Today was the day of Ashley's party. The fact I will be in my bra and Harry's boxers mortifies me. Harry's driver picked me up at 6.30pm.

"It's nice to see you again" he smiled at me.

"You too" I nodded my head, I felt bad that I had no idea what his name was... "This is kind of awkward... But I've never thought to ask your name" I shifted in my seat uncomfortably.

"It's Jack" he smiled.

"Ah Jack" I nodded my head satisfied.

"I know Harry can be a pain, but he does like you" he looked at me through the rear-view mirror.

"I'm sick of everyone saying that, if he likes me then why doesn't he tell me that himself?" I asked.

He shrugged "Maybe it's harder for some people than others".

We finally arrived at Harry's, I took a deep breath before getting out the car.

"See you in a bit Kate" Jack smiled.

I waved at him "Later Jack".

I knocked on the door, and Harry opened it. He nodded at me to come in, I saw he was on his phone so I went into the living room.

"I don't care what you are saying it's not going to happen" he hissed at the phone. "Over my fucking dead body" he shouted before throwing the phone at the floor.

"Is everything alright?" I whispered.


"Everything's perfect" he growled before leaving the room.

I groaned before following him, I found him upstairs sitting on his bed sulking.

"Look if this is a bad time, I can go home. I don't really want to go anyway" I shrugged.

"No, shit I'm sorry" he shook his head. "Stay, I'll be fine" he tried to smile.

I nodded "You know I'm here, if you want to talk or something".

"I know" he closed his eyes, taking a deep breath before opening them again. "Let's get ready" he smiled getting up off the bed.

"So what are you wearing?"

He took off his top and trousers, so he was standing in his boxers. I stared at his body before looking up at his face.

"This" he laughed. "Now it's your turn" he stared at me.

I took off my jacket and top and then my jeans, so I was in my bra and knickers.

"Yeah I kind of need your boxers" I laughed awkwardly.

He chucked me a pair of boxers, and I put them on over my knickers. He moved towards me, until we were in touching distance. I gulped loudly causing him to smile.

"Glad to see I still have an effect on you" he smiled.

I rolled my eyes before pushing past him to the bathroom. I put on my makeup and curled my hair, he came up from behind me and leant his chin on my shoulder.

"What do you want Harry?" I asked agitated.

"Is that a trick question?" he laughed.

I turned to face him "You've made it perfectly clear what you want Harry, so please stop this" I moved past him.

He nodded "Again I'm sorry, so anyway I was wondering if you'd do my makeup?" he smiled.

I laughed "That's a phrase I'd never thought I'd hear you say".

Once I was satisfied with his makeup, I turned him around so he could look in the mirror.


"Fuck Morris, what have you done to me?" he laughed.

"I think you look err pretty?" I laughed loudly. "Have you got a shirt or something I can wear because I will freeze my ass off".

He got up and rummaged through his draws and chucked me a shirt. I put on the shirt and did up the buttons. He shook his head and came up to me and undid every button.

"That's not the rules, don't hide your body" he frowned.

"People want to see yours not mine" I shrugged.

"I want to see yours, and besides your body is smoking" he smiled.

I laughed "Did you really just say that?"

He nodded "Yes I did".

I rolled my eyes "Fine but I'm keeping this on" I put on my shoes before running down the stairs.
He followed me down wearing his shirt with his buttons undone.

"If you wear that shirt I'm wearing this" he smiled before opening the door. "Come on" he walked out to the car.

"What kind of party is this?" Jack asked.

"Nothing special" Harry shrugged hiding a smile, I could see his mood was better than earlier.

"You ready?" Harry said to me before knocking on the door.

I groaned "Let's get this over with" I said knocking twice.

Ashley opened the door and looked us up and down. She stared at us stunned, we were then joined by Louis, Niall, Zayn and Liam. We all stood there smiling at her
.
"Err come in" she looked at us before walking off.

"Why are you guys wearing shirts?" Niall asked.

"Morris decided to wear one, so I thought I should too" Harry explained.

"No fair Morris" Louis whined.

I shrugged "Not everyone is as open as you Louis" I laughed.

He whispered in my ear "Chicken" he winked.

I closed my eyes "Fine" I took off the shirt and put it with the coats. "Happy now?"

"Very" Louis smiled. "After you" he pointed towards the door to the garden waiting for me to walk in front.

I nodded and walked confidently into the garden, everyone stared but I didn't care.

Harry leant into me "I'm kind of wishing you didn't take off your shirt, it's fucking freezing" he wrapped his arms around himself.

I laughed "I was trying to prove a point".

"Can I talk to you for a sec?" Liam asked looking nervous.

"Sure" we walked to a different part of the garden.

"I don't think we should do tomorrow" he looked down.

"Why?" I asked agitated.

He shrugged.

"What did Harry say to you?" I half shouted.

"Look, Harry is my best friend, you both obviously still have something between you..."
I interrupted him "Liam, tomorrow was just friends hanging out right?"

"Well yeah".

"Then what's the problem? And how many times there is nothing going on with me and Harry. He made that perfectly clear to me Liam".

"Well he's giving everyone else different signals" he said annoyed.

"I'm sick of this, who gives a shit? You mean so much to me Liam, you have been such a good friend to me. I don't know how I would have coped without you, you can't bail on me because Harry said so you just can't" I shook my head shaking away the tears.

"Please don't cry Kate" he frowned pulling me close to him.

I wrapped my arms around him and leant my head on his shoulder. He pulled me closer leaning his chin on my head.

"I'm sorry Kate, I care about you I never meant to make you sad".

"You need to start thinking about you Liam, what do you want?" I looked up at him.

"You" he looked me in the eyes.

I closed my eyes "Liam, I really need a friend right now" I said opening my eyes.

He nodded and sighed "Friends?" he held out his hand.

I laughed and pulled him into a hug "Thank you" I smiled.

"For what?" he asked tilting his head.

"For everything, I've never told you this but you have always been my favourite in One Direction" I laughed.

"Damn right" he smiled.

Harry's POV

I stood there by the gate looking over at Kate and Liam. How could he stand there trying to steal my girl? I hit the fence hard causing a few girls to back away from me. After everything I've said to him there he is acting all innocent, fucking asshole she is mine.

"Haz you alright?" Louis asked me. He looked over at Kate and Liam "It's bound to happen sooner or later, she's a nice girl. You can't blame Liam for that, you are the one who let her go" he shook his head.

I pushed him to the fence, he stared at me stunned holding up both of his hands. I moved away from him shaking my head.

"I'm sorry" I frowned.

"Tell her Haz" Louis pushed me towards her direction.

"I can't, she doesn't want me anymore" I shrugged.

"You're stupid, she hasn't shut up about you" he shouted.

"I can't" I closed my eyes.

"Oh for fuck sake Harry, Morris is clearly in love with you and you are too so why push her away?"

"She deserves better".

"Better than Harry fucking Styles?" he stared at me stunned. "You are a genuine guy, she is crazy about you. Sooner or later she will find someone else possibly Liam, it could even be me" he joked.

I turned around and saw her hugging Liam, I shook my head in anger.

"Hey Harry" Ashley smiled at me.

I poured a beer down my throat before turning to face her.

"Ashley" I smiled.

Kate's POV

"What the hell Kate?" I turned to see Jess glaring at me.

"Hey Jess" I smiled.

"I can't take this anymore, first you let Harry take over your life, now you have ditched all of us for One Direction, then you flirt with all of them, and now you come to a party dressed as a slut" she shouted.

I stared at her in shock, did she really just say that to me? It hurt me a lot to see my best friend carry so much hatred towards me.

"Don't talk to her like that" Liam shouted back at her.

"Liam its fine" I patted him on the arm. I turned my attention towards her "Bye Jess" I smiled before walking off.

If you let people think you don't care then maybe they won't try so hard to knock you down. I found Harry drunk dancing with Ashley, it made me physically sick. Anger was building up inside of me. I found a bottle of vodka and poured myself a cup, I downed it before beginning to dance. I could feel the burning in my chest, my head turning fuzzy. I smiled spinning around with my head leant back.

Half an hour later it was safe to say I was drunk, I felt more confident, I was somewhat invincible I could do anything I wanted. I began to laugh, Louis approached me grabbing my hand spinning me around.

"Dance with me Morris" he said his voice slurred.

"Shouldn't you be finding a girl to sleep with?" I laughed.

"There's still time, but I'm not going anywhere until you dance with me" he stood his ground.
I held both of his hands and spun around with him, I wrapped my arms around his neck and danced to Lose yourself by Eminem.

"I think I need to get you home" Liam wrapped one of his arms around my waist.

"Aw Liam always so caring" I smiled. "But I can't my stuff is at Harry's, we need to find Harry" I held on to Liam holding myself up.

"He's not much help he's as drunk as you" Liam said agitated.

We searched Ashley's house but we couldn't find him anywhere.

"Excuse me" I tapped on Melissa's shoulder. "Do you know where Harry is?" I asked.

She smiled "He's with Ashley somewhere, but I wouldn't interrupt them, last time I saw them they couldn't keep their hands off of each other" she laughed.

My heart breaking into a million pieces, a mixture of feelings filling my body. I downed another drink before finding Liam. I saw him sitting on a chair talking to a random girl.

"Liam?" I asked.

He stopped talking before turning to look at me "I thought you'd be with Harry" he said coldly.
I managed to stop the tears from falling, whether that was because I was drunk or because I was strong I don't know.

"No, can you take me home?" I asked kindly.

He stood up "Are you alright?"

I didn't answer his question I couldn't, I wasn't sure what I felt. "Can you just take me home please?" I pleaded.

He nodded before wrapping his arm around me leading me towards the door. He grabbed Harry's shirt and put it around me. I shook my head wriggling out of it, he sighed before holding it in his hand.

"Kate what did he do?" he asked worried.

"I don't want to talk about it" I shrugged.

"Please tell me, did you argue?" he asked.

"I never found him" I shrugged.

"Then what's the problem?" he asked confused.

"He....err-he" I took a deep breath "He's with Ashley" I looked down at the floor.

"Fucking asshole" Liam spat through his teeth. "I'm so sorry Kate" he pulled me closer to him.
Liam managed to carry me inside, whilst spending a while working out how to get in the door. This made me laugh a lot. He took me up the stairs and placed me down on my bed.

"Can you take Harry's boxers off for me?" I pleaded.

He raised his eyebrow.

"I have knickers on underneath" I laughed.

He pulled off Harry's boxers and chucked them on the floor, he went to leave.

"Stay with me" I moaned.

"I can't" he closed his eyes.

"No funny business, I need you" I began to cry.

He came and sat on the bed wiping away my tears "Don't cry please".

"Then stay with me" I looked in his eyes.

He sighed before getting into bed with me. We lay side by side not muttering a word.

"Can I ask you something?" I turned my head towards him.

"Anything" he looked at me.

"Hold me" I whispered.

He closed his eyes "Please don't do this".

"What?" I asked.

"You don't know how much I want you Kate, and I know how badly you want us to be friends" he frowned.

"You are the best friend I could ever ask for, I'm sorry for asking" I closed my eyes turning away from him.

He sighed before grabbing my waist and pulling me close to him. He nuzzled his nose into my neck breathing in my scent. I held his hands pulling his arms around me, I fell asleep comfy in his arms.

Notes

thats. so. fucking. cute.



wittle kiam moment. dont wolly, i aint de end..



LIAM DONT


I LOVE HIM JUst bye


that glare tho..



jealous jess...


mad harry

jealous harry


































fuck he is cute