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To Fall So Deep

A Cry For Help


The door closed behind Nina, and when it did she let it all out. She didn't want to cry in front of Harry, let alone sob with obnoxious hiccups and sniffles. But she was hurt and angry-- mostly hurt at Harry's comment. The one time she actually felt like getting ready; the one time she truly felt like how she did when she still lived in California, would be the same time Harry would give her crap about it. As much as she didn't want to admit it, part of dressing up tonight was to catch Harry's attention. It definitely did, but not in the way she wanted.

Skank, that's all she could hear in her head.

When the tears finally subsided, Nina took some toilet paper and began to gently dab the wet areas around her eyes. Thank God for waterproof mascara, otherwise she'd look like a raccoon. She touched up her eyeliner, and lipgloss before looking one final time in the mirror. She exhaled, and was ready to go back down to the party. She held onto the railing of the stairs, still slightly buzzed.

"Nina!" a group yelled. It was Liam, Niall, Louis, and Zayn. The boys gave her another warm, alcoholic group hug, forcing her to smile. These boys were so damn sweet, that it didn't make sense for Harry to be in the wolf pack with all his attitude.

"You guys smell like alcohol, but I love your hugs," Nina laughed. The boys gave a unison, "aww" and a tighter squeeze.

"Look, we're twinsies!" Zayn declared happily, pointing to the wig on his head. "Call me Veronica!"

Nina laughed, and went back in for a second hug. After what took place in the bathroom a mere ten minutes ago, Nina really needed comfort, and she found it in the crazy drunk boys before her. She waved goodbye to them, and started for the living area where she left Robbie and her friends. She heard some kind of commotion coming from the kitchen, and out of the corner of her eye she saw Jezabelle angrily storming out, and Harry standing in the center drenched in alcohol.

Serves him right, Nina thought. She didn't want to be in this area of the house anymore. Not with Harry there. She didn't even want to think about him. She approached Robbie and kneeled down next to his ear,

"Can we go somewhere else? I need some air."

"Sure, you okay?" Robbie asked, rubbing her shoulder. He was so sweet.

"Not really, I just need to get out of the crowd," Nina explained. Robbie nodded and stood up. He put his arm around Nina.

"Is everything alright, love?" Leina asked, concerned. Even buzzed, she was still maternal as ever.

"Yea, I just need some air. I'll be back. I have my phone," Nina assured, patting her purse. Leina nodded.

"Let us know if you need anything," Elissia stated.

"I will, promise," Nina smiled.

Nina and Robbie walked out of the commotion of the party, and out the front door. Nina breathed in the clean Ashford air, a nice change to the heavy smell of alcohol and weed floating through the house. Robbie held her close, using her as a support as they walked around the block. He was definitely drunk.

"Thanks for coming out to walk with me," Nina said, looking up at Robbie.

"Of course," Robbie smiled. He held her tightly.

"Harry told me not to be with you," Nina blurted out. She wasn't sure if this was the best idea or not, but she was definitely about to find out.

"What? Why not? What did he say?" Robbie seemed a little angered by Nina's words.

"He doesn't think you're right for me," Nina answered.

"And he is? He's just a jealous, low-life shit head," Robbie declared, his grip tightening on Nina. She tried to break free from it, but he was really strong.

"He was a little drunk. He didn't know what he was saying. Please don't call him a low-life shit head," Nina defended. Even she surprised herself.

"Are you defending him now Nina?" Robbie questioned. They stopped walking. They were a couple blocks away from Niall's by now and the thumping music, and loud crowd could barely be heard. They were next to a gate that led to the lake, and private walking trails for those who lived in the neighborhood.

"No, I just… Harry upset me, and he has his opinions, but I don't think you should call him a low-life shit head," Nina opinionated. Robbie towered over her.

"Maybe you, shouldn't be speaking to him," the rage in Robbie slowly built. He grabbed a hold of Nina's arm, he squeezed it.

"Robbie, let go of me. You're hurting my arm," Nina said through gritted teeth. Robbie loosened his grip.

"Sorry love," Robbie breathed. He leaned forward and left a trail of kisses and bites along her neck. She pushed him away.

"Stop, what are you doing? I'm not in the mood right now," Nina declared, annoyance in her tone.

"But you wanted me to come out here with you," Robbie brought up.

"Yea, to talk. Not to do other things… I'm not ready," Nina told him.

"Come on Nina! Live a little, and loosen up. We've been talking for how many weeks now, and we haven't even made out yet?" Robbie's rage was coming back.

"I'm not that type of girl Robbie!"

"I bet you are for Harry!"

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"I see the way you look at that ass wipe-- like you're fucking in love or something. I think you're playing me Nina, even when I've been patient with you. I should've just smashed you when I had the chance. It only takes girls one week tops to conquer, but you Nina, you're a full out obstacle course!"

"You're an asshole," Nina coldly stated, feeling the tears start to form in her eyes again. She turned around and walked back to Niall's. She pulled out her cellphone from her purse, and began texting Leina and Elissia. She was ready to go home. But her plan ceased when her arm was pulled so hard, she fell onto the hard ground.

"Don't walk away from me slut!" Robbie yelled, and slapped her face. Nina whimpered. "Get up!"

"What are you doing? Get the hell away from me!" Nina yelled, holding her arms up defensively.

"I said get up!" Robbie pulled Nina's arms, forcing her to stand up. She was crying, and Robbie slapped her again. "Shut the fuck up, Nina. You make me so angry! I have needs sweetheart, and you aren't giving them to me."

"I. Am. Not. Your. Sweetheart!" Nina screamed through her tears. This earned her another slap on the face, and this time it more stronger. She collided into the gate, her lip bleeding.

"I'll make you," Robbie sneered, evil in his eyes. He picked up Nina, threw her over his shoulder, and opened the gate. He proceeded to run down the concrete stairs towards the small lake.

"Let me go Robbie!" Nina yelled.

"Shut up you little slut!" Robbie demanded, and threw her down behind a small patch of trees, landing on sharp branches.

Nina cried out in pain. She dropped her phone, and as she tired to reach for it, Robbie kicked it off to the side. Nina crawled backwards, trying to get away from him. He laughed at her attempt of escape, and seized her feet, pulling her back. Robbie pushed her down and lied on top of her. He kissed her lips roughly, and Nina turned her head to advert the harsh kisses. He smacked her on her head, and another cry escaped her lips.

"Someone help me!" Nina cried, trying to scream at the top of her lungs but Robbie choked her neck.

"No one's coming for you love," Robbie snickered.

He loosened his grip on Nina's neck and continued to kiss her. He brought his lips to her neck, biting the soft skin. His hand cupped her breasts, squeezing them roughly. Robbie sat up, straddling Nina's petite body. He pulled off her cardigan, and unzipped her top, ripping it off her body, and exposing her bra. Nina attempted to cover her breasts with her arms, but Robbie held them down.

"Please stop, let me go," Nina whimpered, her voice cracking with each word.

"I told you, I have needs," Robbie's nefarious eyes intently stared into Nina's fearful ones, licking his lips as he evilly smirked at her.

Robbie pulled one side of Nina's bra down and kissed her breast, as his hands rubbed up and down her inner thigh. He took three of his fingers and forced them into her. Nina cried, continuing to plead with him. Robbie was completely saturated with evil, and only laughed at her pleas. His fingers grabbed at her panties, and pulled them down to her ankles. He unbuckled his pants, and pulled them down with his boxers. His penis was hard, and ready to be inserted into the vulnerable girl before him. Nina's cries and pleads slowly diminished, for she had given up.

Her mind was in a tailspin; an unbreakable trance.

Nina and Robbie were behind trees, bushes and other vegetation. It was so late, and no one would be outside taking a walk, let alone spending time at the lake. The houses around were silent, no light coming from any of the windows. It was just her, Robbie, and her broken state of mind.

She hoped that after Robbie did his evil deed, that he would just kill her. Then maybe she could rest in peace, and finally be reunited with her mother. She thought about her father, and hoped he would win the election. Then her mind drifted to Corrine, and how she was a great partner for her dad, and a step-mom for Kathleen… Kathleen. Just thinking about her beautiful, positive sister brought more tears to her eyes.

Robbie's penis grazed the outside of Nina's vagina. She held her breath, and closed her eyes, convinced of what was sure to come next-- but it didn't. Robbie suddenly tensed up. He looked around, and his eyes landed on a shimmering light that came through the branches of the trees. There was shouting not too far from them.

"Nina!" the shouts echoed through the air.

"Nina! Where are you?" the shouts continued. The gate creaked open, and footsteps could be heard coming down the concrete steps. Bright lights scanned the area.

"Nina! Can you hear me?" someone shouted.

"I'm here," Nina called out, barely audible. Her throat was dry, she was tired, and in so much pain. Scared of getting caught, Robbie quickly stood, pulling his pants up. Not even bothering to buckle it all the way, he held onto them and ran away, leaving Nina helpless on the cold ground. She heard shuffling of leaves, and branches cracking.

"Hey, what's that light?" a voice asked. The shuffling got closer, and closer.

Over here, I'm here. Please help me, Nina thought.

Her eyes rolled back into her head, and her eyelids closed tight. Her mind wandered, and before loosing consciousness altogether, the last thing ringing in her ears was a gasp,

"Nina!"

Notes

Alright, so this chapter was definitely one of the more harder chapters to write. I had never written a rape / attempted rape scene before, so there was definitely a lot of re-writing in this chapter... a lot of changing words, and even deciding if I wanted to use the word "dick" or "penis." At the end of the day, this is supposed to be an ugly moment in Nina's life-- not a hot / passionate sex scene. Any who, I hope no one was offended while reading it, and I hope it wasn't anything triggering for anyone. Thanks so much for taking the time to read this story, it means a lot. Again, broken record time, feedback, subscribe, vote up, and recommend to your friends. I'll see ya guys tomorrow with chapter 18!!

Thanks,

-Erica Jaine <3

Comments

OMG ARE YOU FILIPINO TOO?!

Infinite Love Infinite Love
10/12/14

Pleasee continueee!!! Howw cann doo thiss to uss!! Firstt youu kill Gemm!! Then Nialler!!! Andd noww Ninaa?!!! Andd i'vee been thinkingg thatt Harry died too,, i mean, the last sentence makes it seem like itt!!!!! Pleasee gurrlllll PLEEEEASEE postt the epilougeee iff you dont want me to die with thosee three (four in mi opinion) beautiesss!!!!!! Ii lovee the storiii andd argggg i wantt, i mean, i NEED to noww whatt happens!!!! Luvv yaa

Tommo_Be_Like Tommo_Be_Like
8/12/14

@ThatRandomUnicorn Haha nonliteral murder is what my stories are here for! Yass, Jezabelle has major issues that she totally needs to handle. Thank you again for reading and sticking with this story for such a long time! I seriously appreciate it!!

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ericajaine ericajaine
8/6/14

@Ray_Haque THANK YOU UBER MUCH!! <3333

ericajaine ericajaine
8/6/14

Commenting is the least I can do to tell you how much I love and appreciate your story, and it doesn't take too much time to do so, so I figure why not comment? But oh my gosh, I cannot believe that was the last chapter and all that's left is an epilogue. And this chapter just… I think it slightly killed me - more than you already nonliterally have that is - when you killed her off and then with Harry and everything. And freaking Jezabelle… Don't even get me started on how much I want to murder that bitch right now. The chapter is written beautifully nonetheless, and I can't wait for the epilogue. xx