Zach called me 5 times that morning, eventually I decided to answer.

"What do you want?" I asked agitated.

"Where the fuck are you?" he moaned.

"Out" I said bluntly.

"Come home" he ordered.

"No, I'm going to school I will see you later" I said before hanging up.

"Who was that?" Liam asked.

"Oh no one important" I smiled before getting ready for school.

We had first lesson together which was a relief, I only felt comfortable when I was with him. Otherwise I felt like everyone was judging me, but what I don't understand is how someone can sit there and judge someone without knowing the whole story. What would they have done if they were in my position?

I sat down with Liam in the corner of the room so we were out of everyone's way. Ashley was talking as loud as possible about her and Harry and how they are dating now. What shocked me is that I didn't care, if he wants to ruin himself because he's too afraid to admit his feelings for me then so be it. We both need to move on and be happy, but the thought of him being happy with someone else hurt me.

Liam trailed his fingers across my leg throughout the lesson, I eyed him suspiciously. He smirked as he continued to do so. I leant my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, my headache has reappeared.

"Aw don't you two look cute" Melissa smiled at us.

I gave her an awkward smile before closing my eyes again.

"I hear it's your birthday this weekend I can't wait for your party" she said excitedly.
I am going to kill Louis. "Oh yeah" I smiled.

I heard Liam's faint laughter beside me so I nudged him in the stomach making him wince. Melissa gave me another smile before she turned back around. Liam gave me a sympathetic look followed by another laugh.

After lesson I went to Mr Daugherty's lesson. Harry was in his usual seat so I had no choice but to sit next to him. Jess glared at me as I walked past her, I guess she hasn't gotten over our 'argument' yet. I sat down in my seat and looked around. Harry looked moody this lesson, I noticed no one approaching him like they usually do. Something must be wrong.
"Are you okay?" I whispered to him.

He looked at me for a second before turning away ignoring me, well fuck you. I nodded my head unsatisfied with his response and got on with my work. Jess turned around to face me, if looks could kill...

"I just want to say that I think what you did to Louise was harsh" she said coldly.

"I did nothing to her" I shrugged.

"You know how much she liked him" she shook her head.

"Look Jess, if you have nothing nice or decent to say to me then I think we should go back to not speaking ok?" I smiled.

She ignored me and turned back around making small groans in frustration. Harry tapped his fingers on his desk as he read a message on his phone, his eyes full of fury. I was really worried but he wouldn't even speak to me, so there was nothing I could do. He rested his phone back on the desk as he put his head between his hands controlling his breathing. I could tell he was angry, and any minute now he would lose it. His phone buzzed again, he took a while before looking at the message. Everything happened so fast from that moment, Harry growled as he pushed everything off his desk. He got up and kicked his desk over before storming out the room. I stared at him in disbelief along with everyone else. I ran after him, I didn't care what anyone thought about me I couldn't leave him like this. I followed him outside on to the field, he chucked his phone on the floor stamping on it hard as he screamed out. I stood back from him allowing him to get it out of his system, I wasn't sure if I was going to make it better or worst. Tears fell from his eyes as he fell to the ground, I couldn't handle it anymore I ran up to him and sat in front of him. He looked up at me and stared at me for a while.

"You need to go" he said coldly.

I ignored him and carried on sitting there, he needed me.

He got angrier the more I ignored him, he stood up and started shouting "What do you not understand, get away from me. I don't want you here, I don't even like you" he spat through his teeth.

I stood up in front of him, I was done taking any of his crap. "That's the best you got?" I shouted.
"Please" he pleaded. "Leave me alone".

"I'm not going anywhere Harry" I shook my head.

"You're just making things worst please I don't want you, how many times do you need to hear that?" he shouted.

"I believe you, but that doesn't mean I'm leaving you. At the end of the day I care about you, and when I care for someone I am there for them" I shrugged.

He huffed "Fuck sake" he shouted.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing everything's fantastic" he said sarcastically.

"Stop it" I said coldly. "What is wrong?" I asked again.

He kicked the grass as he sat back down banging his head on his knees. I searched around for his phone and picked it up. I looked at his recent message, it was from a man called James?
You can ignore all of my texts, all of my calls, but you can't ignore me forever.

"Who is James?" I asked him.

He looked up at me in disgust, he got up taking his phone off me and throwing it again jumping on it making sure it was broke.

"Harry" I shouted. He looked up at me without answering. "Who is he?" I asked again.

"My dad" he looked down.

"Your dad?" I asked stunned. "The one who...?"

"Yes" he interrupted me.

"What does he want?" I asked.

"To see me" he continued to look down.

"And you don't want to see him?"

He shook his head "I don't want him anywhere near me" he said appalled.

"Harry?"

He looked up at me "Yeah?" he asked more calmly.

"What did he do to you?" I asked worried.

He closed his eyes "I don't want to talk about it" he shook his head, more tears appearing down his face.

I closed the distance between us and held his hands in mine. "Tell me".

"I can't" he said, his voice broken.

"Why?" I said not letting go of his hands.

"Because it kills me, having someone give me pity, I just can't have that I'm sorry" he said.
"Pity? Harry I will never give you pity. I know what it's like to lose someone from your life. Nobody looking at you the same because you're the girl who lost her parents" I shrugged.
He frowned "It's not that, I'm glad he's gone" he said bluntly.

"What did he do?" I asked again.

"He, well he..." he couldn't finish his sentence.

"He what?"

He looked at me for a while before answering "He killed my mother" he said.

I brought my hands up to my mouth, tears forming in my eyes. "Harry" was all I could say. The truth was I had nothing to say, nothing anyone could say would make this situation better.
He closed his eyes leaning his head on mine. I wrapped my arms around him pulling him close to me. He froze before giving in and his arms wrapped around me.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I frowned.

"Because it has taken over my life for so long, I didn't want it to ruin us" he shrugged.

"But it did" I shook my head.

He frowned "No it didn't, I did".

I looked down at the ground. He pulled my chin up so I was eye level with him.

"You're a good friend" he smiled.

I smiled back at him, my insides crushing.

"You going to be okay?" I asked changing the subject away from us.

"Yeah" he shrugged.

"Please come to me if you need me" I pleaded.

He frowned "I can't promise that, but I will try".

I nodded before going back to lesson, everyone looked at me awaiting an answer. I gave nothing away and smiled at all of the noisey bastards.

Notes

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alot of you ships karry, so imma bring karry back!wooooow

so i have planned ALOT of drama still... dayuum


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