"I appreciate the invite to your party I'm sorry I have ignored you recently" Tyler frowned.

I shrugged "It's cool Ty".

"No it isn't, are you free tonight?"

"Yeah I guess why?"

"Sleep round mine like old times" he smiled.

I rolled my eyes "Fine".

He clapped his hands "I've missed you Kate".

"You too" I hugged him.

I may not have forgiven him for how he has acted towards me, but I need a place to get away from Zach, Harry and Liam. I left him with Jess and Louise who I was no longer on speaking terms with, and went and sat with Liam.

"Kate" Liam looked at me questionably.

"Yeah?" I leant on the lunch table.

"Is that your shirt?"

Oh for fucking fuck sake.

"Err no".

"Oh can I ask you something?" he asked.

Oh god "Yeah sure".

"Is that Harry's shirt?" he frowned.

I sighed "I'm not going to lie to you Liam, I stayed round his last night and this morning he let me borrow his shirt".

"Did you..."

"No" I shrieked. "I would never, it wasn't anything like that I promise" to be honest I was a little offended he would think that little of me.

"I don't understand" he looked at me confused.

Zayn, Harry and Louis walked up to the table at that moment. That was our conversation ended, I needed to tell him everything otherwise he would never understand. Liam and Harry both ignored me for the whole of lunch. At the end Liam stormed off, I hit the table in frustration causing the rest of the table to face me.

"You alright?" Zayn asked me.

"Yeah" I smiled looking around for Liam.

"What's up with Liam?" Niall asked.

I shrugged knowing exactly what was wrong with him.

"See you guys later" I smiled before going after him.

I searched around for him until I found him outside sitting on the bench. I sat down next to him and turned to face him crossing my legs.

"My brother Zach went away for a while, and I was going to be evicted if I didn't pay them £10,000. This all happened when me and Harry went out for a meal, and he offered me a deal.

One week with him and then he will give me the money. So I decided to accept the deal and that's how Harry and I happened. Then Zach came back and now he's changed. He's more aggressive than he's ever been and yesterday Harry and he got into a fight because he was looking for me. So Harry didn't want me to go home, and I would have stayed with you but you were away so yeah" I looked down.

"I'm so sorry" he frowned holding my hand.

"And I'm sorry that I've never told you".

"You don't need to apologize, but it's good to finally understand" he kissed me.

It felt nice to finally get it all off my chest and tell him, now no more secrets, and no more lies.
"I admire you do you know that?" he smiled.

"Why?" I asked tilting my head.

"No matter what you go through you are so strong, you somehow hold it together".

"I used to think that, but it's getting harder and I just don't know how much more I can take" I shrugged.

"I will always be there for you no matter what".

"I know" I kissed him and leant my head on his shoulder.

"You excited for your birthday?"

"Yeah I don't think I've ever been so excited" I laughed.

"What you doing tonight?"

"Staying with Tyler" I smiled.

He looked at me confused "Huh?"

"Don't worry he's gay" I laughed.

He smiled "I trust you don't worry".

"Except with Harry" I reminded him.

"Can you blame me?"

I sighed "Not really".

"Anyway I have to go now, but I'll see you tomorrow at 5pm okay?"

"Okay, thank you Liam" I smiled.

He kissed me "I'll get my driver to pick you up from Tyler's" he said before leaving.

Harry sat next to me when Liam was out of site.

"Hey" he smiled.

"Hey" I leant back on the bench.

"You told him?"

"Yeah" I smiled relieved. "No more secrets".

"Good" he patted my knee.

"I thought we had to stay away from each other?" I asked.

"I don't want to stay away from you" he frowned.

I sighed before linking my arm with his "Friends?" I smiled.

"Yeah" he returned the smile rubbing his head on my shoulder.

We sat in silence for a while, I closed my eyes. I didn't care what it looked like with us, we were friends we both knew that.

"Look I've got to go as well, but listen do you want me to get Jack to give you a lift instead of Liam's driver?" he laughed

"Yes please" I laughed.

"I've never really liked her either" Harry smiled.

"You're lucky you have Jack".

He raised his eyebrow causing me to slap him. "Ouch" he moaned.

"You know what that was for" I laughed.

"See you later" he kissed my forehead before leaving me alone.

At this moment I am happy, but this happiness never lasts for long. It's only a matter of time before something fucks up again.

Notes

ughh, still alot to come and goo.

lets just say i was in a hurry for this chap bc i got a math and biology test tomorrow. i will try to update tomorrow promise