She's Not Afraid
Chapter 34
Charlotte's POV:
I arrive back at the apartment as Louis passes me on me on the way in, he explains that he needs to go to the recording studio and needs the car keys. I hand them to him, pecking his cheek with a kiss and waving goodbye.
As I walk back inside, I sit down on the living room couch. Crisscrossing my legs and hugging a pillow to my chest as I peel open the note. Anxiously my eyes begin to scan his neat handwriting.
**I really wish I could say this to your face, but I figure this is easier. Look Charlotte... babe.. You need to understand that my feelings for you aren't easy and seeing you being so happy with Louis really bothers me. If you were in my shoes, you'd understand. I see the way he looks at you- I know he's your boyfriend but whats going to happen to us? Don't you understand I need you and you need me too. I know it. Charlotte I..I... think i'm in love with you.**
My heartbeat thunders as I let the note slip from my hands, his words repeating in my head. "I won't let go harry," I say quietly to myself, responding to what he said earlier. Before picking up my cellphone and dialing his number.
When harry answers, I don't let him speak, I simply just say " I read your note harry, I won't let go, I promise."
"Charlotte I-"
"Shh.. please harry don't say it."
"I was just going to say, I miss you, and I wish you'd see more often."
"I know.. but we can't," I can tell harry is taken back by my words with the sudden change of his breathing "You know we can't harry.. wanna know why?"
"Why?" He asks
"Because I think I feel the same way." I say, gulping back the lump in my throat, I hope he knows what I mean, I don't want to give him time to respond to find out. Instead I hand up the phone and set it on the table, laying down on my side, cuddling with the pillow.
I arrive back at the apartment as Louis passes me on me on the way in, he explains that he needs to go to the recording studio and needs the car keys. I hand them to him, pecking his cheek with a kiss and waving goodbye.
As I walk back inside, I sit down on the living room couch. Crisscrossing my legs and hugging a pillow to my chest as I peel open the note. Anxiously my eyes begin to scan his neat handwriting.
**I really wish I could say this to your face, but I figure this is easier. Look Charlotte... babe.. You need to understand that my feelings for you aren't easy and seeing you being so happy with Louis really bothers me. If you were in my shoes, you'd understand. I see the way he looks at you- I know he's your boyfriend but whats going to happen to us? Don't you understand I need you and you need me too. I know it. Charlotte I..I... think i'm in love with you.**
My heartbeat thunders as I let the note slip from my hands, his words repeating in my head. "I won't let go harry," I say quietly to myself, responding to what he said earlier. Before picking up my cellphone and dialing his number.
When harry answers, I don't let him speak, I simply just say " I read your note harry, I won't let go, I promise."
"Charlotte I-"
"Shh.. please harry don't say it."
"I was just going to say, I miss you, and I wish you'd see more often."
"I know.. but we can't," I can tell harry is taken back by my words with the sudden change of his breathing "You know we can't harry.. wanna know why?"
"Why?" He asks
"Because I think I feel the same way." I say, gulping back the lump in my throat, I hope he knows what I mean, I don't want to give him time to respond to find out. Instead I hand up the phone and set it on the table, laying down on my side, cuddling with the pillow.
Notes
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