The new start
Chapter twelve, "The design"
When I woke up it felt like I had been hit by a truck. My head was hurting and I barely couldn´t keep my eyes open. The feeling didn´t get better when I looked into the mirror. I had dark circles under my eyes and my face was as red as a tomato. Then I remembered last night. Poor Nate! No his name wasn´t Nate. I am so evil! I couldn´t even remember his name. Now all of the angels probably hated me. I wanted to go to Chloe, no it was more then that. I needed to go to Chloe. With that thought in my mind I got up from the floor and walked out from my door to see if there was some breakfast for me.
"You look tired. What happend last night?" Mum asked.
"Well, nothing. I slept on the floor." It sounded more angry then I wanted but I at the moment I couldn´t care less. I was sick and tired of this whole good girl thing. Amy, remember what you have done. You need to hold it together. It was like this voice in my head was talking to me. But the voice was right. I laughed my fake laugh to show her it was a joke. But I have to say the laugh didn´t sound like a laugh more like a bark or something. But mum didn´t seem to notice. She was in this little world. I wondered if it was the same world I had been in before. Probably not, but it was a nice thought that more people was like me, or like I had been. Amy why is that nice? That damn voice again. To keep it out I started to talk.
"Mum I was thinking I could go to my new friend Chloe today." I thought it would be easy to slip out but I was wrong.
"Not today, we need your help with the furniture and the design of your room." Mum said and I sighed. I really needed to talk to Chloe. Tell her about yesterday. It felt like she was the only one who would understand this whole Nate thing, No now I remember, Niall! His name is Niall. But mum had that look. The look I was so good at giving people. After all I had inherited it from somebody. So I nodded and sat down with her on the floor. Mum gave me a few books full of colors and wallpapers. I started to flip through them. But I didn´t get so far until I saw my dream wallpaper in front of me. It was a white background with blue flowers on. I had seen it in some movies and it was perfect.
"Hey mum, I want this one on one wall and the rest of the walls I want white. Is that okey?" I asked and it was like I could see my whole room in front of me.
"That´s perfect, honey. Now lets go and shop some furniture or what do you say?" I could hear the excitement in her voice. She loved design and stuffs like that.
"Sounds great!" I said and without admitting it I felt a little bit excitement too when I got up from the floor and started to put on some clothes.
"You look tired. What happend last night?" Mum asked.
"Well, nothing. I slept on the floor." It sounded more angry then I wanted but I at the moment I couldn´t care less. I was sick and tired of this whole good girl thing. Amy, remember what you have done. You need to hold it together. It was like this voice in my head was talking to me. But the voice was right. I laughed my fake laugh to show her it was a joke. But I have to say the laugh didn´t sound like a laugh more like a bark or something. But mum didn´t seem to notice. She was in this little world. I wondered if it was the same world I had been in before. Probably not, but it was a nice thought that more people was like me, or like I had been. Amy why is that nice? That damn voice again. To keep it out I started to talk.
"Mum I was thinking I could go to my new friend Chloe today." I thought it would be easy to slip out but I was wrong.
"Not today, we need your help with the furniture and the design of your room." Mum said and I sighed. I really needed to talk to Chloe. Tell her about yesterday. It felt like she was the only one who would understand this whole Nate thing, No now I remember, Niall! His name is Niall. But mum had that look. The look I was so good at giving people. After all I had inherited it from somebody. So I nodded and sat down with her on the floor. Mum gave me a few books full of colors and wallpapers. I started to flip through them. But I didn´t get so far until I saw my dream wallpaper in front of me. It was a white background with blue flowers on. I had seen it in some movies and it was perfect.
"Hey mum, I want this one on one wall and the rest of the walls I want white. Is that okey?" I asked and it was like I could see my whole room in front of me.
"That´s perfect, honey. Now lets go and shop some furniture or what do you say?" I could hear the excitement in her voice. She loved design and stuffs like that.
"Sounds great!" I said and without admitting it I felt a little bit excitement too when I got up from the floor and started to put on some clothes.
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Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14