Crystalised

Jenna's POV

"Dear Diary

Tuesday. It's 8am. Our flight leaves at 8 tonight. I had some time to think about everything. Yesterday night, I had this daydream. It was hard to come back from it. For few moments I actually thought that it was reality. It was like this. I was getting in the hospital. I asked for Harry Styles, but they wouldn't let me see him, they thought I was a fan. So I called Lou. He told me Harry wasn't at the hospital. Nor he was at his house. I looked for him everywhere. Suddenly, Lou called me, telling me Harry is out. Out where? And then I see them. In front of me. Harry and Lexi. I got so upset, i broke my phone for real.

Leena walked in, and I started shouting at her how can he do this, and how am I suppose to react to that. Leena was shocked but laughed at me, and then I remembered it was just this bad movie playing in my head. It was weird."

I laughed when I remembered the look on Leena's face. I got up and packed my last suitcase. We were going to keep our house in NY, but we bought a nice house in London, too. Rob went to London yesterday, because he had to start work today. I begged my mom half the day to buy me a new phone, but she refused. So she gave me an old Nokia 3310. I felt like I was carrying a brick with me. This was a cold weapon. Something that can really come in handy with self-defense. I felt almighty with it.

So, soon enough it was 8, and we got on our plane. We got to London at 5am. Our house was a little outside the center of London. It was quite a big house. As we walked through the front door, there were stairs that lead upstairs. On the right there was a door that lead to the living room, and separating the living room and the kitchen was a door frame, with no door in it. In the kitchen there was another door frame that seemed to be the dining room. It was very fancy. There was a bathroom downstairs. And from the living room you could go out, in the backyard. It wasn't that big, but it had a pool, a little bar, a barbecue, and A TELESCOPE !

Upstairs there was a long hallway, with doors on each side. Mine was the last door on the right. Right across me was Leena's room. The first door on the left was Rob's and mom's bedroom, and across that was the guest room. There was a personal bathroom in every bedroom.

Of course, my room was empty and my mom let me paint it, so I could make it anyway I wanted.

I got my brick out of my bag, that's what I called my phone. I called Lou

"Hey.." He answered in a sleepy voice

"Hey, I just got home, in London…"

Harry's POV

I awoke of the sound from the beeping machine. It was keeping me up almost every night. My wound still hurt from the car crash. I opened my eyes, and imagined a voice

"Morning" It was cheerful. It was this happy voice. It was Jenna's voice. Wait. I looked over to the door, and there she was. She was standing right there. In a red dress, wearing her Vans. She was here.

"What…what are you doing here?" What was she doing here. I must be dreaming.

"Rob got the job in London, so I live here now." She said, and she smiled. She was still flawless…

"Last time I talked to you, you wanted me to leave you alone…" I said. I felt the tears filling my eyes. But i was confused…

"I know. I'm sorry about that. I had time to think" She said, still smiling. "And I know the reason why I said that.." She said.

"Why?" I asked.

"It's not important right now. How are you?" She asked concerned as she sat on my bed.

"Well ok, considering" I said and I smiled. She smiled as well. I felt like nothing bad ever happened.

We talked about random things, she got my mind off the incident. I saw only her. I was focused on her. We didn't mention anything from before.

She ordered chinese, and ate. From her bag, she got out a tiny statue of Liberty and put it next to my bed. I was so tired, and wanted to sleep, but I also wanted to be with her. I didn't know what to do.

"I can see that you are tired, you can go back to sleep. I'll come later"

It was 8am. I didn't want to go back to sleep. But she kissed my cheek and that made it OK. I just closed my eyes, and faded to black.

Jenna's POV

He fell asleep immediately. I stood there for few minutes, watching him sleep. It was creepy, but also kind of nice. I got out of the room and went in the cafeteria to get something to eat. The chinese food was not even close to making me full. I ate, and my phone rang. I didn't know the number, but I answered anyway.

"Hello?" I said. And on the other line i heard an irish accent. It was Niall.

"Hey, Lou told me you were in London, want to grab a bite?" He asked. I was still hungry. So i agreed.

We met up at Subway and took two sandwiches. It was still early so no one would recognize us.

"Did you see Harry at the hospital?" He asked, as he took a bite from his sandwich. He looked so happy with the sandwich, it was like the male version of me.

"Yeah" I said and I blushed.

"So, are you getting back together?" He asked. I got a little feeling that something was wrong, but Niall changed my mind quickly "He really likes you…" He said as he smiled. We talked about what happened. He said that Lexi was a sociopath and we started making jokes about her. We laughed and before we knew it, it was 10:30.

"Listen, we have vocal rehearsals, you can come if you want to?" He invited me. It felt weird because Harry won't be there, but I guess it will be ok.

"Yeah, sure." I said, and we left. We arrived and saw Lou outside, while inside were waiting Zayn and Liam.

"Hey" I said shyly as I walked in.

"Hey Jen" They greeted me with a hug. We laughed a lot, they were goofing around most of the time. I felt like I've known them for years. They taught me their signature dances, step by step. It was a really fun morning. And, then Zayn said to me

"Listen, I'm going to get Harry's clothes from home, and after I'm going at the hospital, you want to come?"

I answered positively, and we were on our way. While we were driving to Harry's house, we talked. I asked if I could drive, he told me that Harry said never to put me in the driver's seat. He also told me that he hopes that we get back together.

As we got to his house, I was remembering everything. But when we walked in the living room, I remembered vividly. Our date, everything. I smiled to myself while Zayn was upstairs filling a bag with Harry's stuff. Everything smelled like him. I loved his sent.

We got out, and we went to the hospital. He was still sleeping when we got in.

"I'm gonna get some coffee. You want one?" I asked and he said "Yes". I got to the cafeteria and got two cups of coffee. When I came back, I saw that Harry was up, and he was talking to Zayn. He was smiling as he was looking down.

"Hey." I said and smiled at him. When he heard me, he looked up, his eyes were shining. But, they weren't filled with tears, no. They were happy. It made me happy. I handed Zayn the coffee.

We spent the whole day there, joking and laughing. He seemed happy.

I asked him when he will be released from the hospital.

"We'll I have to stay two more days, but then I'll have to rest home for a week. It sucks." He said. I told him that I will stand my him all the time. We then continued the conversation with joking. His left hand was broken, and I wrote on his cast: 'If you're going to die from a car accident, I will be the one driving. : ) ♥'

But, soon it was 4pm, and my mom called me. When I took my phone out, Zayn and Harry's eyes opened widely. I knew their question was 'Where is your iPhone?' , so I answered.

"I broke it. This is my punishment." And then I answered "Hey mom.." She called me home.

"I have to go" I said as I hung up. "I'll be back tomorrow, or maybe tonight, I don't know." I hugged Zayn, and kissed Harry on the cheek. He smiled while the little kiss lasted. I pulled away, and went out. I called Leena to pick me up, since I had no money in me. She came with a car and I got in.

"Wow it's so weird to drive on the right side of the road" She said and i laughed. "Did you see Harry? Is he ok?" She asked. She knew what was going on. I have told her.

"Yeah, he'll live" I said, and smiled. We went home and when I logged on twitter, Harry had uploaded an instagram photo. It was a picture of his cast, and my writing. He wrote as a description: 'J. wrote this today. She can't drive. I had to learn that the hard way…' And right after I saw it, my mentions were full of 'Are you J?' and 'Is Harry talking about you on his photo?'. I didn't reply any of them. I went to bed, to sleep. I fell asleep really quickly.

**

Something was vibrating. It was my phone. I saw the caller ID, it was Harry. I answered half-asleep

"Hey…" I had no idea what time it is.

"Are you awake?" He asked.

"Now I am…" I said, and smiled through the sentence.

"You want to come? I'm bored…"

Of course I wanted to go. So I got my laptop, and went to the hospital. It was 8pm when he called me. I sat on his bed, next to him and I made him watch my many tv show. We watched Psych, Friends, The Mentalist then I made him watch Digimon in japanese and we repeated every funny word and just laughed. After that, we watched Bruce Almighty, but I was too tired, so i fell asleep on his shoulder. The last thing I remember before falling asleep, is his kiss on my forehead.

"Baby, wake up" He said in a sweet voice. I smiled and mumbled

"I'm not a baby" and slowly started to get up.

"You are my baby" He smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled too, he has never called me 'baby'. It was cheesy but for some reason I liked it. I got up, and saw that it was 12:30 am. My mom was going to kill me. And then someone knocked on the door. It was Leena.

"I told mom you called me to pick you up" She said. She obviously lied. "So, Harry nice to see that you are doing better, but I have to take Jenna now, sorry." She said nicely

"It's ok, she's tired anyway" He smiled, and laid a kiss on my forehead. It felt nice, being with him again. Me and Leena left, and we got home.

Harry's POV

The next few days, she always came to visit. All day, everyday. It was really nice, and I loved it. Then I was released, and Lou took me home. She was already there, and she made my bed comfy for me. She brought her lap top and hooked it up to the TV. We watched movies the whole day. She picked them out, and we were laughing and joking all the time. But, there was one thing I wanted to do since she came back. I wanted to talk to her about everything. But she just avoided that. So, when Friday the 13th ended, I started talking about it.

"Jen, we have to talk about what happened…" I said, and the smile from her face faded.

"K. I had this coming" She said and smiled. "Look, I get that Lexi is psycho. So, that explained a lot…" She said. But It was not what I wanted to talk about.

"Then, why did you avoid me, and told me never to see you again, after you found out?" I asked. This is the question that I needed an answer to. She just took a breath, and started talking

"Look, you know how insecure I am about trusting people" She said. I nodded "So, while all that was happening, by the time I found out, I convinced myself that you hurt me. So even after, I felt like you betrayed me…I don't know why… I guess I have commitment issues, I don't know…" She said, and looked down.

I laughed at 'commitment issues' and commented on that

"You think" she saw that I was joking, so she just went with it

"Oh yeah, it's a big deal to me. You don't know that?" She asked sarcastically. We laughed about it, but then our laughs went silent, and she continued

"I don't know Harry, I guess I needed time to think about what happened. It was a lot to process…" She said and then looked into my eyes "We're good now, right?" She asked, and then a nervous smile appeared on her face. I wanted to say yes, but I didn't just want to say it, I wanted to show it.

So, as she was sitting next to me, with her legs on the bed, I leaned in and kissed the corner of her lips as warning for what is coming. And then, I kissed her lips. The sparks, they were still here. She smiled and put her hands around my neck. We kissed for few minutes. It was a passionate kiss. I loved kissing her. I could do it all day. I wouldn't need anything else. After that we pulled away, and put on another film. She picked 'Killers' and half way through the film, she fell asleep on my chest. I took my phone, and texted Leena, telling her that Jenna will stay the night, because she fell asleep and it was midnight. I felt a lot better with her by my side. She was my medicine.

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