed.

"NO! I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU MADE ME HAND YOUR OWN DAMN DAUGHTER OVER TO THE STATE! YOU'RE SICK!" I scream, slapping his chest.

"IT WAS BEFORE AUDREY. I DID HAVE A THING WITH HER. SHE LEFT ME FOR AUDREY'S DAD.'' He bellows, throwing his hands up in defeat.

"I swear to god if you're lying to me -"

"I am NOT! Lying." He snaps. "We had a fling, she met someone, called it off, and then next thing I knew she was pregnant a few months later. And we just did a blood test today at the police station. If she was mine you would fucking know!" He hisses.

That shut me up.

I bring my hands to my face in sheer humiliation....

"Louis said -" I stop myself...

"Louis said what?" He growls, stepping closer. I shake my head no. "What did he say!"

"A lot.." I stammer. He sighs and shakes his head.

"You shouldn't of blown up at me." He scolds, but hes not mad. Probably because this si the most emotion I have shown in a week.

"I know, and I'm so sorry." My voice cracks. He steps to me and takes my wrists, pulling me in to a rough and tight hug.

"I'm sorry I didn't say anything... I was afraid you wouldn't want to be her friend anymore.." He huffs. I nod and bury my face in him.

"I'm sorry.."

"And you shouldn't listen to everything everyone tells you about me."

"I know.. I'm sorry." I sigh. He nods. "Can we please go home now?" He nods and that's exactly what we do.

Even though he has clearly forgiven my outburst the tension is think in the car. I know he feel sit too because he keeps fidgeting. His large hand lands on my thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze. But it does not good considering his skin is burning... I let out a shaky breath. He feels it too. He clears his throat and I look over at him. His dark black jeans cling to him tightly, as well as his nearly sheer white T shirt, outlining every perfect muscle on his inked skin. I bite my lip and swallow.

"H -Harry?" He turns to me in the car, his eyes dark and swimming. Lust. "I think we should go to your place." His smile lights up the entire car with mischief.

"I was just thinking the same thing." He chuckles a deep laugh.

-

He swings his door open and I follow him in. We slowly make our way to his bedroom, the minute I'm in it, he slams the door and shoves my back to the wall.

Harry's mouth is immediately on my throat, biting and nipping at my hot skin. I gasp and wrap my fingers in to his hair, gently fisting as he groans on to my scorching flesh, leaving wet kisses. His tongue trails up the side of my neck, stopping at my earlobe so he can take it in between his teeth and suck and bite gently. I moan and my knees shake lightly, his hands snake around my waist and take a good hold on my ass. His right arm comes out and hitches under my knee, jerking my leg up over his hip. He presses his hips tight to mine and I can feel his hard on. The friction is incredible.

"I'm all ready for you baby." He growls and attacks my lips with his own, pushing his tongue forward to gently massage mine. "Jump.'' he breathes on to my mouth. I do as he asks and he catches me as I ensnare my legs around him, his hands knead my ass through my shorts as he goes to the bed, and falls forward, yet catches himself so he won't squish me.

His hands tear my shirt over my head and his mouth is then in contacts with my chest and collar bone, biting and sucking and kissing gently over my hot skin. I moan and claw up his back through his shirt. He sheds his own before pushing me towards the top of the bed and crawling back up to me, his eyes nothing but hunger. His hand takes a hold of the back of my neck and he pulls our mouth together in a passionate kiss. I bring his bottom lip in to my mouth gently his other hand goes to my hip, squeezing tightly.

He fingers fly to my pants and rip my shorts off. He kneels at my feet and looks at my black heels for a moment.

"I'm leaving these on." He chuckles darkly before I help him wrestle his own pants off. His mouth goes greedily back to mine before his hand starts rubbing me softly through my panties. I moan and drop my head back, pushing my hips on to his hand so I can feel him better. He chuckles and slips my panties off, slipping two fingers in to me right away. I let out a little yelp and fist the sheets. He smiles maliciously up at me, going slow. I whimper and shake my head, pushing my hips on to his hand so he goes faster. But of course the damn tease pulls his fingers out of me and reaches for the clasp of my bra, freeing my chest, his hands go to my breasts. I roll, pushing him on his back and mounting him, wiggling his boxers off before sitting higher on his chest, bringing his neck to my mouth.

He groans as I leave my marks on him, biting and sucking as he did minutes ago. His hands needily fly to my breasts, his thumb tracing over my nipple softly, squeezing and massaging. I drop my head on his shoulder, loving the touch on me.

"Fuck..this." He groans, reaching his hand out as he grabs a foil, ripping it open in anticipation. I grin wickedly down at him. Excited as hell, he slides down on to him self and then grabs my hips. I expect him to roll us over so hes on top but instead he grabs my hips and lifts me gently. I slap his hand away and look at him like hes crazy.

"Harry, I don't know how." I whimper, hiding my face with my hands in embarrassment. He quickly sits up and wraps his arms around me.

"hey, hey, don't be embarrassed." He chuckles and takes my hands away, bringing them together in his own, he kisses my knuckles. "I'll show you, alright? It's not hard. I promise. Do you want to try?" he coos, kissing my collar bone lightly, trying to catch his breath.

"Yeah.." I mumble. He smiles up at me.

"OK, just trust me. If it's weird tell me and we can switch." He smiles again and picks my hips up lightly. Putting himself at my entrance. I take a deep breath and slowly push himself in to myself. I gasp at the sensation and he hisses through his teeth and drops his head back. I instinctively drop my head on his shoulder and wrap my arms around his neck, burying my face in to him as I continue to get himself inside of me. His smooth hands rub reassuringly up and down my back. Once I adjust to his size, his hands go back to my hips and he lifts me up gently before putting me back down. He groans as I start to pick up the pace. But this time is like no other, on the third or fourth thrust he goes deeper...or harder. I have no clue.

"Oh, fuck!" I yelp, digging my fingers in to his shoulder, gasping lightly, for the sensation is a little intense.

"Are you OK?" He breaths, still helping me move on him.

"It's so deep." I moan, I stop once to twist my hips while hes in me. He curses and moves me even faster on him.

We keep going until I know how close we both are. Sweat is layered lightly over our trembling skin. His lips eagerly find mine. His hands leave my hips and go to my hair once I get the hang of it. I bite his lip, trying to relieve the pressure. He curses and groans my name over and over until I can't take it. I take his shoulders and shove him so he's laying down on his back, he looks slightly startled but I don't have time for that. I ride him faster, his hands going back to my breasts.

"I'm going to, Harry!" I yell, screwing my eyes shut.

"Let go baby." He groans, and I do. Black dots blur my vision. I stop moving my hips so he moves his forward tightly, thrusting two more times, he comes undone, spilling out a few more curse words. I groan and fall down on to his chest. My whole body is shaking. His sweaty arms wrap around me lightly. His breath fanning my face as he tries to catch it.

"Good god, you learn fast." I laugh and rest my chin on his chest so I can look at him. His eyes are closed lightly and he's smiling as he breathes through his nose.

"I was OK?" I ask timidly. His eyes fly open and he takes my hips, pulling out of me. We both groan at the feeling and he pulls me down to his side.

He leans up on his elbow and stares down at me intensely.

"You were amazing. You always are. The best I've ever had." He says softly, bringing my hands back to his mouth, nibbling playfully at my knuckles. I roll my eyes.

"Yeah.. sure." I grouch. He laughs a perfect laugh.

"I'm serious! Sex never meant anything before you...and now it does. It feels so..... like... so much better. I'm serious. It's the best." he reassures me. I smile and snuggle in to him.

"I'm sorry I have been weird this week, I just miss her..."

"I know you do... I miss her too. Don't apologize.'' he scolds. Kissing my forehead gently. I sigh and nod. "Lilian?"

"Hmm?"

"You know I love you right?"

"Yeah, I love you too." I peek up at him and he has a strange expression on his face.

"I know.. but I'm trying to say something." he mumbles, chewing on his bottom lip in concentration.

"Well say it." I laugh, getting up and slipping his white shirt over my head. He smiles at me a huge bright smile. Harry loves when I wear his clothes.

"Come here." he instructs, patting the bed in front of him after he pulls his boxers on. I do as I'm told. We sit Indian style in front of each other. he takes my hands in his again.

"What?" I yawn.

"I wan't you to know how much you mean to me.." he trails off, scratching the back of his neck. I bite my lip.

"I do know.."

"Yeah you say you do... but I really don't think you do. I mean I am crazily in love with you, Lilian! As in I don't want you to ever disappear or give up on me." My heart flutters and I crawl on to his lap, he leans his head on my shoulder.

"Go on."

"I love you more than I have ever loved someone or something. And I want this to last for forever." I take my fingers under his chin and force him to look at me.

"Harry, I know. I feel the exact same way.. you're my everything. I know how you feel." I say softly. His eyes are as stunning as ever.

"I know... but I don't tell you enough." He squints slightly and leans his face in to my hand in to the palm I press to his cheek.

"You don't need to. I just know." I say honestly. He beams up at me and bites my nose playfully. I giggle and push his chest. He erupts in to laughter as he then tackles me back as he playfully tries to bite my neck as I squeal.

Notes

shoortt I know. shits about to go down from here.... you guys are gonna FLIP.