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I Should've Kissed You

Chapter Forty-Two ღ (PART II)

I’m glad I wasn’t the only one passing out, Niall and Zayn joined me in my deep sleep. I woke up kind of dizzy. All I could remember was the blood making their way down Eleanor’s legs. I shouldn’t have even thought about it. But I knew, I had seen it before. Paige, happened last year. Anyways I have to get out of here. Only Niall Zayn and I were in the room.

“Shit” I say as I trip falling down the bed. Could I be any clumsier? “Wake up please” I said shaking Niall then Zayn. It took a few minutes until they woke up.

“Finally!” I say as they both open their eyes.

“Wait, where…oh” Zayn said looking around.

“C’mon lets find Eleanor’s room” I said. They looked kind of pale but Eleanor was more important.

We made our way through the hospital and stopped when I saw Harry.

“You’re ok!” he said hugging me and kissing me on the lips.

“Yeah, fine” I said.

“How is she?” I asked.

“Louis is the only one in there, they’re with a baby doctor…” Liam said,

“Oh so you guys don’t know anything?” Niall asked.

“Nope” Harry said.

“Harry…” I say.

“Whats wrong?” he could tell by my tone of voice.

“Remember earlier, when I said that if Eleanor kept up the stress she might have…” I say.

“You never finished the sentence babe you said to forget it” He said. True I did tell him.
Last year, believe it or not, Paige, my cousin she was pregnant, but because her boyfriend left she was under so much stress that one day it was too much… and she had a miscarriage…” I say.

“Y-You don’t think El?” Zayn asked.

“I think she did” I say.

“We don’t know yet guys…” Liam said trying to keep us calm.

Harry pulled me to a private corner. “This could be a good thing” he said.

“I feel the same way, but, Louis was happy, and El was so anxious, I think the baby would’ve brought them closer…” I say.

“He wasn’t ready” he said.

“If we hadn’t come back… then they wouldn’t be under this much stress” I say.

“Nonsense Hope” Harry said holding both my hands.

“I just want this to be over” I sigh and rest my head on his shoulder. Everything was peaceful when we heard a flash.

“Are you serious?” Harry shouted.

“Calm down babe” I said holding him.

“Get out of here!” he shouted as a man with a camera left.

“Those paps should know their line!” he said.

“They’re filthy people” I say. “let’s head back” I said.

Harry nodded and led me to the waiting room. We waited for about one or two hours until Louis came out with Eleanor, she looked gutted so did Louis.

“She still has her belly” Niall whispered in my ear.

“It doesn’t disappear in a blink” I said. He just nodded.

“hey, come here” I said and pulled her to a hug. She was crying her heart out.

“I lost him” she said. I wasn’t sure if she meant Louis or the baby but it was clear when she rubbed her stomach.

I was speechless. “El, let’s go home, w-we’ll talk about it there” I said nervously.

The car ride was silent not even the radio was on, the tension was killing me, but I know that there was nothing I could do. I take my phone out and open twitter. I had a mention from sugarscape. I cautiously open the link and it leads to a article named.

‘Having seconds thoughts about that night’

As I read into the article there is a picture of me crying on Harry’s shoulder and from the point of view it looks like I’m rubbing my stomach—oh my gosh.

There are some rumors about a baby direction! Directioners, watch out for the signs!

I couldn’t help it. I just laughed. I burst out laughing. This was just so ironic. Too ironic. All eyes were on me. I was embarrassed but carefree at the same time.

“I’m sorry.. its all this tension its killing me…” I say embarrassedly.

They all just shot me fake smiles. I sighed and looked out the window to distract myself from this horrible ride. Harry was driving so I didn’t even have him by my side.

We all decided to go to my place so we could meet up with Diamond she stayed there I didn’t want her to come, it was the best. She did stay upset though.

“Di!” I called “we’re home” I shouted. She quickly ran down the stairs and hugged Eleanor then greeted the boys and me.

The boys were all eating a snack and drinking while Di and I were talking to El.

“It was the stress right?” I asked her.

“Yeah, the doctor said” she sighed.

“Sorry I blacked out in the moment you needed me” I say…

“its fine, Louis handled it fine. The boys helped” she said with a fake smile.

“El cut the act, just please be honest” I said.

“It was terrifying. I didn’t know what was happening” she admitted.

“And how are you and Louis?” Diamond asked.

“At the hospital he blamed himself, but I told him that I was stressing not because of him but because I couldn’t take it, so it wasn’t his fault, this brought us closer, and it made us think that in the future we would might want a family” she said.

“Are you thinking of marriage?” I asked curiously and worriedly.

“it was a thought of the moment, we wont be doing it soon, he’s living his life, his dream, he has a lot to think about” she said,.

“You guys really love each other” Diamond said.

“We do, I mean if this didn’t break us, what can?” she said now with a real smile.

“The way he looks at you, with that protective look, that look that says ‘she’s mine and I love her to death’ and its adorable” Diamond said.

“Yeah, I feel it. But don’t you talk young lady, Niall is crazy for you! Every time in interviews he has to say he’s single you can see the spark in his eyes leave in a second!” she laughed.

Diamond blushed and laughed slightly. Then I laughed and we all laughed together.

Harry came in wrapped his arms around my waist and said “I’m glad to see everything is going back to normal” he smiled and kissed the back of my head.

“With time” Diamond said. “With time” Diamond was exchanging looks with Niall all this time, he probably heard what Eleanor said.

“Go to your man sis” I said with a grin. She left and joined Niall on the couch, they shared a huge embrace and cuddled.

“Let’s all join them, yes?” Harry said pointing at an empty couch and a lonely Louis.

Eleanor and I nodded. Things were finally going back to normal, I hope.


here you go lovleys! sorry i havent been updating daily but im having tests now and its crazy studying time so i barely have time to write. anyways i hope you like it! Love you allll. and just to say that this fanfic will probably end at chapters 50ishes...
Carlotaaa <3 xxx


what app did you use to make your cover photo?
Omg!!!!plzz plzz plzz updaattte!!!I want more!!!Aahhh!!!:)xxxx
sory guyz i ddnt have my computer for this week. i need to write chp 52. update tmr probs. love you
ahahah typo lool i meant Portugal :p