Stupid With Love
Worried thoughts
Niall P.O.V
He was the picture of perfection as he slept. His hair flopped into one of his eyes and he had a slight smile on his face, as if he was having the happiest dream. I wish I could see it with him, to see the thing that was starting to put a smile on his face. I wish I knew the ways to make him happy. Lately he was so distant, he wouldn’t talk to me and I felt helpless. I plan to ask him about it, later though. For now I opted to laying my head against his chest and falling back into a dreamless sleep. I awoke with a start as my alarm blared at me, my arm flailed only to find a cold, empty space beside me. I sat up straight in my bed searching my room for Liam. My eyes landed on a small folded piece of paper on the pillow beside me, the word ‘Niall’ written in messy scrawl across the front.
Niall,
As much as I wanted to wake up next to you we have a early flight to Australia in the morning and I couldn’t risk one of the boys finding out about us when they come to wake you up. See you soon, Babe. Liam x
My worry subsided as I read the note, Liam wasn’t avoiding me, and he wasn’t ashamed. We were going to tell the boys about us soon, but after the hype of the new album died down a bit and we are out of the spotlight. Then it wouldn’t seem like such a big deal and we would be free to be with each other without the worry of being caught out.
I got out of bed and headed into the shower getting ready for the long flight to Australia to continue the World Tour. It was getting tiring, but god was it ever worth it. I let the water run over my skin to wake me up, I started to think about the thoughts I had last night and as quickly as my worry had subsided it came rearing back. What if the boys don’t approve of us? What if me and Liam break up? What will happen to the band? Will we still be able to go on singing together or will we never be able to be comfortable around each other again? Our relationship or whatever it was could affect the band as a whole in so many ways. But I’m determined to make me and Liam work. I step out of the shower, get dressed and hurry downstairs to meet the boys for breakfast before the flight.
He was the picture of perfection as he slept. His hair flopped into one of his eyes and he had a slight smile on his face, as if he was having the happiest dream. I wish I could see it with him, to see the thing that was starting to put a smile on his face. I wish I knew the ways to make him happy. Lately he was so distant, he wouldn’t talk to me and I felt helpless. I plan to ask him about it, later though. For now I opted to laying my head against his chest and falling back into a dreamless sleep. I awoke with a start as my alarm blared at me, my arm flailed only to find a cold, empty space beside me. I sat up straight in my bed searching my room for Liam. My eyes landed on a small folded piece of paper on the pillow beside me, the word ‘Niall’ written in messy scrawl across the front.
Niall,
As much as I wanted to wake up next to you we have a early flight to Australia in the morning and I couldn’t risk one of the boys finding out about us when they come to wake you up. See you soon, Babe. Liam x
My worry subsided as I read the note, Liam wasn’t avoiding me, and he wasn’t ashamed. We were going to tell the boys about us soon, but after the hype of the new album died down a bit and we are out of the spotlight. Then it wouldn’t seem like such a big deal and we would be free to be with each other without the worry of being caught out.
I got out of bed and headed into the shower getting ready for the long flight to Australia to continue the World Tour. It was getting tiring, but god was it ever worth it. I let the water run over my skin to wake me up, I started to think about the thoughts I had last night and as quickly as my worry had subsided it came rearing back. What if the boys don’t approve of us? What if me and Liam break up? What will happen to the band? Will we still be able to go on singing together or will we never be able to be comfortable around each other again? Our relationship or whatever it was could affect the band as a whole in so many ways. But I’m determined to make me and Liam work. I step out of the shower, get dressed and hurry downstairs to meet the boys for breakfast before the flight.
@Liam_is_HOT
Both narry and niam, I tend to lean a bit more towards narry though.
1/7/15