The new start
Chapter thirteen, "Like mom like daughter"
"Honey, are you finished soon?" I heard mums voice from outside. I had just grabbed the first pants I could see and my big pink hoodie. When I thought I was finished I looked into the mirror again. I looked like hell. Even more uglier then before, if that was possible.
"Give me five more minutes, please!" I said and hoped she would agree. I could hear on her voice that she lost patience and believe me mum with no patience left was like a monster.
"Okey, but after that we have to go." She shouted. I was glad it was only me and mum. It was a long time ago it was just us. Dad was always there even if he was like a ghost. I didn´t know why he became like that, all I know is that it happened when I was ten years old. Mum don´t want me to know and I am fine with that. I rushed with the makeup but when I was finished it looked a lot better, then I realized that I didn´t have time for my hair so I just put the mess up like a ball on my head.
"I´m done." I gasped and mum nodded before we left dad inside and walked towards the car. When we jumped in and put on music it actually felt a lot like before. Before I killed someone. Before dad got like he is now. Before mum stopped loving me. Before everything.
"So do you have any plans for your room?" Mum asked.
"Yeah, I have this picture in my head. Are we going to buy something more today? I mean like furniture for the rest of the apartment." I really hoped we would do that because I was tired of sitting on the floor.
"Yes today is the big shopping day." Mum laughed. The laugh rubbed off on me and we started laugh together really loud.
"What´s so funny?" I asked between the attacks.
"I have no idea." Mum answered. We kept laughing for a couple of more minutes until we saw a sigh "shopping center, turn left." Mum turned left and we both stopped laughing. I didn´t know why she stopped but I know too well why I had stopped. For the rest of the minutes left until we got to the shopping center we sat in complete silence and just listened to the music. It would have been nice if I could get the picture of the dead man out of my head. When the car stopped I took a deep breath and gave mum a smile. One of the fake ones of course. Mum gave me one of those back. Then we started walking towards the shopping center and it almost felt like we were in a movie. Maybe it sounds weird but you know when the daughter and mother are like having this big scenes and then one of them falls. Lucky for us no one fell. The shopping center was huge. It was all the shops you could dream of.
"Where do we start?" I asked amazed of how big it was. Mum and I looked around for a while and then we saw a big furniture store.
"What do you say? Should we start there?" Mum asked and without waiting for an answer she started walking towards the store. The shopping mum had taken over.
"Give me five more minutes, please!" I said and hoped she would agree. I could hear on her voice that she lost patience and believe me mum with no patience left was like a monster.
"Okey, but after that we have to go." She shouted. I was glad it was only me and mum. It was a long time ago it was just us. Dad was always there even if he was like a ghost. I didn´t know why he became like that, all I know is that it happened when I was ten years old. Mum don´t want me to know and I am fine with that. I rushed with the makeup but when I was finished it looked a lot better, then I realized that I didn´t have time for my hair so I just put the mess up like a ball on my head.
"I´m done." I gasped and mum nodded before we left dad inside and walked towards the car. When we jumped in and put on music it actually felt a lot like before. Before I killed someone. Before dad got like he is now. Before mum stopped loving me. Before everything.
"So do you have any plans for your room?" Mum asked.
"Yeah, I have this picture in my head. Are we going to buy something more today? I mean like furniture for the rest of the apartment." I really hoped we would do that because I was tired of sitting on the floor.
"Yes today is the big shopping day." Mum laughed. The laugh rubbed off on me and we started laugh together really loud.
"What´s so funny?" I asked between the attacks.
"I have no idea." Mum answered. We kept laughing for a couple of more minutes until we saw a sigh "shopping center, turn left." Mum turned left and we both stopped laughing. I didn´t know why she stopped but I know too well why I had stopped. For the rest of the minutes left until we got to the shopping center we sat in complete silence and just listened to the music. It would have been nice if I could get the picture of the dead man out of my head. When the car stopped I took a deep breath and gave mum a smile. One of the fake ones of course. Mum gave me one of those back. Then we started walking towards the shopping center and it almost felt like we were in a movie. Maybe it sounds weird but you know when the daughter and mother are like having this big scenes and then one of them falls. Lucky for us no one fell. The shopping center was huge. It was all the shops you could dream of.
"Where do we start?" I asked amazed of how big it was. Mum and I looked around for a while and then we saw a big furniture store.
"What do you say? Should we start there?" Mum asked and without waiting for an answer she started walking towards the store. The shopping mum had taken over.
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14