Falling
Chapter 31
Song for the chapter: Jason Reeves - Save my heart
I looked out in the pouring rain and sighed deeply.
The weather hadn`t been the only thing, which had changed since I moved to Holmes Chapel. In never had big secrets since I felt like I`m the worst liar in history, but that fact changed.
I wasn`t telling my Mum that I was already sleeping with Harry. I hadn`t even told her about him before we did the first time.
We always had been really close to each other, but now I felt like we were drifting more and more apart.
And then there was Taylor and the pregnancy. Sometimes the urge to talk with Harry about the messy situation went so huge that I had to turn my phone off to make sure I wouldn`t text or call him.
Neither him or Connor had figured the smallest thought about it, even though Taylor was hanging over the toilet bowl every first break.
She was eating the weirdest food combinations and Simon and me were nearly at the point to puke over the things she was eating all together. But the straight male fraction? Nothing, not even the smallest notion.
Another thing, which was lying on my heart was the fact that I had blown up all of the last four tests in school. I was average good in Germany and I sucked in England.
I had to get myself concentrated in the important things in life again! Ugh. A chemistry test didn`t seemed to be the real life, when your best friend was expecting a baby and your boyfriend nearly died in a car accident.
Speaking of the perfect boyfriend.
“Hey, lovely”, Harry said and handled me my coffee before kissing my cheek and sitting down on the opposite site of the bench at my table.
I had taken the bus to get to the time – out to be able to study a little bit while drinking coffee and staring over at Harry now and then.
“You`re okay?”, he asked and lend over the table to bring his face closer to mine.
“I`m just exhausted from the day. All I wanna do right now is sleep”, I said yawning.
He stood up and came over to me, making me slip so he could cuddle me in a hug. I moaned thankfully and rested my head on his shoulder blade.
“You sure that`s all?”, Harry asked while he started to move his hand up and down my back.
“What do you mean?”, I looked up to him. He raised his shoulders, causing me to giggle since my head moved with them.
“You seem so tired and worried lately. And your pretty little forehead”, he added and placed a small kiss on it, “is always frowned like you were in deep thoughts. You know you can tell me, whatever it is, right?”
My heart started to race faster. I wanted to tell him so badly because I knew he would try to help me with the situation and he would come up with an amazing idea how to handle it better, but I promised Taylor and I never broke promises on purpose.
“I´m just tired and I feel horrible like I have no direction I can follow”, I said quietly. My head hurted like hell and I wanted to cry.
“Hey. Just let everything go and while you do that, I`ll be here. We can stay in bed the whole weekend”, he said and I had to smile.
The idea of us two being in bed the whole weekend sounded good. But I had thought that reality wouldn`t let us.
“I loved too, honestly I think there is not a thing I want to do more, but Harry you have to work and Christmas is coming up, so my Mum wanted to make horrible Christmas pictures for greeting cards”, I whined.
Harry laughed: “With antlers and Christmas hats?” I had to giggle too.
“She insists on it!” We both had to laugh even harder and it felt so good to let got of my worries for some minutes.
“Harry! Stop being flirty and help at the counter!”, Diane shouted.
“She caught me! I thought I come over to check out this hot blonde chick over here and be just my cheeky self”, he said while he stood up.
I looked at him with a crooked smile.
“Well...”, I implied him to come closer, “I think it worked”, I said into his ear. He raised his eyebrows in faked surprised.
“Oh, it did? And I didn`t even pulled my naked bonus yet”, he grinned before I kissed him passionate.
“I wish you could do that tonight”, I whispered sadly.
“Just stay with me”, he replied.
“My Mum...”
“You tell her you stay over at Taylors` place”, he said. I thought about that for some seconds.
“Okay”, I gave in.
Damn it! I wanted to be a good girl again and study industrious for school. Now I had just decided to lie to my Mum again and stay the night at my boyfriends` place. Great start, Clary! , I thought to myself. Great start.
I looked out in the pouring rain and sighed deeply.
The weather hadn`t been the only thing, which had changed since I moved to Holmes Chapel. In never had big secrets since I felt like I`m the worst liar in history, but that fact changed.
I wasn`t telling my Mum that I was already sleeping with Harry. I hadn`t even told her about him before we did the first time.
We always had been really close to each other, but now I felt like we were drifting more and more apart.
And then there was Taylor and the pregnancy. Sometimes the urge to talk with Harry about the messy situation went so huge that I had to turn my phone off to make sure I wouldn`t text or call him.
Neither him or Connor had figured the smallest thought about it, even though Taylor was hanging over the toilet bowl every first break.
She was eating the weirdest food combinations and Simon and me were nearly at the point to puke over the things she was eating all together. But the straight male fraction? Nothing, not even the smallest notion.
Another thing, which was lying on my heart was the fact that I had blown up all of the last four tests in school. I was average good in Germany and I sucked in England.
I had to get myself concentrated in the important things in life again! Ugh. A chemistry test didn`t seemed to be the real life, when your best friend was expecting a baby and your boyfriend nearly died in a car accident.
Speaking of the perfect boyfriend.
“Hey, lovely”, Harry said and handled me my coffee before kissing my cheek and sitting down on the opposite site of the bench at my table.
I had taken the bus to get to the time – out to be able to study a little bit while drinking coffee and staring over at Harry now and then.
“You`re okay?”, he asked and lend over the table to bring his face closer to mine.
“I`m just exhausted from the day. All I wanna do right now is sleep”, I said yawning.
He stood up and came over to me, making me slip so he could cuddle me in a hug. I moaned thankfully and rested my head on his shoulder blade.
“You sure that`s all?”, Harry asked while he started to move his hand up and down my back.
“What do you mean?”, I looked up to him. He raised his shoulders, causing me to giggle since my head moved with them.
“You seem so tired and worried lately. And your pretty little forehead”, he added and placed a small kiss on it, “is always frowned like you were in deep thoughts. You know you can tell me, whatever it is, right?”
My heart started to race faster. I wanted to tell him so badly because I knew he would try to help me with the situation and he would come up with an amazing idea how to handle it better, but I promised Taylor and I never broke promises on purpose.
“I´m just tired and I feel horrible like I have no direction I can follow”, I said quietly. My head hurted like hell and I wanted to cry.
“Hey. Just let everything go and while you do that, I`ll be here. We can stay in bed the whole weekend”, he said and I had to smile.
The idea of us two being in bed the whole weekend sounded good. But I had thought that reality wouldn`t let us.
“I loved too, honestly I think there is not a thing I want to do more, but Harry you have to work and Christmas is coming up, so my Mum wanted to make horrible Christmas pictures for greeting cards”, I whined.
Harry laughed: “With antlers and Christmas hats?” I had to giggle too.
“She insists on it!” We both had to laugh even harder and it felt so good to let got of my worries for some minutes.
“Harry! Stop being flirty and help at the counter!”, Diane shouted.
“She caught me! I thought I come over to check out this hot blonde chick over here and be just my cheeky self”, he said while he stood up.
I looked at him with a crooked smile.
“Well...”, I implied him to come closer, “I think it worked”, I said into his ear. He raised his eyebrows in faked surprised.
“Oh, it did? And I didn`t even pulled my naked bonus yet”, he grinned before I kissed him passionate.
“I wish you could do that tonight”, I whispered sadly.
“Just stay with me”, he replied.
“My Mum...”
“You tell her you stay over at Taylors` place”, he said. I thought about that for some seconds.
“Okay”, I gave in.
Damn it! I wanted to be a good girl again and study industrious for school. Now I had just decided to lie to my Mum again and stay the night at my boyfriends` place. Great start, Clary! , I thought to myself. Great start.
Notes
Heyho. Decided to upload another chapter since the other was so short and shitty. :/I wrote like the tree next ones today, so I can promise it`ll be exciting. Stay tuned!
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12/18/13