
Falling
Chapter 32
“Alright, Mum...yeah we probably have to work on that presentation the whole night”, I spoke into my phone as Harry started to kiss my neck.
“I will...mmmhh...okay I have to go.” I couldn`t think clearly anymore. I threw the phone away and turned and Harrys` lips found mine.
He slipped his tongue over my lips and I let him inside me. He laid me down on his bed and started to pull my shirt up, while I kissed his collarbones. I opened his seatbelt and he smiled under my kiss.
“Does it work?”, he whispered cheeky.
I started to pull his pants down and started to kiss all his tattoos. I breathed against his skin, while I asked: “Does what work?” He moaned.
“The being naked part.” I laughed before I got back to his face. I giggled and bit my under lip.
“Works for me” and with that I crushed my lips into his. Damn it, why is he such a good kisser?, I caught myself thinking. He started to leave a hot line of them on my neck over my stomach down to my lap and I groaned.
He was good at what he was doing...he was doing good and I sucked. At school and with lying. I told myself to get back into the make-out session, but my head was distracted.
I suddenly felt the world on my shoulders again and I tightened up. I felt horrible, just like I did for the whole week. I wanted sex with Harry, but not like that. Dishonest and sad.
I started cyring.
Oh my god I couldn`t believe that the tears were really running over my face. I sent the completely wrong signals to Harry. He looked up as he felt me shaking under the tears.
“What`s wrong?”, he asked panicky. “Have I done something wrong?” He held my face in his warm and big hands.
I couldn`t say something, so I just nodded my head. His eyes were worried, looking at me and I started to sob.
“Hey, hey”, he whispered and pulled me in a tight hug. He let me weep until I caught myself again. I breathed in the same tempo his heart raced under my hand.
“I...am...sorry”, I squeezed out with a pressed voice.
“What happened, Clary? You really scare me”, he breathed into my ear.
“I love you and I hate lying to you. I mean...”, I stopped for a second, “you`re the only person I feel I could tell everything, but I can`t and that sucks!” He sat up and made me look at him that way.
“Clary, what the hell is wrong? What can`t you tell me? Please, just include me to your thoughts!” He looked really scared and that was the moment I couldn`t hold it in anymore. So, I did.
I told him.
“Taylor is pregnant and it`s so frightening. I don`t know how to act around her to make it easier for her, when all I can think is: You were so stupid and naive! Had you only used protection then you wouldn`t have to deal with this shit now! But I can`t let her know because she`s already feeling bad without me telling her the painful truth and this sucks!”
I didn`t took a breath between the sentences, but after that I shut up. Harry was starring at me, blinking in disbelief.
“She`s pregnant?”, he whispered. I sadly closed my eyes and nodded. I waited for an reply like that, but Harry kept quiet.
“Does Connor know?”, he questioned finally. I opened my eyes and glared into his beautiful green eyes before I shook my head slowly.
“I have to tell him”, Harry said decided.
“You can`t tell...”, but before I could finish my sentence the door opened. I tried panicky to cover my chest since I only wore my bra.
I expected Harrys` Mum to come in, but it was worse than his Mum, catching us having sex.
Connor looked at us with a shocked and pale face.
“Taylor is pregnant?”, he asked with a shaking voice. Fuck.
Notes
Hey you all! I wrote like the next 5 chapters today, haha. :)Stay tuned to find out what`ll happen next.
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12/18/13