The new start
Chapter forty-five, "I am stuck"
I had to admit that I felt bad for canceling with Niall but since Summer was so happy it kind of infected itself on me. Maybe this was for the best after all. The thing with Niall would just break my heart in the end. I did another pirouette and I looked beautiful, the white and pink dress fitted perfect. My blue eyes shined like the pacific ocean because of the dress and like that wasn´t enough my legs looked skinny and tall. It was a long time ago since I had felt this beautiful, but when I looked at Summer the feeling disappeared. She wore a short blue dress and matching shoes, her hair looked more fresh than ever and a thought I had thought of too many times crossed my mind. Why was this beautiful girl with me? I mean, I am pretty beautiful and stuff like that but Summer, she is just gorgeous. There are not any words to explain her beauty. You may think that I am overreacting now but I swear to god that I am not. But you have to meet her to know what I mean.
"Are you done?" She asked and I nodded. I grabbed a new white purse Summer had given to me and followed her out of the room. We started walking towards the cafeteria and I was really scared that Niall hadn´t gotten my message about tonight and that he would stand there waiting for me. When we got there I couldn´t see Niall anywhere which was big relief, it finally felt like I could breathe. At least I don´t have to face him now, I thought. But the feeling didn´t last so long because when I turned around I saw Niall standing beside a table. He looked more beautiful than ever, the blond hair was combed back and he wore a black suit, like if that wasn´t enough he held a red rose in his hand. Maybe a little too much to go to a chicken place, I thought but couldn´t help it but smile, he had done all that for me.
"Summer, I got to go and tell Niall that I can´t come tonight." I said and Summer looked at me with a disagreeing look, but I didn´t care. There is a point of how far you can go. I started walking towards him, hoping he would give me one of his kiss. I didn´t care that Summer was here, the only thing that mattered was that Niall was here. Just when I reached him I saw that he didn´t look as happy as I had thought. He looked the opposite of happy actually, his normally blue eyes turned to black when he saw that it was me.
"Hi Niall." I said before I bent over to give him a kiss but he turned away.
"I thought you couldn´t make it tonight, just like you couldn´t be with me earlier today." He said and I looked weirdly at him. I wanted to explain everything about the detention and about how weird Mrs. James had acted. But just when I was going to tell him a girl with brown hair came over to us.
"Hi Sophie, I am glad you could make it in such a short notice." He said and gave her the rose. I was like glued to the ground. What had just happened? Had he ditched me? I was the one who ditched him first, I was the one who didn´t like him, I thought. But when I looked at my shaking hands I knew that wasn´t true. What had I done wrong? Why do the guys always choose someone else?
"Who is this?" Sophie asked. But I would much rather call her "the donkey", because if I am going to be honest, her brown hair and her grey eyes looked a lot like a donkey. But that doesn´t mean that she wasn´t pretty, no it means the opposite. She looked like a supermodel with her skinny legs and her big lips. The eyes dug into me and it felt like she could read my thoughts. I shook of the feeling and looked straight into her eyes when I said.
"I am Amy Brown. Niall here played with my heart and if I would be you I would leave right now before you fall in love with him. Because I am pretty sure he will do the same to you.” I snorted and smiled when I saw "the donkey´s" terrified look. I turned around without even looking at Niall and started walking towards Summer. Even if I didn´t look at him I knew he was hurt, I could feel it. But this time it didn´t affect me. I was young and pretty, and I was just going to go to an awesome party. Why would I need any of them? Especially not Niall. He was just another jerk.
"How did it go?" Summer asked and I smiled. The evil shined through the smile and a feeling of power suddenly started growing in my stomach. It felt good. No, it felt great actually.
"Great, shall we go?" I asked and took her hand. She nodded happily and we walked towards the limo someone had ordered for us. The feeling of power got even bigger when I realized that I was in a limo and Niall and "the donkey" probably just took a cab. I crossed my legs and pulled out two glasses filled with champagne for me and Summer.
"Cheers for us." I said and drank the whole champagne all at once. Summer took a zip and looked at me with a satisfied smile. This night is going to be crazy, I have nothing to fear for, I thought. But suddenly I felt wasted, it was like the whole limo started spinning. I grabbed the door handle and waited for it to stop. Weird, I thought and looked at Summer. But she just sat there and looked out from the window with her satisfied smile. It´s probably just in my head, I thought. When the limo stopped I was back to my happy mood. The groggy feeling would disappear as soon as I got to the party. I walked towards the small house were the party was held without even waiting for Summer to pay. The queue that you have to stand in was long and I hadn´t the energy to wait. I just wanted to get started with my drinking. It was also freezing cold outside especially if you just wore a small dress and like I said before I don´t have nothing to fear. I walked straight up to the guard and looked at him with my sexiest eyes.
"Hi sexy, I am pretty cold so it would be really great if you would let me inside." I said and smiled but the guard didn´t even flinch.
"Get in the queue or go away." He said but I wouldn´t give up, I gave him a laugh to show him that I thought his joke was fun before I started walking. But I got stopped by the guard and the eyes he looked at me with was everything but friendly. He grabbed my arm with a grip that was as hard as a brick. I wanted to scream but it was like all the energy had disappear and left me with nothing but sleepiness. The groggy feeling had taken over my whole body and I had to fight to keep myself on my legs.
"Little girl aren´t you a little too young to go to parties like this?" He asked and the grip he had around my arm hurt, I pictured how my arm first got read and then turned into purple before it slowly got to a bright blue color. How all my bones crushed but I didn´t care, I was going to get in there some way. I am sure if I just get one drink this stupid tiredness would disappear. So I collected all the energy in my body and kicked him with my right foot as hard as I could. But he just stood there as a stone, a heavy one. His grip got even harder and now I was 100 % sure that my bones would crack any minute. Just when I was waiting for the sound, a guy started talking. All I could see was his brown hair and his black jeans, the rest of it were blurry.
"She is with me." He said but it sounded more like a whisper. Suddenly the guards grip disappeared and instead I got embraced by two strong arms. A smell of lavender embraced me and I knew that I had smelled it before. But I couldn´t think of that anymore because as soon as I was inside with the warm air the little bit of energy that was left disappeared. I was left with shaking legs and two strong arms around me. Suddenly the strong arms also disappeared and I felt something soft under me before everything got black.
I opened my eyes, but the bright light made me close them again. Where was I? I tried to remember but it was like a big black hole from the point where I stepped into the limo until when I obviously fell asleep. I tried to open my eyes again and this time I succeeded, I looked around. I laid on a small bed in a pretty big room. But except the bed there was no furniture at all. Weird, I thought and tried to sit up. But an enormous headache hit me which made me lay down again. Then I saw a tiny memory, there was a man with brown hair and strong arms carrying me in here. I sighed, not much of a memory. I tried to sit up again but didn´t succeed this time either. But I didn´t give up, and tried again. Now I got up and felt how a beam of pain went through my whole body especially my arm. I looked at it and saw a huge bruise on it. It shifted in purple and blue. I turned my eyes away as fast as I could, that looked disgusting. But instead of listening to my body and lay down again I carefully put my feet on the ground. I walked with my shaking legs to the door where I stopped to lean against the wall. My heart was pounding too fast for a sixteen year old and I wondered if this was how it felt to get a heart attack. I waited a few seconds for it to calm down before I pressed down the handle to get out. But it was locked, I tried again. But once again the door didn´t go up. I desperately looked for a key to unlock the door up but it was hopeless. I was stuck.
"Are you done?" She asked and I nodded. I grabbed a new white purse Summer had given to me and followed her out of the room. We started walking towards the cafeteria and I was really scared that Niall hadn´t gotten my message about tonight and that he would stand there waiting for me. When we got there I couldn´t see Niall anywhere which was big relief, it finally felt like I could breathe. At least I don´t have to face him now, I thought. But the feeling didn´t last so long because when I turned around I saw Niall standing beside a table. He looked more beautiful than ever, the blond hair was combed back and he wore a black suit, like if that wasn´t enough he held a red rose in his hand. Maybe a little too much to go to a chicken place, I thought but couldn´t help it but smile, he had done all that for me.
"Summer, I got to go and tell Niall that I can´t come tonight." I said and Summer looked at me with a disagreeing look, but I didn´t care. There is a point of how far you can go. I started walking towards him, hoping he would give me one of his kiss. I didn´t care that Summer was here, the only thing that mattered was that Niall was here. Just when I reached him I saw that he didn´t look as happy as I had thought. He looked the opposite of happy actually, his normally blue eyes turned to black when he saw that it was me.
"Hi Niall." I said before I bent over to give him a kiss but he turned away.
"I thought you couldn´t make it tonight, just like you couldn´t be with me earlier today." He said and I looked weirdly at him. I wanted to explain everything about the detention and about how weird Mrs. James had acted. But just when I was going to tell him a girl with brown hair came over to us.
"Hi Sophie, I am glad you could make it in such a short notice." He said and gave her the rose. I was like glued to the ground. What had just happened? Had he ditched me? I was the one who ditched him first, I was the one who didn´t like him, I thought. But when I looked at my shaking hands I knew that wasn´t true. What had I done wrong? Why do the guys always choose someone else?
"Who is this?" Sophie asked. But I would much rather call her "the donkey", because if I am going to be honest, her brown hair and her grey eyes looked a lot like a donkey. But that doesn´t mean that she wasn´t pretty, no it means the opposite. She looked like a supermodel with her skinny legs and her big lips. The eyes dug into me and it felt like she could read my thoughts. I shook of the feeling and looked straight into her eyes when I said.
"I am Amy Brown. Niall here played with my heart and if I would be you I would leave right now before you fall in love with him. Because I am pretty sure he will do the same to you.” I snorted and smiled when I saw "the donkey´s" terrified look. I turned around without even looking at Niall and started walking towards Summer. Even if I didn´t look at him I knew he was hurt, I could feel it. But this time it didn´t affect me. I was young and pretty, and I was just going to go to an awesome party. Why would I need any of them? Especially not Niall. He was just another jerk.
"How did it go?" Summer asked and I smiled. The evil shined through the smile and a feeling of power suddenly started growing in my stomach. It felt good. No, it felt great actually.
"Great, shall we go?" I asked and took her hand. She nodded happily and we walked towards the limo someone had ordered for us. The feeling of power got even bigger when I realized that I was in a limo and Niall and "the donkey" probably just took a cab. I crossed my legs and pulled out two glasses filled with champagne for me and Summer.
"Cheers for us." I said and drank the whole champagne all at once. Summer took a zip and looked at me with a satisfied smile. This night is going to be crazy, I have nothing to fear for, I thought. But suddenly I felt wasted, it was like the whole limo started spinning. I grabbed the door handle and waited for it to stop. Weird, I thought and looked at Summer. But she just sat there and looked out from the window with her satisfied smile. It´s probably just in my head, I thought. When the limo stopped I was back to my happy mood. The groggy feeling would disappear as soon as I got to the party. I walked towards the small house were the party was held without even waiting for Summer to pay. The queue that you have to stand in was long and I hadn´t the energy to wait. I just wanted to get started with my drinking. It was also freezing cold outside especially if you just wore a small dress and like I said before I don´t have nothing to fear. I walked straight up to the guard and looked at him with my sexiest eyes.
"Hi sexy, I am pretty cold so it would be really great if you would let me inside." I said and smiled but the guard didn´t even flinch.
"Get in the queue or go away." He said but I wouldn´t give up, I gave him a laugh to show him that I thought his joke was fun before I started walking. But I got stopped by the guard and the eyes he looked at me with was everything but friendly. He grabbed my arm with a grip that was as hard as a brick. I wanted to scream but it was like all the energy had disappear and left me with nothing but sleepiness. The groggy feeling had taken over my whole body and I had to fight to keep myself on my legs.
"Little girl aren´t you a little too young to go to parties like this?" He asked and the grip he had around my arm hurt, I pictured how my arm first got read and then turned into purple before it slowly got to a bright blue color. How all my bones crushed but I didn´t care, I was going to get in there some way. I am sure if I just get one drink this stupid tiredness would disappear. So I collected all the energy in my body and kicked him with my right foot as hard as I could. But he just stood there as a stone, a heavy one. His grip got even harder and now I was 100 % sure that my bones would crack any minute. Just when I was waiting for the sound, a guy started talking. All I could see was his brown hair and his black jeans, the rest of it were blurry.
"She is with me." He said but it sounded more like a whisper. Suddenly the guards grip disappeared and instead I got embraced by two strong arms. A smell of lavender embraced me and I knew that I had smelled it before. But I couldn´t think of that anymore because as soon as I was inside with the warm air the little bit of energy that was left disappeared. I was left with shaking legs and two strong arms around me. Suddenly the strong arms also disappeared and I felt something soft under me before everything got black.
I opened my eyes, but the bright light made me close them again. Where was I? I tried to remember but it was like a big black hole from the point where I stepped into the limo until when I obviously fell asleep. I tried to open my eyes again and this time I succeeded, I looked around. I laid on a small bed in a pretty big room. But except the bed there was no furniture at all. Weird, I thought and tried to sit up. But an enormous headache hit me which made me lay down again. Then I saw a tiny memory, there was a man with brown hair and strong arms carrying me in here. I sighed, not much of a memory. I tried to sit up again but didn´t succeed this time either. But I didn´t give up, and tried again. Now I got up and felt how a beam of pain went through my whole body especially my arm. I looked at it and saw a huge bruise on it. It shifted in purple and blue. I turned my eyes away as fast as I could, that looked disgusting. But instead of listening to my body and lay down again I carefully put my feet on the ground. I walked with my shaking legs to the door where I stopped to lean against the wall. My heart was pounding too fast for a sixteen year old and I wondered if this was how it felt to get a heart attack. I waited a few seconds for it to calm down before I pressed down the handle to get out. But it was locked, I tried again. But once again the door didn´t go up. I desperately looked for a key to unlock the door up but it was hopeless. I was stuck.
Notes
Hi guys, I have news to tell you! You know when I told you about "student´s choice" and that I might be able to write there every Thursday. It´s confirmed! So I will try to publish a chapter on every Thursday but there is a problem, it´s really hard to write in school. I couldn´t concentrate and stuff like that. The chapters also get very short. So this week I sent the chapter home and finished it today, but it still got short, lol. Anyway it was kind of dramatic so hope you liked it anyway/ kisses EWhat will happen between Amy and Niall now?
Why do you think Amy got so groggy?
Who do you think locked her inside the room?
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14