I Understand. An AU/punk story.

"W - what?" He asks, surprised.

"I'm ready for us to um.. yeah." I blush and look down at my hands in my lap, he scoots closer and takes my chin, tilting it up so I can see his face.

"Are you sure? I mean we have waited a long time. And we can wait longer if you want..." He cocks his head, studying my eyes.

"No, I'm sure. I want you in every way. Right now, right here, in this bed." I laugh lightly and he chuckles.

"OK, only if you're sure, baby girl..." He warns, putting his hands on my hips. I smile and nod.

I was ready.

He connects our lips and it's soft and gentle, just nice and pure and sweet. But we can't deny the fire between us. I bring my hands to the hem of his shirt and drag it up slowly. He frees it over my head and pulls me on his lap, I secure my legs around him and wind my fingers in his hair, pulling gently. He finds my ass and squeezes, making me sigh in to the kiss. Pushing me back he smiles at me and takes my heels off, placing them neatly on the ground.

He's on me then reconnecting the kiss, his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth. I suck on it and he moans, pulling me even tighter to him, I can feel his hard on.

He pulls me so I'm kneeling again and goes behind me, slowly unclipping my dress he tugs it over my head. and then pulls his jeans off.

I crawl up to the head of the pillows and take a deep breath, waiting for him to finish his pants. Once he does his eyes do a double take at my bras and panties. His face lights up and he slowly crawls to me, keeping our eyes on each other.

Nervousness and anticipation keep building inside me, his boner pushes his jeans and I can't deny the wetness between my legs. Harry gently kisses my neck.

"You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." he pulls away and smiles at me, I blush like crazy and he chuckles, pecking my red cheeks before kissing my lips.

Before I can move Harry grabs my ankles and rips, forcing me on to his lap, over his parted legs. I giggle and put my hands to his hair again. He kisses my neck, I can feel him making a hickie that would last quite a while. Harry's lips trail down my collar bone, chest, and his hands find the clasp of my bra, looking up for approval I nod, it falls from my body and is replaced by his eager mouth. I moan from the ecstasy of his large hands cupping my breasts and his tongue and teeth playing with my nipples.

This is perfect.

I bring my hand to his bulge and begin to stroke him, earning a few sexy groans.

Harry pushes me on my back and kisses down my tummy. The butterflies growing even more wild. His fingers find the lace skirt hoisery above my panties. I whimper slightly as he pulls it down my thighs. Leaving wet kisses as he pulls it down, when it's finally free and tossed aside I take the hem of his last article of clothing and rip it down. Harry pulls me back in to another deep kiss, reaching down between my legs, he starts rubbing.

"So damn wet, doll." He chuckles, pecking my chest. All I can do is moan in reply.

But the butterflies increase when he starts pulling off my last article of clothing.

I whimper down at him as he traces wet kisses over my sex and then down my legs. Coming back up to my head, I wrap my legs around him, wanting a passionate kiss and getting one.

I reach down between his legs and take a hold of his length and start pumping. I can feel him grow even more stiff in my hands. Harry groans on my mouth and gently bites my lip for a release. Taking my hand away from himself a few moments later, he pins them above my head.

"This is perfect and so are you." He smiles, pulling away. I smile back and peck his nose. He leans up slightly, goes to his night stand and pulls out a foil package. I swallow hard, feeling the tense build up inside of me. I'm so nervous.

He opens it and carefully rolls it on before coming and laying back on my chest. Smiling down at me I can feel the rubber down there rub on my thigh.

I'm so nervous I could puke.

He looks down at me and frowns.

"What?" He chuckles, kissing me deeply, bringing his hand to my breasts again, massaging lightly. I shrug and bite my lip. "Are you nervous?" He whispers, sliding his hands down my sides and squeezing my bum. I nod once, he chuckles lightly and pecks my nose. "It's OK to be nervous. I'll take care of you, tell me if it hurts. OK?" He says sweetly as he pulls me in to a big hug. I nod once and squirm when he pulls away.

his hands travel to themselves and he aligns himself at my entrance. I bite my lips and look him in the eyes as he slowly pushes himself in.

I make a whimpering sound from the pain. He's too damn big! He mouth is over mine, trying to buffer the pain. He sits there for a second letting me adjust. Once my breathing slows down a little more, Harry rocks his hips once against mine. I squirm but the pain isn't as bad.

''You OK?" He breaths. I nod and he smiles, rocking his hips again. The butterflies and adrenaline are so strong in me right now I feel like I need to get up in run but I let him start rocking against me. It doesn't hurt as much as I expected but it doesn't feel good.....

"Lilian, you need to relax." He instructs, slowing down a little bit.

"Sorry." I say softly.

"Don't apologize, just breathe, it won't feel good if you're all clenched up down there." I nod, it makes sense. And I know hes trying to help me, he said he would take care of me. I take a deep breathe as he keeps rocking faster, just relaxing myself helps like I never thought it would.

It starts to feel like something... He starts to go deeper, lifting his chest off of mine lightly which I don't like but I let him since the pleasure is starting to overwhelm me.

A fuzzy feeling starts in my toes and goes to my head, he raises his chest even more, grabbing the head board he starts to really go at it.

But I don't want him way up there. I want him here on my chest, kissing me, making love to me.

But right now as he doesn't even look at me and starts to pound in to me he's just fucking me. And I don't want it this way. It starts to feel less enjoyably again as he starts to ram in to me for his own pleasure not ours.

"Harry.." I whimper but he keeps going, starting to curse lightly.

Then I realize whats happening, it's the part of him I don't like that mean part.... I whimper again and tear at his shoulders but he ignores me.

"Harry!" I cry out, finally getting his attention he looks down at me, panic going back in his eyes he drops down on to me.

"Sorry, I'm here, baby." He pants, not going as deep but faster the pleasure returns for both of us. I moan and tilt my head back as he keeps rocking. I put my legs on his hips, wanting to feel him more. "Here.." He moans, taking one leg he puts it on his shoulder and well.....

That just about did it for me...

I let out a scream as he keeps going.

"Ah fuck, Lily.." He groans, holding me tight.

I'm pretty damn close and looking at him I can tell he is too.

"Ahh, please, Harold, faster." I beg, clawing at his back. He groans at my dirty talk and obeys. I find a way to mimic his hips motions and intensifies the pleasure.

Seconds before he comes undone, he leans his forehead on mine, breathing heavy and panting with one last curse he comes. Not skipping a beat, thrusting two more times I do too. When he's sure I've had my orgasm, he pulls out.

I moan at how good that feels too. Flopping on his side he peels the condom off, we both try to catch our breaths.

His hand finds its way through the sheets to mine and slowly intertwining out fingers, he drags me to his chest.

"Are you OK?" He asks, kissing my head. I nod and snuggle in to him. "Good." I giggle and close my eyes. "I love you Lilian."

"I love you too Harold."

And I really did.

Notes

i feel so sad they finally did it...... i have been delaying it for so damn long and then bang. it happened. awwww Harry and Lilian.....<3 Merry Christmas everyone.