The new start
Chapter thirty-nine, "A advice"
There were a lot of people on the party already. But it wasn´t hard to find Summer. There were ten boys standing around here and practically drooled over how beautiful she looked. But I could see that she had tried to not choose the sexiest dress she could find, probably because she wanted me to look almost as sexy as her. So maybe but just maybe for once I looked sexier than her, but when she turned around I realized that it was impossible. Even if Summer would wear my grandmothers dress she would look hotter than me. That´s just how it is. When she saw me she lit up and a smile spread on her lips, a pretty evil one and I am the only one who knows why. The nervousness swept over me again. I can´t go through with this plan, I need to tell Summer to stop whatever she has planned. Even if what Harry and Louis had done to me had been mean, this plan was twice as mean. I looked around to see if Zayn was here and in the corner he was, he looked really handsome and very nervous. If the Harry and Louis reason is not enough, the reason that I have to do it for Zayn and Chloe is totally enough. Even if I had told myself that she wouldn´t be sad, I´m pretty sure she would.
"Chloe, Zayn is over there. Why don´t you go and say hi?" I asked and gave her a blink. She gave me a nervous smile before she walked over to him. The only thing left to do was to convince Summer that this is not a good idea. I walked over to her and she embraced me with a big hug.
"Rosie, let´s go and have a chat." I said and she smiled. Summer will not be happy when I tell her about this. But it´s the right thing to do.
"I will meet you tonight and the rest of you can call me some other time." She said and pointed out a hot guy with brown hair. Then she grabbed my arm and we walked to an empty corner. Well, there was one more person except us there. Liam, the nice and geeky guy I met in the science class before. I wonder why he isn´t with the rest of the boys, I mean he was so nice. I waved to him but then I felt Summer´s angry eyes on me so I stopped.
"Why can´t I wave to him?" I said and Summer looked at me with eyes that practically said "seriously?"
"Well, he isn´t very popular." She said and I have to say I got a bit surprised. I mean all of the other angels were very popular especially Harry and Louis and I had seen Liam hung out with them before. Summer must have mistaken herself.
"But I mean he hangs out with Harry, Zayn and the rest of the boys. He really is nice." I said and Summer laughed. How rude? Why can´t she just listen to me when I say that he is nice?
"I guess that´s only because he is such a good singer and they want him in their band when they start. But just stop think about that and don´t be friends with Liam, we will get a bad reputation. Anyway let´s talk about the plan." She said and her smile got even brighter when she mentioned the plan. But I couldn´t stop think about what Summer had said about the boys. They would never do that. I shuddered, no Summer was totally wrong. She must be. I tried to smile but it was impossible. Everyone here was evil, me, Summer and almost everyone of the angels. No not the angels, I will have to talk to Niall and ask after I have told Summer to quit the plan.
"Yeah, about that..." I started but got interrupted by Summer.
"You are not backing out are you?" She asked and I took a deep breath, this side of her is just awful. I can´t back out, how stupid am I? She would never allow it.
"No I just wonder what the plan is." I said and my fake smile was on again. The weird thing was that I had no idea if it was a fake smile or not? No, it had to be a fake smile. I mean everything I have done was to get rid of this me. I don´t want to be the evil girl. I tried to run but it´s like it follows me around and I can´t do anything to get rid of it. The sweat ran down my cheeks and I had a feeling that I was not looking that sexy right now. But I had turned into the girl I had been before and there was nothing I could do about it. Maybe this was worse than being in prison? Maybe I shouldn´t have run away, maybe it had been a stupid choice? I cannot trust myself with this girl. I will become her again.
"Well it´s pretty simple really. I have told Harry and Louis to do a performance at nine o´clock and just when they are about to step out on the stage there will be a girl, one of my contacts, that will tell Harry that she slept with Louis yesterday. Harry won´t be able to keep it inside so he will talk to Louis about it when they are about to go on stage. What they don´t know is that their microphones are on so everyone will hear it." When I heard the plan it was like I couldn´t breathe, everything got blurry and I had to lean against the wall before it stopped. There was no way I could stop this by myself. I can´t find that one girl and I can´t turn of the microphones because I am pretty sure Summer has that under control and I can´t risk to break her trust. Of course I can stop the party in some way but I don´t know if I want to. Maybe this really is for the best. "Amy, cut the crap and stop being such a coward. This can´t be for the best." I heard the voice again. The voice that´s always right. Maybe I can talk to Summer about it? I don´t think I can stop the party all by myself.
"Well, don´t you think that´s mean?" I said and held my breath, hoping she wouldn´t get mad.
"No I don´t. Amy, think of what they did to you." She said and the scene started to play up in my head. The feeling, I had never been that hurt. Harry and Louis had really broken my heart. This was not too mean, this was revenge and they deserved it. Now I was more sure than ever. No one would know it was me and Summer´s plan wasn´t that bad.
"You are right. Let´s do it." I said and she smiled.
"Now let´s get back to the party. No one can get suspicious." She said and I nodded. Liam was still standing in the corner and I had to stop my legs from going over to him. Summer had always been right, if I wanted to be popular I have to stop being so emotional. When I saw Zayn and Chloe kissing the guilt came streaming over me. Chloe had never been mean to me and this will break her heart. I don´t think she have had so many boyfriends and the fact that one of them was gay might not be the best for her. Suddenly it was hard to breathe again. I have to get some air. I walked through the hallway until I got to the door that led to the fountain. I opened it and tried to keep out the memories from earlier today. The air was cold and my skin got filled with goose pimples. I had no idea it could be this chilly in the beginning of September. But I didn´t care, it was nice to be alone again. Just when I was about to go in, I realized how quiet it really was. The only thing you could hear was the wind blowing and something else... What was it? It almost sounded like someone was here with me, breathing. The fear got up to me again, the stalker? What the hell did he want?
"Hello?" I asked while I felt stupid. Did I really think my stalker would answer?
"You know that in the end your secret will be revealed, just like you are going to reveal a secret today." My heart stopped, how the hell did this guy know everything about me?
"Who are you?" I screamed, but no one answered. This was insane. Who was this guy and what does he want?
"Amy?" I heard a voice behind me. Who was it now? I turned around carefully and breathed out when I saw that it was Liam.
"Hi Liam, what are you doing here?" I said and smiled.
"You were gone so long so I thought that I would check on you and see if you were fine. But you are so I am gonna go back inside." He said and blushed. How cute?
"Wait Liam, I have to ask you something." I said and he gave me a look that said "anything."
"Why are you alone and not with the other boys?" I asked and looked him in the eyes. I could see that I had found his weakness, his vulnerable spot.
"I just... I like to be by myself." He said and anyone could see that he was lying. I could also see that he didn´t want to talk about it anymore. So I smiled and gave him a hug.
"I know that we don´t know each other so well but if you ever want to talk, I am here." I said and he nodded.
"Thank you, and Amy..." He said and I looked up at him.
"Don´t do anything you regret. All our mistakes follow us until our death and they stay here forever." He said and I got a bit shocked. Does he know my secret? Or does he know about the awful thing I am going to do tonight? No how could he? It was just an advice. It has to be. I tried to smile but it was impossible instead i nodded that we should go back to the party. Then a thought I didn´t want swept true my head, what if Liam is my stalker?
"Chloe, Zayn is over there. Why don´t you go and say hi?" I asked and gave her a blink. She gave me a nervous smile before she walked over to him. The only thing left to do was to convince Summer that this is not a good idea. I walked over to her and she embraced me with a big hug.
"Rosie, let´s go and have a chat." I said and she smiled. Summer will not be happy when I tell her about this. But it´s the right thing to do.
"I will meet you tonight and the rest of you can call me some other time." She said and pointed out a hot guy with brown hair. Then she grabbed my arm and we walked to an empty corner. Well, there was one more person except us there. Liam, the nice and geeky guy I met in the science class before. I wonder why he isn´t with the rest of the boys, I mean he was so nice. I waved to him but then I felt Summer´s angry eyes on me so I stopped.
"Why can´t I wave to him?" I said and Summer looked at me with eyes that practically said "seriously?"
"Well, he isn´t very popular." She said and I have to say I got a bit surprised. I mean all of the other angels were very popular especially Harry and Louis and I had seen Liam hung out with them before. Summer must have mistaken herself.
"But I mean he hangs out with Harry, Zayn and the rest of the boys. He really is nice." I said and Summer laughed. How rude? Why can´t she just listen to me when I say that he is nice?
"I guess that´s only because he is such a good singer and they want him in their band when they start. But just stop think about that and don´t be friends with Liam, we will get a bad reputation. Anyway let´s talk about the plan." She said and her smile got even brighter when she mentioned the plan. But I couldn´t stop think about what Summer had said about the boys. They would never do that. I shuddered, no Summer was totally wrong. She must be. I tried to smile but it was impossible. Everyone here was evil, me, Summer and almost everyone of the angels. No not the angels, I will have to talk to Niall and ask after I have told Summer to quit the plan.
"Yeah, about that..." I started but got interrupted by Summer.
"You are not backing out are you?" She asked and I took a deep breath, this side of her is just awful. I can´t back out, how stupid am I? She would never allow it.
"No I just wonder what the plan is." I said and my fake smile was on again. The weird thing was that I had no idea if it was a fake smile or not? No, it had to be a fake smile. I mean everything I have done was to get rid of this me. I don´t want to be the evil girl. I tried to run but it´s like it follows me around and I can´t do anything to get rid of it. The sweat ran down my cheeks and I had a feeling that I was not looking that sexy right now. But I had turned into the girl I had been before and there was nothing I could do about it. Maybe this was worse than being in prison? Maybe I shouldn´t have run away, maybe it had been a stupid choice? I cannot trust myself with this girl. I will become her again.
"Well it´s pretty simple really. I have told Harry and Louis to do a performance at nine o´clock and just when they are about to step out on the stage there will be a girl, one of my contacts, that will tell Harry that she slept with Louis yesterday. Harry won´t be able to keep it inside so he will talk to Louis about it when they are about to go on stage. What they don´t know is that their microphones are on so everyone will hear it." When I heard the plan it was like I couldn´t breathe, everything got blurry and I had to lean against the wall before it stopped. There was no way I could stop this by myself. I can´t find that one girl and I can´t turn of the microphones because I am pretty sure Summer has that under control and I can´t risk to break her trust. Of course I can stop the party in some way but I don´t know if I want to. Maybe this really is for the best. "Amy, cut the crap and stop being such a coward. This can´t be for the best." I heard the voice again. The voice that´s always right. Maybe I can talk to Summer about it? I don´t think I can stop the party all by myself.
"Well, don´t you think that´s mean?" I said and held my breath, hoping she wouldn´t get mad.
"No I don´t. Amy, think of what they did to you." She said and the scene started to play up in my head. The feeling, I had never been that hurt. Harry and Louis had really broken my heart. This was not too mean, this was revenge and they deserved it. Now I was more sure than ever. No one would know it was me and Summer´s plan wasn´t that bad.
"You are right. Let´s do it." I said and she smiled.
"Now let´s get back to the party. No one can get suspicious." She said and I nodded. Liam was still standing in the corner and I had to stop my legs from going over to him. Summer had always been right, if I wanted to be popular I have to stop being so emotional. When I saw Zayn and Chloe kissing the guilt came streaming over me. Chloe had never been mean to me and this will break her heart. I don´t think she have had so many boyfriends and the fact that one of them was gay might not be the best for her. Suddenly it was hard to breathe again. I have to get some air. I walked through the hallway until I got to the door that led to the fountain. I opened it and tried to keep out the memories from earlier today. The air was cold and my skin got filled with goose pimples. I had no idea it could be this chilly in the beginning of September. But I didn´t care, it was nice to be alone again. Just when I was about to go in, I realized how quiet it really was. The only thing you could hear was the wind blowing and something else... What was it? It almost sounded like someone was here with me, breathing. The fear got up to me again, the stalker? What the hell did he want?
"Hello?" I asked while I felt stupid. Did I really think my stalker would answer?
"You know that in the end your secret will be revealed, just like you are going to reveal a secret today." My heart stopped, how the hell did this guy know everything about me?
"Who are you?" I screamed, but no one answered. This was insane. Who was this guy and what does he want?
"Amy?" I heard a voice behind me. Who was it now? I turned around carefully and breathed out when I saw that it was Liam.
"Hi Liam, what are you doing here?" I said and smiled.
"You were gone so long so I thought that I would check on you and see if you were fine. But you are so I am gonna go back inside." He said and blushed. How cute?
"Wait Liam, I have to ask you something." I said and he gave me a look that said "anything."
"Why are you alone and not with the other boys?" I asked and looked him in the eyes. I could see that I had found his weakness, his vulnerable spot.
"I just... I like to be by myself." He said and anyone could see that he was lying. I could also see that he didn´t want to talk about it anymore. So I smiled and gave him a hug.
"I know that we don´t know each other so well but if you ever want to talk, I am here." I said and he nodded.
"Thank you, and Amy..." He said and I looked up at him.
"Don´t do anything you regret. All our mistakes follow us until our death and they stay here forever." He said and I got a bit shocked. Does he know my secret? Or does he know about the awful thing I am going to do tonight? No how could he? It was just an advice. It has to be. I tried to smile but it was impossible instead i nodded that we should go back to the party. Then a thought I didn´t want swept true my head, what if Liam is my stalker?
Notes
Hello, I am so sorry for not writing yesterday but I have an explanation. I began to type a chapter but then I pressed the wrong button and everything disappeared. After that I did not want to write it again so you get it now instead. I don´t think that I will write one more today but you´ll never know. :) Hope you liked this one/ kisses EDo you think the plan will happen or do you think Amy will stop it?
Do you believe in what Summer said about Liam? And if you do, do you think Liam and Amy will become friends or will Amy listen to Summer?
What do you think Liam meant with the last sentence?
Do you think Liam is Amy´s stalker?
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14