She's Not Afraid
Chapter 33
Charlotte's POV:
My head laid restlessly on Louis's shoulder, the thick fog of the snow outside covering my window and allowing very little sunshine through.
I knew it was cold, I could feel it on my feet, but other that my entire body was warm against Louis. His arms were wrapped around me and he kept that soundlessly breathing through his mouth. I almost couldn't believe he was mine.
I rose my hand, slowly to trace the outline of his eyes. I then moved my fingers to his cheek; his skin was so soft for a guy. He was too handsome for me. Slowly I touched his lips and remembered how he kissed me last night, just the thought brought a smile to my lips.
"And I was right, you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
My smile grew wider and then I felt Louis's lips grin under my fingers. Oh crap, I've been caught. Before my hand could move from his lips, his hand caught it, and he gave my fingers a small kiss.
"Good morning, love." He whispered, his voice was raspy, husky, and completely hot. As if the adorable morning kiss he just gave my hand wasn't enough to bring my knees he just had to do that.
"Morning," I flushed, staring in to in captivating blue eyes, nibbling on my bottom lip.
A sudden burst through our bedroom door, caused us both to jerk our heads to find harry stands there holding his forehead with his eyes closed.
"Can someone please tell me what the hell happened last night?" he asked before opening his eyes and seeing that louis and I were clearly 'busy', being all lovey dovey, way to kill the mood harry.
"Shit, sorry, I-I- umm just will leave you two alone." harry said quickly, shutting the door behind him with a thud.
Louis bursts out in to hysterics. I look at his questionably, what was so funny about that?
"I-I umm," he mocks harry, before I give him a deadly look. "Awwh come on, i'm just joking, lighten up babe."
"It's not funny Lou." I say wiggling out of his grasp, slipping out of bed, and walking out the door.
When I leave I hear him say, "C'mon back baby." I Ignore him, groaning. feeling the need to be defensive over harry, due to Louis's rude sense of humor.
I walked downstairs and saw someone sitting on the couch. I stopped as I got to the bottom of the stairs. Harry Styles sat on my couch, flipping through a photo albums of us, back when we were together. I wanted to run from the room, but he looked up and saw me.
“Charlotte,” he breathed. He walked over to where I stood, frozen on the last stair. "Can you please take me back home."
"Yea sure let me umm- just get my keys." I say speeding past him towards the front door, grabbing louis's car keys from the hook, and putting on my slippers.
"So how is everything?" Harry asks clearing his throat, as he opens the door for me. I countine walking to the car before thinking of an anwser.
"I'm fine, everything's good." I reply bluntly, shaking my head at my vague anwser, and sit down drivers seat, igniting the engine and driving off.
We drove down the highway, not really talking after that, but the silence was soothing and familiar. Harry had his arm draped around my shoulders and the radio was on.
I looked over at him, and saw how perfect he was in his dark blue cable sweater and sun glasses. He must’ve felt my gaze on him, because he turned to me, a slow smile appearing on his lips.
“You should keep your eyes on the road, love.” He winked cheekily.
"Sorry," I flush, my cheeks burning, mentally slapping myself right now.
"I really have no idea what happened last night, I'm sorry for any trouble I may have caused."
"Oh no, your okay, I was just glad to see yo-," I stop myself, shaking my head again, I really need to keep my mouth shut for now on.
"How are you?" I ask, changing the subject quickly, before he can ask any further questions about the stupid thing that just fell from my mouth.
"Fine. I just umm- am adjusting." He says quietly, the mood in the atmosphere suddenly changing. I take a deep breath, exhaling slowly, before gulping and opening my mouth to speak.
"I'm sorry about the morning, you weren't suppose to see that.." I trail off, biting my bottom lip hard.
"No there's no need to apologize, I just now get the it"
I don't respond for a moment, as I pull up in front of the apartment, turning off the car and looking into harry's sad eyes.
"and that is?"
"Your already moving on," Harry says simply, though tears are evident in his eyes, " but please promise me Charlotte whatever you do, don't forget about us, Don't let me go..."
I don't say a word, and just nod, seeing a escaped tear roll down his cheek. I watch him wipe it away, and pull out a folded piece of paper. Before I can ask him what it is, he leaves the car, not even saying goodbye.
My head laid restlessly on Louis's shoulder, the thick fog of the snow outside covering my window and allowing very little sunshine through.
I knew it was cold, I could feel it on my feet, but other that my entire body was warm against Louis. His arms were wrapped around me and he kept that soundlessly breathing through his mouth. I almost couldn't believe he was mine.
I rose my hand, slowly to trace the outline of his eyes. I then moved my fingers to his cheek; his skin was so soft for a guy. He was too handsome for me. Slowly I touched his lips and remembered how he kissed me last night, just the thought brought a smile to my lips.
"And I was right, you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
My smile grew wider and then I felt Louis's lips grin under my fingers. Oh crap, I've been caught. Before my hand could move from his lips, his hand caught it, and he gave my fingers a small kiss.
"Good morning, love." He whispered, his voice was raspy, husky, and completely hot. As if the adorable morning kiss he just gave my hand wasn't enough to bring my knees he just had to do that.
"Morning," I flushed, staring in to in captivating blue eyes, nibbling on my bottom lip.
A sudden burst through our bedroom door, caused us both to jerk our heads to find harry stands there holding his forehead with his eyes closed.
"Can someone please tell me what the hell happened last night?" he asked before opening his eyes and seeing that louis and I were clearly 'busy', being all lovey dovey, way to kill the mood harry.
"Shit, sorry, I-I- umm just will leave you two alone." harry said quickly, shutting the door behind him with a thud.
Louis bursts out in to hysterics. I look at his questionably, what was so funny about that?
"I-I umm," he mocks harry, before I give him a deadly look. "Awwh come on, i'm just joking, lighten up babe."
"It's not funny Lou." I say wiggling out of his grasp, slipping out of bed, and walking out the door.
When I leave I hear him say, "C'mon back baby." I Ignore him, groaning. feeling the need to be defensive over harry, due to Louis's rude sense of humor.
I walked downstairs and saw someone sitting on the couch. I stopped as I got to the bottom of the stairs. Harry Styles sat on my couch, flipping through a photo albums of us, back when we were together. I wanted to run from the room, but he looked up and saw me.
“Charlotte,” he breathed. He walked over to where I stood, frozen on the last stair. "Can you please take me back home."
"Yea sure let me umm- just get my keys." I say speeding past him towards the front door, grabbing louis's car keys from the hook, and putting on my slippers.
"So how is everything?" Harry asks clearing his throat, as he opens the door for me. I countine walking to the car before thinking of an anwser.
"I'm fine, everything's good." I reply bluntly, shaking my head at my vague anwser, and sit down drivers seat, igniting the engine and driving off.
We drove down the highway, not really talking after that, but the silence was soothing and familiar. Harry had his arm draped around my shoulders and the radio was on.
I looked over at him, and saw how perfect he was in his dark blue cable sweater and sun glasses. He must’ve felt my gaze on him, because he turned to me, a slow smile appearing on his lips.
“You should keep your eyes on the road, love.” He winked cheekily.
"Sorry," I flush, my cheeks burning, mentally slapping myself right now.
"I really have no idea what happened last night, I'm sorry for any trouble I may have caused."
"Oh no, your okay, I was just glad to see yo-," I stop myself, shaking my head again, I really need to keep my mouth shut for now on.
"How are you?" I ask, changing the subject quickly, before he can ask any further questions about the stupid thing that just fell from my mouth.
"Fine. I just umm- am adjusting." He says quietly, the mood in the atmosphere suddenly changing. I take a deep breath, exhaling slowly, before gulping and opening my mouth to speak.
"I'm sorry about the morning, you weren't suppose to see that.." I trail off, biting my bottom lip hard.
"No there's no need to apologize, I just now get the it"
I don't respond for a moment, as I pull up in front of the apartment, turning off the car and looking into harry's sad eyes.
"and that is?"
"Your already moving on," Harry says simply, though tears are evident in his eyes, " but please promise me Charlotte whatever you do, don't forget about us, Don't let me go..."
I don't say a word, and just nod, seeing a escaped tear roll down his cheek. I watch him wipe it away, and pull out a folded piece of paper. Before I can ask him what it is, he leaves the car, not even saying goodbye.
Notes
Ooohh. Wonder what the note is going to say? ;) Though there was only 2 updates yesterday, I figure ill do two today too. Let's see how long I can keep this up, i'm pretty proud of myself so far. So what'd you think of the chapter, not mention the chapter name is a 'spaces' lyric. gahh. Anyways stay tuned for the next update. (Lol that sounded better in my head.)PLEASE COMMENT, VOTE, SUBSCRIBE, RATE!
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1/11/15