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Longing for you

Chapter 13



Clarys´ POV:


The light woke me up since it was too bright. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at an unfamiliar room, which was pretty small and the walls were sprayed with graffiti and comic figures and I needed some more seconds to realize the arm which, was laying over my chest.

As I looked to my side I saw Zayn´s sleeping face really close to mine. Hell, no.


“Zayn, wake up”, I said quietly and touched his shoulder. He mumbled something and only tried to pull me in tighter. His face was relaxed and he looked shifty with his face like a young, innocent boy and all the tattoos over his body.


“Zayn”, I squeezed louder this time. The situation was so uncomfortable and good at the same time that I felt like I had to do something to be able to think clearly again.


Finally he opened his eyes and glanced at me with sleepy eyes. As soon as he realized what he was doing he pulled back.

“Oh, I´m sorry”, he stumbled and I sat myself up.


“God, I was so tired last night”, I said and tried to fix the mess on my head. This was the second time I woke up next to a guy this week and I started to feel like a hooker since I normally never do that and none of them were my boyfriend.


“Me too, I´m so sorry I fell asleep on the couch last night, that was really rude”, he apologized and sat up. The blanket revealed his naked upper body. When did that happened last night?


“Now you´re the one, who says sorry too much!”, I laughed and tried to hide my blushed face. God, the tattoos were really sexy on him and I stopped myself from taking a closer look at them.


“You´re right”, he uttered and threw over his shirt.


“Wanna have some breakfast before work?”, he asked and I nodded.


“Let me just rush into your bathroom first”, I said and he described me the way. Before I went out of his small room, I grabbed my phone and tapped down the hall to the bath. My phone told me that I had a new message.


Tayla: Where R U? I´m a little bit worried! Please get back to me.


I quickly answered.


Me: OMG! U won´t believe if I tell U. I explain everything later, just let U know that I´m fine! Xx


Before I got out again I took one last breath and opened the door.


Harrys´ POV:


Aimee still slept next to me, but sleep was the last thing I could think about now. Last night had been...a nightmare.


I couldn´t imagine one time I had sex in my life, which was over so fast. There had been unspoken things and frustration and no tension at all. It sucked balls and we both knew, but we hadn´t talked much after it and just went straight to sleep.


All I was sure about that was the fact that I clearly needed to get things straight with Clary and it couldn´t wait any more second. As I got out of the bed, I pulled my jeans over and a big sweater before I left a note for Aimee, saying that I went to the library to study. I headed outside the house and got in my car.


We needed to talk! So badly.


Clarys` POV:


I wiped the desks as he stepped in. My thoughts were focused on the song, which played on the radio and I kind of made a weird dance to it.


“Clary?”, I heard his voice and froze in my movement, but refused to turn and face him. Why was he here?


“What do you want?”, I snapped at him, while I continued to clean the tables.


“Can we talk, please?”, his voice had a begging tone and I hated it.


“I really have nothing I want to talk with you about and I´m not in the mood”, I bitched. What did he wanted to chat about any ways?


“But I have. Yesterday was horrible and I think there are a lot of things we should figure out”, he sounded like he wouldn´t get go of me.


“Harry, I´m working and I really don´t have the time for this now!”, I said through gritted teeth and walked over to another table.


“Would you please face me for a minute?”, he suddenly said and gripped my arm. The unexpectedly touch made me wince faintly and I tried to free myself.


“Let go!”, I breathed out angrily.


“Clary, we should had this talk a lot earlier since we saw yesterday what happened when we pretended like we never been together!” I snorted annoyed and disbelievingly.


“Oh, now we had been together in the past, but yesterday we only kind of had a thing!” My voice was too loud.


“I´m sorry, I tried to save the situation and I thought telling Aimee we were a couple wouldn´t been the best thing! And besides you could have helped me!”, he accused me. The moment he said her name disgusted me. I hated the way it came out of his mouth.


“What should I had done in your opinion? She´s your girlfriend, not mine!”


“You could have said anything! Helped me out somehow.” I turned and started to wipe again.


“This conversation is stupid and I won´t have it now”, I mumbled bothered. What did he wanted here?


“Fine! So you´re just running away...again! Acting like a childish toddler, but I can tell you: Rosy´s the kid in this, not you!”, his voice was mean.


“Stop it, Harry! I´m not running away from anything, I just got that this chat is stupid and unnecessary!”, I yelled at him.


“You ran the last time and now act like I´m the bad guy in this mess!”, he shouted back.


“Dick!”, I accused him and made my way to the kitchen.


“Clary, I force you to say and figure things out with me! I won´t let you run walk just away from this!” I turned and got closer to him again, furious.


“When did I had the chance to figure things out with you at all? Somewhere in between while I got to know your new girlfriend or she was flirting with you in front of my face?”, I snapped and for another time I turned and headed to the other end of the bakery.


“I missed you”, it were just three little words, but they had a huge affect on me. My feet froze and I closed my eyes, echoing what he just said in my head.


“Don´t say something like that”, I let out and I could hear my own voice shake.


“Believe me I wouldn´t, if it wasn´t true, but unfortunately it is. I missed you since the moment you walked out of my room the week you left and the day I saw you dancing in the club on Saturday night.” Why did he put me through that? I felt close to scream out loud or start crying or probably both.


“You never called, not even for my 18th birthday”, I stumbled quietly.


“I thought you didn´t wanted me to”, his voice was soft and just the way I loved it.


“I waited like every day”, I confessed embarrassed and vulnerable.


“Clary...”, I wanted somebody to kill me after he said my name and stepped in front of me.


“I thought...”, he didn´t finished the sentence.


My eyes glanced at his face and I slowly tried to recognize everything since I clearly had forgotten about it. Dimples, green eyes, white teeth and brown curls. My swallow hurted and I tried to stay focused.


“But that doesn´t matter know. You have a girlfriend and that´s it”, I whispered and unlocked my eyes from his.


It was such a hard thing to pass him and leave him behind. But I made my plans without Harry.


He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back so I fell against his body. There was no moment of deep eye contact to get my permission before his lips already crashed into mine and he kissed me.


Oh God. He kissed me.

Notes

Hey! This is a happy chapter and I decided I finally let Clary and Harry get closer to each other, wohoo. The reason: We reached the 12th place of 28 yesterday, which means were under the best 16 in Germany and are allowed to dance in the national league next year!!!! It was so exciting and we´d been on a trip for over 21 hours only to dance 9 minutes, but it was amazing. :)

Sooooooooooooooo, let me please know what you think about the chapter and please share! A thanks to every single one of you. xx

Comments

Update pleasee

Omjenny Omjenny
6/16/14

@Lovinda1Dcrew


Thank you so much! :) Do you have any ideas what could happen next? xx

@rosegold

School started again, so I´ll be probably won´t be able to write that much in the nearer time ;) Me neither, but I just felt like they should find a way together. :) Thanks so much for reading and commenting, my little writers heart loves you! xx

Aylin. Aylin.
1/7/14

I finally caught up. I 'm glad Harry and Clary confessed about the kiss. I never saw Harry and Zayn partnering up coming. Great chapters as usual.

rosegold rosegold
1/7/14

Love love love :)

Lovinda1Dcrew Lovinda1Dcrew
1/7/14

@Lovinda1Dcrew

Thanks for commenting and letting me know. :) I seriously appreciate so much!

@Rose majzoub

Thanks for reading as well. :)) I did. Any thoughts? xx

Aylin. Aylin.
1/4/14