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Behind Closed Doors {Larry Stylinson}

Chapter 1


"Hazz, please, just hear me out!"

I can't even look at him right now. I'm almost glad that we're about to go on stage; I can't take his pleas for mercy. I don't want to talk about it yet; I need to be mad for a little longer.

"Lou, just leave me alone for a little bit. I can't talk about this right now; We're about to go on."

I shoo him away and try to appear as if I am focused on preparing for the show. In reality, I can't get Louis out of my head. We've been through so much together and I knew that I was over-reacting a little bit but he really hurt me. He knows how much it upsets me to see those pictures when he isn't trying to be convincing, and now he broke our ONE rule. I know that I can't stay mad at him but I want him to see how much it hurts me to see things like that; to know that everyone else is seeing things like that. I bite my bottom lip to stop my emotions from overpowering me when we were minutes away from walking on stage. I already miss his touch; this will be the first show in a long while that I won't give him a kiss for good luck before. I feel like I'm hurting myself more than he is. He looks remorseful and deep down, I know that it meant nothing, but still... I'm the only one he can kiss like that.


"Lou, why this movie? It's shit!"

"Whatever, Hazz. Shut up."

Louis slides the DVD carefully into the player and sits next to me on the couch, about six inches between our hips. I don't really hate Leo's Romeo & Juliet; I just can't admit that and sound like a man. I don't know why I care with Louis, though. He's the only person I can be myself around. We have a few days before our next performance on the X-Factor and it's nice to just relax. While I fast-forward through the commercials, Louis shifts in his spot, trying to get more comfortable. I jokingly place one of my arms on the back of the couch, right behind his shoulders and he cuddles in toward me. I surprise myself when my heart starts to race and my breathing hitches. What is that? Why do I get like this when Louis touches me? I have always pushed thoughts of having any romantic feelings for him out of my head; I'm not gay, alright? I think that I'm just beginning to miss any romantic contact since we've been on the show for a while now. That must be it. But, it doesn't happen with the other lads.

"Hey, press play! I know you don't want to watch this movie but staring at me isn't going
to get you out of it."

I shake my head, snapping myself from my thoughts, and press the play button.
My heartbeat begins to quicken again since he caught me looking at him. He cuddles into me again, his head mostly on my chest now and I feel my pants tighten. What terrible timing. I shifted my legs and pulled at my jeans to distract from the bulge. I reach to the empty side of the couch and pull a blanket toward us, slipping it over me and offering to share.

"Are you cold, Hazz?"

I nod faintly, not really cold. Hot, actually, but I need to cover myself. His arm wrapped across my waist, trying to "warm" me even though I feel my body heat even more than before at his extended contact. I try to control my breathing while he hugs me tightly. He seems to notice that I'm uncomfortably shifting my weight around and looks at me, concern covering his face.

"You alright?"

"Erm... yeah. I..I'm fine."

I force a grin on my face but he doesn't seem convinced. Instead, he pushes me to lay down on the couch and starts to tickle my abdomen, making me scream loudly.

"Lou!!! Stoooo-" I can't stop laughing and even though it's uncontrollable, I do feel happy. Finally, I over-power him and he falls on top of my chest, trying to hold back his laughter as I hold his arms down so he can't continue.

"OKAY! I'm done, I'm done." I release his hands but he doesn't move off of me. I feel his hands stroke my arms lightly, finding their way to my face. What's happening? Whatever it is, his hands feel phenomenal on me so softly. He stares down at me, not making a sound, and glances at my lips, quickly shifting his eyes back to mine. Is he thinking the same thing as me? I want to pull him toward me and just kiss him but I can't risk ruining our friendship. But, what if he feels the same way? I let my hands rest on his back and lightly pull him into me. At this point, there is not way that he has no attraction to me, we've been in this position too long. I decide to risk it all and lift my face to meet his, which is three inches away from mine to begin with. Before pressing my lips to his, I ensure that he doesn't back away at my movement. Instead, he parts his lips and pushes my face back down with his, passionately taking my bottom lip between his. I tighten my grip around his chest and embrace him. After a few seconds, he pulls his face away and I see his shocked face, which mirrors mine. Without saying another word, I grab a fistful of his hair and pull him into me again, kissing him more emotionally than before. He melts into it and I know that he has no objection.

Back to Present Day:

I hear loud cheers as we cross the stage and I smile widely, raising my hand to wave. Louis walks straight across and awkwardly fakes a smile to the audience. I walk toward him as Liam yells to the fans enthusiastically,


More cheers fill the arena and I walk behind Louis, standing directly behind him. I lean my face toward his ear and whisper as softly as I can, without being mute.

"I'll forgive you eventually, you know."

I rest the palm of my hand on the small of his back, which no one can see, and kiss the back of his neck ever so quickly. His eyes follow me as I run to the other side of the stage and I see a sparkle in his eye as he grins brightly.


Hello! So, I am writing this but I really need feedback!!!! This is my first Larry FanFic and really only my second FanFic ever so pleaseeeee comment and rate/subscribe if you like it <3 xx


Love this

Boomelouu Boomelouu

Omg I've been reading ur story for 2 days now trying to get thorough it and it's amazing i love Larry more now then ever before and that was a lot before

#96903 #96903

Omg its 5 a.m. where I live. I've been reading your story all new night. Its AMAZING! You are a brilliant writer. I've fallen in love with Larry... More than I already was lol I hate to stop reading but I should probably get to sleep. I can't wait to finish this story tomorrow and start the other one.

JessStylinson95 JessStylinson95

this should be made into a book !!!

this is the best chapter ever

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