I Understand. An AU/punk story.

We lay there in the silence for a few momenta, enjoying the warmth of each others hot skin.

"Was that OK?" He asks suddenly. I nod, yes and he runs a finger up my bare spine. "I'm sorry about.... the middle part.." His voice is sad so I look up at him, frowning.

"What do you mean?" He runs a hand through his hair and huffs, not sure how to get it out.

"I, I wasn't gentle. I hurt you and.. I don't know... I scared you." He frowns more and drops his head on mine.

"Harry, its fine....... You came right back to me though." I smile up at him, not liking when he acts like this.

"I guess.." He mumbles. I poke him in the ribs."Ouch!" he whines.

"Stop being crabby." I pout, rolling away. He chuckles and scoots next to me, pulling my back to his front.

"Sorry, doll." He kiss the back of my head and squeezes me. Enjoying the way my skin feels against his. All I'm wearing is the new silver necklace he gave me.

"Harry?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you tell me who Damen is now?" His body immediately gets stiffer. I haven't forgot about the mysterious man from the night at the bowling alley.

"Um, well... He's my drug dealer." I grow rigid.

"That night he wanted to get me to buy again.... he was pissed you got us all to stop." He says softly, kissing my bare shoulder. I huff. I can't really be mad, I mean, he didn't buy any!

"Oh..."

"Yeah...." He snuggles me closer and closes his eyes, dipping his head in to me. Tonight was perfect.

-

Fluttering my eyes open, Harry and I are intertwined in each others arms in a mess of sheets. I smile to myself and stretch. He groans as I try to pull away from his grip.

''No, stay here with me!" He whines, I laugh and wrestle out of his arms and sit up. Throwing my feet over the side of the bed and stand up, I immediately double over, leaning my hands on the bed.

"Ow!" I whine, holding my abdomen, Harry looks up over the sheets, a smirk on his face.

"You, alright there?" He chuckles, propping up on his elbows.

"Yes, just had a rough night." I laugh and add a wink.

"Baby, you thought that was rough? Wait for when you get more used to it." He laughs, getting up from bed too, coming to me. I pout and slap his chest. Pulling me in to his, which I can't refuse, he kisses my mouth. "Last night was amazing, I'm proud of you, you did real good, doll." He smiles, leaning his forehead on mine. I smile and blush.

"Wanna have a shower?" His face lights up.

"Love to." With a wink and a swift motion his hands find the bottom of my thighs, yanking me up on to him, securing my legs around his tones ads, I laugh as he carries us to the bathroom.

-

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"Open up, big girl!" I coo to Audrey later that night, I'm sitting at the bar while Rhonda works while I feed Audrey, since shes naughty when it comes to it. She frowns and pushes the spoon away. I groan. "How do you do this?" I ask Rhonda, upset the little girl won't accept me.

"Audrey, you need to be a big girl and eat. Do you here me?" Rhonda scolds her daughter who pouts but eats. I smile big and tickle her, stopping the pout. Rhonda has been on edge all afternoon, I can tell something is bothering her.

I look back to where Harry and his boys are sitting in the booths, when I turn he's already looking at me, I blush when he winks and smiles. Turning back to Rhonda, trying to forget the butterflies.

"Rhonda are you OK?" I ask her softly, shes pouring a beer from the tap and her hands are shaking. I lean over the counter, take the cup and finish it, handing it to the girl who ordered it.

"Y-yeah... just stressed." She mumbles, going in to the back room for something. I glance a peek at Harry he turns back to me a moment later, smirking to see I'm keeping my eye on him. Niall whacks him in the back of the head, trying to get his attention again. I laugh and shake my head turning back to the toddler.

"Didy?" She smiles. I can't help but spaz. That was too cute. She called me Didy instead of Lily and she called Louis Douis.

"Yeah?" I ask her, handing her an apple slice she takes it, munching happily. My phone buzzes.

From:Louis(:

Hey sorry I haven't texted.... I wanted to give you some space after the other night.... I'm sorry if I got you in trouble.

To:Louis(:

It's cool... it worked itself out. Don't worry about it!(:

From:Louis(:

OK, I'm glad(:... I did have fun though(;

I can't help but smile at his shameless flirting. I hear a crash and throw my head up and find Rhonda has dropped a case of beer. Groaning she starts picking up the non broken bottles. She is always so graceful and level headed, I know somethings up.... I frown and go around the bar, taking the little girl with me on my hip.

"Here, let me. Why don't you just take a minute." I offer, she huffs and storms away. I put Audrey on the counter. "Stay here, honey, auntie Didy needs to clean up a mess!" I tell her happily as I grab a broom.

"Yuck! Mess!" She claps her hands and screams. I throw the glass away, and grab a rag, drying up the beer.

"Can I get a round of Tequila shots, Lily?" A gang member asks form the other side of the bar. I smile and get to it. I actually like working the bar, it was fun. Once they're done I drop them off at the booth next to Harry's on the way back he gives me a playful slap on the ass. I smack his shoulder and he chuckles. A few people wold whistle.

Heading back to the bar I lean over the wood and reach for Audrey, as soon as I do someones hips dig in to me. I grab the toddler and turn and find Harry staring down at me.

"Harreh!" Audrey screams, reaching for him. Harry smiles down at her but doesn't take her from me. I could tell he liked kids but was gaurdeded when it came to holding them or playing with them.

"Is that Harry, Audrey, huh? You wanna see uncle Harry?" I coo to her, taking her hand. She screams and reaches out for him. Harry furrows his brow.

It was kind of funny. Audrey looked so much like him he could be her dad. Yet when you see an innocent little girl with pigtails and pink dress next to the muscled, tattooed, pierced, gang member, it was well.... strange. I looked between them smiling.

"Yes, auntie, Didy!" She screams out. I raise my eyebrows at Harry as he bites his lip, not sure how to go about this whole kid situation. "Take her, she wants you. I'm going to go find Rhonda." I give Audrey to her. He takes her but holds her out at arms length, not sure how to hold her. I laugh at his pouty face and go out to Rhonda.

I walk out the front door and find her on the curb, smoking a cigarette. Lucky bitch. I frown but go to her.

"Hey, you OK?" I join her on the curb.Rhonda sniffles and wipes her eyes. Shit, is she crying? "Hey, dude, whats wrong?" I ask awkwardly, I was never real good at this type of girl talk.

"Nothing. Nothing. I just fucked up. Like fucking fucked, fucked up. God damn, shit fucked up." She breathes, letting out a pathetic laugh.

"How?" Trying my best to ignore the cigarette that I hadn't had in months.

"This.... guy. My sister told me he was trouble. Louis told me he was trouble! I didn't fucking listen and......." She starts crying mid sentence, I can tell how freaked she is. I wrap an arm around her.

"Hey, hey... It's OK. You have me and Audrey and Louis and Harry. Both of their gangs. Tell that guy to just fuck off!" I say attempting to be supportive. "Who is it?" She shakes her head.

"I can't say.. don't worry about me, kid. I'll be fine. I'll be back in a second..." She sniffles again.

"Are you sure? I mean... Harry can take care of it. He loves you and Audrey. Or Louis, maybe? I'm sure -"

"No, really. It's fine." She snaps. I'm not offended by her tone because I know something must really be bothering her but I nod and stand.

"If you ever need anything, I'm here." I go inside and find Harry back at his table with a squirming Audrey who keeps reaching up and pulling on his hair. I stand there and smile for a second at the two cuties. Going to them Harry's friends all say hi, I smile back and turn to Harry. I'm upset about Rhonda and he can see it immediately.

"Whats wrong?" He asks under his breath.

"Tell you later." I give him a weak smile and take the toddler, bringing her back to her mom whom just came back inside.

-

Coming out from the bathroom in my tank top and a pair of Harry's boxers he smiles at me as I come and lay next to him.

"Whats bothering you?" He frowns, poking my down turned lips. I tell him about the story with Rhonda and he frowns. "Who do you think it is, and what type of trouble?" I sigh and shrug.

"I don't know but I have never seen her that upset."

"Me neither."

"What should we do?" I wrap my arms around his neck and let him pull me closer by my lower back.

"I don't know.... we cant do anything unless she tells us who...." He trails off, thinking about it. I knew he was right.

We lay in each others arms for a long while, watching TV until Harry falls asleep. I think we would have had sex again if I wasn't upset about this Rhonda thing but it was OK with me since I was still a little sore.

My phone buzzes.

From:Louis(:

We need to talk....

Notes

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