One Thousand Songs Later

Lily's POV:

I have school today. I pleaded with Eleanor to homeschool me but she disagrees and wants me to "make the last year count". The real reason why I don't want to go is because I know I'll get stares. I'm the daughter of One Direction's Louis Tomlinson who got kidnaped for three years and now she's back.

This is time she has even redder hair (although I thought for sure it was going to turn auburn) and she's twice as tall. Yeah I'm sure everyone will want to be friends with a freak like me. I quietly packed all my new school supplies and piled them into my new backpack. Walking into my closest, I looked at all my new clothes that I had gotten the day before.

They em were all nice but it was strange. Everything was strange. I wasn't used to how nice people were treating me. I definitely wasn't used to all the gifts I was recieving and an actual bed (and bathroom!). Heck, I wasn't even used to a bra. But what I haven't adjusted to at all in the last two days, was that I wasn't selling sex anymore. That was strange, I was so used to it, it was a daily routine.

But the worst part is that I'm starting to regret escaping. I'm terrified that something horrible is going to happen to Leo, or Eleanor or Louis, or One Direction because of the person who's stalking me. Yeah, I still haven't told anyone about that or what Kyle had done to me for the last three years. It's because I know they will make a move, the person who's threatening me will hurt someone. And it will be because I didn't shut my mouth.

I'd rather still be a sex slave and have Leo and Eleanor completely safe than be with them and be in danger. But I'm tired of being scared, I desperately want to tell the Police what happened so that Kyke can get a life sentence, but I can't. I screamed in frustrated and hurled anything that I first got my hands on (which was a pair of jeans). I calmed down and picked out some leggings, a white tank top and then a jacket so that I could change quickly into uniform when I get to school.

I'm extrememly nervous for school. I don't know how things will be between Luke and I. And I desperately want them to go back to the way it was because really, I missed him a lot throughout the least three years of my life. And honestly, I'm not sure if I could handle it all if he wasn't beside me. But things have changed. We're probably going to avoid each other, me as the social reject, and him as the most popular guy in school.

Besides, I've changed a lot, for starters, I might be taller than him, I'm six foot. Also, I'm more sexually experienced and I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing. He probably became another Jacob. But I'm hold onto hope that he didn't. I groaned as I swung the heavy backpack over my shoulder and made my way down stairs, thinking about when Luke helped me with my homework, he and I argued over who carried my backpack. I smiled sadly, thinking about that happy time.

I had no worries then. Well, I was afraid my family would disapprove of me, but seeing what I had been doing for the last three years makes swearing look good. I was self conscious sometimes, when I'm having sex with some repulsive man, I'm sure my family is very ashamed of me but they would want me to survive and I'm pretty sure Kyle would've killed me if I hadn't met his demands.

I packed a lunch consisting of a two sandwiches, an apple, some Mountain Dew, cheese it's, and like twenty Christmas cookies. Eleanor wants me to weigh 120 by Friday, which for me, won't be difficult. Thirty more pounds, here I come. So she's basically giving me anything fatty, which includes all sweets. Unfortunately, I'm not a big fan of steak, or else she would be putting that in all my meals. So I just get things with a ton of calories.

I've convinced Eleanor to buy a trampoline, saying that once I reach 120, I'll need to stay in shape. So she decided to extend our enormous house and have a room that could have three stories so. I could jump safely. She's buying eight enormous trampolines. Seven of them are gymnastics sized and for everyone but Leo has one that's circular and has nets for safety reasons. But seriously, you didn't have to get a trampoline for everyone, especially when One Direction is on tour for 80% of the year.

But it will be built by Christmas Eve so I know what I'll be doing Christmas morning. I went into Eleanor's room to tell her I'll be leaving.

"Eleanor?" I asked as I gently nudged her shoulder. She was sleeping but she woke when I tugged at her.

"Is there something wrong? Is Leo okay? Are you okay?" She asked sleepily. I laughed.

"I'm fine and so is Leo, I need to go to school and I wanted to say goodbye." Eleanor blinked and groaned.

"Okay, give me five minutes." She said while struggling to get out of bed.

"I'm walking to school." I stated, Eleanor shook her beautiful head.

"No you're not, I'm driving you. Besides, we need someone tutor you on the last three years you missed of high school remember? Oh and someone who can teach you how to drive because it's most definitely not going to be me." I laughed again.

"Okay Eleanor, whatever you say."

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