The new start
Chapter forty, "Chaos"
I really wonder how I smell right now, I have sweated like a cow all evening and I have only been here for half an hour. I wanted to get away from Liam as fast as I could. If he is my stalker I don´t want to be anywhere near him. I looked around to see if I could find someone that I could talk to. Chloe and Zayn where gone, Summer was standing with that hot boy and yeah I don´t think I even want to think of what she is doing, I don´t want to be with Harry or Louis so the only one left is Niall. I looked around for the familiar blond hair but he was also gone. I was trapped with someone that might be my stalker. Then a brilliant idea swept through my mind.
"Liam, why don´t you sing and get this party started?" I asked and he didn´t become as happy as I had thought.
"I don´t think that´s a good idea... I mean they would... I...." He stammered.
"Come on, I will walk you up there." I said and dragged him up to the stage. There were many microphones lined up on the stage and I chose the pink one, just to get everyone´s attention. Because the truth is, I hate pink.
"Quiet everyone, this is Liam...Liam..." I realized that I had no idea what his last name was.
"Payne." He whispered.
"Liam Payne and he is going to sing for us." I said and smiled. He grabbed the microphone and I walked down from the stage, I really need to go to the bathroom. I sneaked out when Liam sang cry me a river, which by the way sounded perfect. I get why they want him in the band. My thoughts stopped when I heard a sound. What was it? It came from the broom closet where I had seen Harry and Louis before. The memories hit me again, and I wondered if it was them. I really didn´t want to see them again.
"Get off me..." I heard Chloe´s voice and I did not hesitate anymore. The panic and the adrenaline hit me, what was happening? I tried to open the door but it was impossible, it was locked. I had to get some help. But it was as I was stuck, what if I was to slow and whatever happened in there would happen. Instead of getting help I looked around, I needed something sharp, I knew how to unlock a lock. Summer had learned me in third grade. I opened my purse, there it was my hairpin. I grabbed it with my shaking hands and took a deep breath. I had no idea if it would work if my hands were shaking this much. I tried to just focus and think of what happened in there. At the third try I heard a click, I had succeeded. I pulled up the door and in there was Zayn, only wearing underpants, pressing Chloe against the wall.
"Amy, help." She said, Zayn looked totally shocked, like he had no idea what was happening. He let Chloe go and sank down on the floor. What had just happened? Had Zayn tried to rape Chloe? Sweet, shy Zayn? No that was impossible. Chloe looked terrified and big tears ran down her cheeks. I hugged her hard but my eyes were still pointed at Zayn. What had just happened? Should I call the police? No, I can´t. Maybe because I am scared of the police or maybe because I don´t think Zayn would do this ever again. Maybe he has had too much alcohol or something but that sweet guy that had asked me if Chloe was single would never do this. I decided to break the silence.
"Look, I don´t know what happened in here, but I won´t call the police if you promise me that you will never ever do this. Next time I will call the police and I will tell them about this time too so you will probably get a long time in prison, okay?" I said and I felt how furious I really was, this whole welcome party or what it was, it is just getting too much for me to handle: The stalker, Liam, the plan and now this. It is just insane. Zayn didn´t answered he just nodded. It was like he had become this little baby in a minute, his eyes were terrified and it was like he begged for forgiveness but I personally don´t think that I will ever forgive him.
"You can go now." I said and he looked up on Chloe, like he wanted to say I am sorry or something. But I might not be good at puppy eyes but my "go to hell eyes" are very, very good. So he disappeared in a minute.
"Chloe sit down and tell what happened." I said and she sank down on the floor. Her whole body was shaking and I had no idea what to do. All I could think of was that I was worse than Zayn, much worse. He tried to rape her and I killed someone for god sake. It is just horrible. Suddenly I wanted to tell her everything, every little bit of it. But I realized that now wasn´t the moment. The moment wouldn´t come in a long time, maybe never. But I will tell someone someday, even if it is for a nurse just when I am about to die.
"I wasn´t ready..." She said and now she had stopped crying. She focused on a spot right in front of her and all I could do was listen. Maybe I can hear how a victim feels, maybe I can realize how that guy had felt when he drowned in the lake. I squeezed her hand and I realized how cold she was. Now I needed to stop the plan, right after I have taken Chloe up to the room I will stop that damn it plan. Even if it means that Summer will tell the whole world about my secret, I will stop it for Chloe.
"I told him that I wasn´t ready, but he didn´t listen... He dragged me in here and he... he..." She stammered.
"What Chloe? What did he do?" I asked.
"He pushed me up against the wall and started to kiss me, first I thought that it was just a game but then it got more intense and he started taking off his clothes. Then you came... or that´s all I remember. Or I don´t remember that you got here, I screamed for help and the next thing I know I was here with you and Zayn had stopped." She said and the tears were back.
"Sometimes when you are in fear your brain shut´s it out, just like your brain passes out, or I don´t know I read something like that on a science class once." I said and squeezed her hand harder. I wanted to tell her how I also had experienced it, the black out. But I couldn´t.
"Where is Zayn?" She asked and I looked at her.
"I told him to leave, Chloe you can´t see him anymore. You have to promise me that." I said and gave her a serious look.
"I promise." She said.
"Good, let´s get you some sleep. I need to handle a thing but then I will come after you, or do you want me to come up with you first and then handle everything? I asked and she nodded. We got up on our feet and started walking towards the party again.
"Amy?" She said and I nodded.
"Thank you." She said a feeling of love swept through me and I got warm in my whole body. Just when I was going to answer I heard Harry´s voice in the speakers.
"So, you slept with that girl without telling me? Nice Louis, was it because I told you that I love you?" He screamed.
"Harry calm down, I didn´t sleep with her, I promise and no of course not I love you too and you know that." Louis answered.
"But why did she say that then?" Harry asked, now a little bit calmer.
"I don´t know but Harry seriously who do you trust the most, me or her?" He asked.
"Well, you of course it´s just..." Harry started but Louis interrupted him.
"Exactly, now give me a kiss before we get out there." Louis said and my heart started pounding again. I hadn´t succeeded , like usual had Summer´s plan worked and I was the one who told her about them and who gave her permission to do it, which means this is my fault. I looked around to see if Chloe was there, but she was gone. The tears were one their way and I wanted to just run away before I could see Harry and Louis´s reactions when they realized what has happened. But now that the plan has happened I need to complete it. Because if I don´t everyone will know that it was me and I can´t risk losing Chloe and my reputation. But the crazy this was that I wasn´t sad that this had happened. I don´t even think my heart was pounding because I regretted what I had done. I think it was pounding because I finally got to experience some action again. I looked up and I could just see how Louis and Harry ran down from the stage. This was where I was suppose to start crying and run away but if I am going to be honest I didn´t feel anything, not sadness, not nervousness, not happiness and surprisingly not afraid of what was coming next. Maybe I was even feeling a little bit of victory.
"Liam, why don´t you sing and get this party started?" I asked and he didn´t become as happy as I had thought.
"I don´t think that´s a good idea... I mean they would... I...." He stammered.
"Come on, I will walk you up there." I said and dragged him up to the stage. There were many microphones lined up on the stage and I chose the pink one, just to get everyone´s attention. Because the truth is, I hate pink.
"Quiet everyone, this is Liam...Liam..." I realized that I had no idea what his last name was.
"Payne." He whispered.
"Liam Payne and he is going to sing for us." I said and smiled. He grabbed the microphone and I walked down from the stage, I really need to go to the bathroom. I sneaked out when Liam sang cry me a river, which by the way sounded perfect. I get why they want him in the band. My thoughts stopped when I heard a sound. What was it? It came from the broom closet where I had seen Harry and Louis before. The memories hit me again, and I wondered if it was them. I really didn´t want to see them again.
"Get off me..." I heard Chloe´s voice and I did not hesitate anymore. The panic and the adrenaline hit me, what was happening? I tried to open the door but it was impossible, it was locked. I had to get some help. But it was as I was stuck, what if I was to slow and whatever happened in there would happen. Instead of getting help I looked around, I needed something sharp, I knew how to unlock a lock. Summer had learned me in third grade. I opened my purse, there it was my hairpin. I grabbed it with my shaking hands and took a deep breath. I had no idea if it would work if my hands were shaking this much. I tried to just focus and think of what happened in there. At the third try I heard a click, I had succeeded. I pulled up the door and in there was Zayn, only wearing underpants, pressing Chloe against the wall.
"Amy, help." She said, Zayn looked totally shocked, like he had no idea what was happening. He let Chloe go and sank down on the floor. What had just happened? Had Zayn tried to rape Chloe? Sweet, shy Zayn? No that was impossible. Chloe looked terrified and big tears ran down her cheeks. I hugged her hard but my eyes were still pointed at Zayn. What had just happened? Should I call the police? No, I can´t. Maybe because I am scared of the police or maybe because I don´t think Zayn would do this ever again. Maybe he has had too much alcohol or something but that sweet guy that had asked me if Chloe was single would never do this. I decided to break the silence.
"Look, I don´t know what happened in here, but I won´t call the police if you promise me that you will never ever do this. Next time I will call the police and I will tell them about this time too so you will probably get a long time in prison, okay?" I said and I felt how furious I really was, this whole welcome party or what it was, it is just getting too much for me to handle: The stalker, Liam, the plan and now this. It is just insane. Zayn didn´t answered he just nodded. It was like he had become this little baby in a minute, his eyes were terrified and it was like he begged for forgiveness but I personally don´t think that I will ever forgive him.
"You can go now." I said and he looked up on Chloe, like he wanted to say I am sorry or something. But I might not be good at puppy eyes but my "go to hell eyes" are very, very good. So he disappeared in a minute.
"Chloe sit down and tell what happened." I said and she sank down on the floor. Her whole body was shaking and I had no idea what to do. All I could think of was that I was worse than Zayn, much worse. He tried to rape her and I killed someone for god sake. It is just horrible. Suddenly I wanted to tell her everything, every little bit of it. But I realized that now wasn´t the moment. The moment wouldn´t come in a long time, maybe never. But I will tell someone someday, even if it is for a nurse just when I am about to die.
"I wasn´t ready..." She said and now she had stopped crying. She focused on a spot right in front of her and all I could do was listen. Maybe I can hear how a victim feels, maybe I can realize how that guy had felt when he drowned in the lake. I squeezed her hand and I realized how cold she was. Now I needed to stop the plan, right after I have taken Chloe up to the room I will stop that damn it plan. Even if it means that Summer will tell the whole world about my secret, I will stop it for Chloe.
"I told him that I wasn´t ready, but he didn´t listen... He dragged me in here and he... he..." She stammered.
"What Chloe? What did he do?" I asked.
"He pushed me up against the wall and started to kiss me, first I thought that it was just a game but then it got more intense and he started taking off his clothes. Then you came... or that´s all I remember. Or I don´t remember that you got here, I screamed for help and the next thing I know I was here with you and Zayn had stopped." She said and the tears were back.
"Sometimes when you are in fear your brain shut´s it out, just like your brain passes out, or I don´t know I read something like that on a science class once." I said and squeezed her hand harder. I wanted to tell her how I also had experienced it, the black out. But I couldn´t.
"Where is Zayn?" She asked and I looked at her.
"I told him to leave, Chloe you can´t see him anymore. You have to promise me that." I said and gave her a serious look.
"I promise." She said.
"Good, let´s get you some sleep. I need to handle a thing but then I will come after you, or do you want me to come up with you first and then handle everything? I asked and she nodded. We got up on our feet and started walking towards the party again.
"Amy?" She said and I nodded.
"Thank you." She said a feeling of love swept through me and I got warm in my whole body. Just when I was going to answer I heard Harry´s voice in the speakers.
"So, you slept with that girl without telling me? Nice Louis, was it because I told you that I love you?" He screamed.
"Harry calm down, I didn´t sleep with her, I promise and no of course not I love you too and you know that." Louis answered.
"But why did she say that then?" Harry asked, now a little bit calmer.
"I don´t know but Harry seriously who do you trust the most, me or her?" He asked.
"Well, you of course it´s just..." Harry started but Louis interrupted him.
"Exactly, now give me a kiss before we get out there." Louis said and my heart started pounding again. I hadn´t succeeded , like usual had Summer´s plan worked and I was the one who told her about them and who gave her permission to do it, which means this is my fault. I looked around to see if Chloe was there, but she was gone. The tears were one their way and I wanted to just run away before I could see Harry and Louis´s reactions when they realized what has happened. But now that the plan has happened I need to complete it. Because if I don´t everyone will know that it was me and I can´t risk losing Chloe and my reputation. But the crazy this was that I wasn´t sad that this had happened. I don´t even think my heart was pounding because I regretted what I had done. I think it was pounding because I finally got to experience some action again. I looked up and I could just see how Louis and Harry ran down from the stage. This was where I was suppose to start crying and run away but if I am going to be honest I didn´t feel anything, not sadness, not nervousness, not happiness and surprisingly not afraid of what was coming next. Maybe I was even feeling a little bit of victory.
Notes
Hello, everyone! So I don´t think that I will write anymore today but maybe tomorrow. Well, I don´t have so much to say except MERRY CHRISTMAS and hope you liked this one/ kisses E<3Do you think Amy handled the rape situation in the right way? If not, how would you handle it?
Do you think Amy could have done more to stop the plan?
What do you think will happen next? (With Chloe, with Niall, with Harry and Louis, with Zayn, with Summer and with Amy)
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Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14