I Should've Kissed You
Chapter Nine ღ
We broke our contact.
“I was waiting to do this since forever” Harry said,
I just stood there silent. He stood back up and we were both on sitting on the sand again, this time I was in front of him. “Harry..” I whisper.
“Oh.” He said disappointed. “for you this was a mistake”
“No!” I instantly say, “just, I don’t know, will this work?”
“I don’t know how to answer your answer Hope” Harry said now taking my hand.
“one thing I know, I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you,”
“Its not that I’m worried about… Harry the fans already hate me, I don’t want them
to hate you for this, I don’t care if they send me hate, but I do care if they send you hate and stuff I don’t want to put you through that..”
“that’s what I should be saying not you.” Harry said “look, I love the fans, I truly do, but if this is in question I’d choose you.”
“Harry..” I say again.
“It looks like you don’t want it as much as me really…”
“Harry..” I say again.
“Quit saying my name!” He raised his voice.
“Well if you get pissed for me saying your name then this wont work!” I shout.
“I’m not pissed” he said lowering his voice. “It’s just, back then you said the same thing,”
“I know, you know how I am, insecure and-”
“Whatever, I understand you don’t want anything, have fun Hope, and happy
birthday”
“Ha-”
“Don’t say my name again, just forget it” he interrupted and left.
Yes, tears were falling down my face, I couldn’t help it, I was horrible with relationships, h o r r i b l e.
“Hey, hey what’s wrong?” a blonde Irish boy asked me.
“Nothing” I say.
“Its clearly something Hope” Niall said kneeling down at me. “Whats wrong?” he asks again.
“Harry” I simply say.
“What did he do?” He said still in a calm voice, I liked that about him he was calm.
“Well we kinda…kissed and-”
“Wait a sec, you kissed?!” He said surprised.
“Yeah, by accident, it just happened” I say, clearing my face and looking at Niall,
he was now sitting in front of me with a really worried expression.
“Then why are you like that? I’ve watched you guys and anyone could see that
you two love each other so deeply, the way you look at each other, I wish I had
that, you would do anything for each other, I mean look where you are right now,
this was all Harry he did it all for you” he said.
“How did you know I was in love with him when I didn’t even know..?”
“You pretended not to know, deep inside you knew Hope”
“Mm-hm” I mumble
“Not what made you feel this way? Was it something he said?” Niall asked, still with
a really calm voice.
“No, it was all I said. I was an idiot, Niall, I said all the wrong things when all I
wanted to say was that I needed him!” I started crying now “the pain I feel inside goes away when im with HIM, it’s always Harry that makes me feel differently, I thought this would hurt me, but not having him is whats making all the hurting” I say.
“He didn’t leave yet, but you better be fast, when Harry doesn’t feel wanted, he leaves” Niall said standing up. I stood up the second he said Harry could leave.
I clear my face and hug Niall tight. “Thank you” I say breaking the hug and starting to run towards where Harry left “SO MCUCH!” I shout.
“YOU’RE WELCOME!” I heard Niall shout.
Ok, Hope calm down, why is my heart racing, WHY?
“C’mon Hope we are gunna sing Happy Birthday!” Lily said and dragged me to the cake, I spotted Niall and lipped ‘HELP!’ he then understood I was talking about
Harry who was leaving, Niall grabbed him and dragged him to where the cake
was.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!” Everybody finished singing “MKE A WISH!” They all said.
There I go closed my eyes and I made a wish. Please just make me and Harry work I say into my mind. I look around for him, he was leaving.
“WAIT!” I shout, this made everyone be quite and stare at me and Harry, somehow he knew I was talking to him. “I was wrong,” I start “I said all the wrong things, I thought I wasn’t ready that maybe it would all turn out, but damnit I love you, I love you so damn much Harry Styles, it hurts not being with you not seeing you smile next to me, I need you right now and-”
“I love you too silly now shush you are embarrassing yourself” he said, interrupting me and kissing me passionately.
We break contact everyone was cheering and that caused my cheeks to turn red.
Harry and I went on a walk around the beach near the water and we finally stopped and sat down, I was sitting with my head on his shoulders.
“I’ve waited a lot to be here in this beach with you like this.” He says.
“Me too” he takes my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine, he was making circles with his thumb on my hand. We sat side by side and we were both looking into the sea. As Niall and Louis approach.
“Look the new love birds how cute, we need a ship for you, hummm. Harpe Smyles” Louis said playing around.
“Not bad” Harry and I say in union.
“Just happy to see you both like that” Niall said.
“Yeah we’re happy too” Harry said smiling at me.
“GO IN THE WATER HAZZA!” Liam shouted.
“Well you heard Liam! go in the water!” I say. “I’ll go with you”
“Fine, if you insist” Harry said winking at me. I was happy, it’s been a while since I was happy.
I was deeply in love and nothing could stop me, Harry and I were Harpe Smyles :) I’d ship them ;)
“I was waiting to do this since forever” Harry said,
I just stood there silent. He stood back up and we were both on sitting on the sand again, this time I was in front of him. “Harry..” I whisper.
“Oh.” He said disappointed. “for you this was a mistake”
“No!” I instantly say, “just, I don’t know, will this work?”
“I don’t know how to answer your answer Hope” Harry said now taking my hand.
“one thing I know, I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you,”
“Its not that I’m worried about… Harry the fans already hate me, I don’t want them
to hate you for this, I don’t care if they send me hate, but I do care if they send you hate and stuff I don’t want to put you through that..”
“that’s what I should be saying not you.” Harry said “look, I love the fans, I truly do, but if this is in question I’d choose you.”
“Harry..” I say again.
“It looks like you don’t want it as much as me really…”
“Harry..” I say again.
“Quit saying my name!” He raised his voice.
“Well if you get pissed for me saying your name then this wont work!” I shout.
“I’m not pissed” he said lowering his voice. “It’s just, back then you said the same thing,”
“I know, you know how I am, insecure and-”
“Whatever, I understand you don’t want anything, have fun Hope, and happy
birthday”
“Ha-”
“Don’t say my name again, just forget it” he interrupted and left.
Yes, tears were falling down my face, I couldn’t help it, I was horrible with relationships, h o r r i b l e.
“Hey, hey what’s wrong?” a blonde Irish boy asked me.
“Nothing” I say.
“Its clearly something Hope” Niall said kneeling down at me. “Whats wrong?” he asks again.
“Harry” I simply say.
“What did he do?” He said still in a calm voice, I liked that about him he was calm.
“Well we kinda…kissed and-”
“Wait a sec, you kissed?!” He said surprised.
“Yeah, by accident, it just happened” I say, clearing my face and looking at Niall,
he was now sitting in front of me with a really worried expression.
“Then why are you like that? I’ve watched you guys and anyone could see that
you two love each other so deeply, the way you look at each other, I wish I had
that, you would do anything for each other, I mean look where you are right now,
this was all Harry he did it all for you” he said.
“How did you know I was in love with him when I didn’t even know..?”
“You pretended not to know, deep inside you knew Hope”
“Mm-hm” I mumble
“Not what made you feel this way? Was it something he said?” Niall asked, still with
a really calm voice.
“No, it was all I said. I was an idiot, Niall, I said all the wrong things when all I
wanted to say was that I needed him!” I started crying now “the pain I feel inside goes away when im with HIM, it’s always Harry that makes me feel differently, I thought this would hurt me, but not having him is whats making all the hurting” I say.
“He didn’t leave yet, but you better be fast, when Harry doesn’t feel wanted, he leaves” Niall said standing up. I stood up the second he said Harry could leave.
I clear my face and hug Niall tight. “Thank you” I say breaking the hug and starting to run towards where Harry left “SO MCUCH!” I shout.
“YOU’RE WELCOME!” I heard Niall shout.
Ok, Hope calm down, why is my heart racing, WHY?
“C’mon Hope we are gunna sing Happy Birthday!” Lily said and dragged me to the cake, I spotted Niall and lipped ‘HELP!’ he then understood I was talking about
Harry who was leaving, Niall grabbed him and dragged him to where the cake
was.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!” Everybody finished singing “MKE A WISH!” They all said.
There I go closed my eyes and I made a wish. Please just make me and Harry work I say into my mind. I look around for him, he was leaving.
“WAIT!” I shout, this made everyone be quite and stare at me and Harry, somehow he knew I was talking to him. “I was wrong,” I start “I said all the wrong things, I thought I wasn’t ready that maybe it would all turn out, but damnit I love you, I love you so damn much Harry Styles, it hurts not being with you not seeing you smile next to me, I need you right now and-”
“I love you too silly now shush you are embarrassing yourself” he said, interrupting me and kissing me passionately.
We break contact everyone was cheering and that caused my cheeks to turn red.
Harry and I went on a walk around the beach near the water and we finally stopped and sat down, I was sitting with my head on his shoulders.
“I’ve waited a lot to be here in this beach with you like this.” He says.
“Me too” he takes my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine, he was making circles with his thumb on my hand. We sat side by side and we were both looking into the sea. As Niall and Louis approach.
“Look the new love birds how cute, we need a ship for you, hummm. Harpe Smyles” Louis said playing around.
“Not bad” Harry and I say in union.
“Just happy to see you both like that” Niall said.
“Yeah we’re happy too” Harry said smiling at me.
“GO IN THE WATER HAZZA!” Liam shouted.
“Well you heard Liam! go in the water!” I say. “I’ll go with you”
“Fine, if you insist” Harry said winking at me. I was happy, it’s been a while since I was happy.
I was deeply in love and nothing could stop me, Harry and I were Harpe Smyles :) I’d ship them ;)
Notes
There you go chapter nine :D I'd ship them :p Harpe Smyles <3(its not read like Hairpe its like Harrpe with like a pirate 'arr' lol ahhha im weird...)
Strawberrylove
xoxo
i'll probs post 10 too :D
7/11/13