Why Me?
Chapter3
"Yes I am. And you must be the famous Norah." I nodded yes. He then took my hand and kissed it. "I've heard so much about you. And you are way more beautiful then as Zayn described you." I couldn't help but blush. It's nice to have someone flirt with you once in a while. "Aw thank you. And let me say your much more cheekier than your fans describe you as." He just smirked. And sat down. "Care to join?" He parted the spot next to him and I gladly accepted. We talked for hours. Me and Harry kept making goggly eyes at each other. Does he like me? Cause I think that I really. Really may like him. After a while of talking I ordered pizza for the boys. I wasn't eating because since my treatment , I haven't had much of a appetite. "Norah? Aren't you gonna eat." Zayn looked very worried. I hope he doesn't think I'm starving myself. "Actually Zayn, I been having a bad stomach ache lately." I hate lying to Zayn. It hurts me so much. He just shook it off and went back to eating. Whoa , that was a close one. Zayn told us to pick a movie between my sisters keeper and step brothers. "Well Norah, ladies go first." I instantly picked Step Brothers. I just couldn't watch a movie that has a girl around my age dying of cancer. It was just too much to deal with at the moment. "Oh come on Nor" Nor? When did Nial start calling me Nor? Whatever. "Don't you girls like to watch movies like that?" "We'll yeah. But tonight I just don't feel like it." "We'll were watching it no matter what you say." Really harry? Your gonna do me like that? And you smirk like its funny. But damn, that smirk is gorgeous. Everything about him is gorgeous. "Okay then." We turn on the movie and begin to watch it. Wow. It's actually not as bad as I thought It would be. Half way into the movie I say the boys tearing up. I mean come on. It is a sad movie for anybody! I looked over at harry who was on his phone. Texting? "Um harry? Aren't you suppose to be watching the movie?" He looked at me. "Yeah I'm just texting someone something real quick." He put his phone down on the couch and just looked at the movie. Then my phone buzzed. I looked at the name but the number wasn't saved into my phone. I could see harry smirking at me from the corner of my eye. I acted like I didn't see but . I did
I wanted to know if you'll like to go to dinner and a movie with me on Friday?
~Harry
How did he get my number? Probably Zayn. In my mind I already had my answer . It was yes. But I just couldn't let this get serious. I couldn't fall for him. I can't hurt him. I only would be If I agreed. I just couldn't say no.
I would love to:)
~Nor
Great ill pick you up at 7.
~Harry
I was so happy. But it soon faded when the girl died in the movie. That was gonna be me in At least 8 months. I just couldn't take it. I didn't want to face reality. I started to feel really queasy and nauseous. I ran to the bathroom , open the toilet and threw up. It was just too much to handle. Espeacilly alone. I heard multiple footstep running to the bathroom. Lucky me the door was locked. But that didn't stop them from banging on it. I flushed the toilet and sat on it wiping my mouth. "Norah open up." I just stayed quiet. "Open this goddamn door now." I did as I was told and in came 5 worried looking boys. "Norah what happen? Why are you throwing up." I couldn't tell him why. I had to lie. " remember when I said my stomach Hurt? I guess I are something wrong my mistake." His worriedness calmed down a little but not too much. "We'll let's get you to bed and ill, I'm mean will be your maids for as long as you need." I brushed my teeth then Zayn picked me up bridal style. He layed me in bed and tucked me in the covers. I had the best bestfriend in the world. He asked me if I needed anything before he lefted I just said no. He lefted and closed the door. I feel asleep. Well half asleep. I heard the door creak open. I didn't bother looking at who it is I just faked I was sleep. They climbed into bed with me. "Why are you so beautiful? I'm so mad Zayn didn't introduced us sooner." HARRY! He whipped my Hair out my face and acted like I was just waking up. "Hazza? " wait did I just call him hazza? "Yes love?" I still had to play it off. "I'm going to make you sick , you need to leave." He refused. "To be honest I just want to hold you and make sure your comftable and fine." With that I turned his way and snuggled my head in his chest.
"goodnight love." "Goodnight harry." "Call me hazza, I like the way you say it." Aw he so cheeky . "Goodnight hazza."
~The Next Day
I wake up from the worst dream. I died but came alive when they finally put me in the casket. It was the scariest dream I ever had. I pat the side on the bed where Harry's suppose to be. Where Is he? I get up and peek out the door to see if I hear anyone. There he is. Harry. My harry. I wonder when he woke up. I get startled by hearing my phone alarm go off. I go to turn it off but I have a reminder. It says "kemo day don't be late." shit !! I forgot. How am I gonna leave with Zayn down there. What am I gonna say as an excuse? I check my phone for the time. Cool it's only 12 and I have to get there around 2:45. I make my way downstairs. And all I see are these cheeky grins. 5 of them. "What are yaul staring at? Can I get my face back?" They just laugh. I look at them confused and head to the kitchen. That's weird one day I have an appetite and the next day I don't. I just grab a orange because the doc said there are only certain foods I can eat while I'm taking Level 3 out of 4 kemo treatment. I start to peel the orange and feel someone's hands grip my waist. I start freaking out. I just always been cautious about my personal space. "Good Morning love." His voice calms me. No one else does. Not even Zayns. "We'll good morning to you too hazza." He moves and sits on the counter. "Whatchu eatinggg?" " I'm eating a basketball. Really? Don't you see I'm eating a orange." He looks at me and does that smirk. Why does he have to be so cute? "Um okay. I was just wondering. Well I can't wait till Friday to go on a date with you so how about me and you just go to the park or something today?" That didn't sound bad. I knew such a beautiful park down the street. When I was about to say yes my phone alarm went off again and made me remember what I had to do today. I try to hide what it says from harry but I guess he notices what I'm trying to do. "What's that Norah?" "Um nothing, just my alarm." I wasn't lying . Well I wasn't lying about the whole thing Atleast. "Back to the topic about the park today.. Wanna go?" "Actually hazza, I can't I have work today." He looked disappointed but understood. That "I have to go to work" line I always used when I'm at kemo. It's the most realistic thing I could think of. I'm actually jobless at the moment. I say good morning to all the boys and head back to my room. I turn the shower on and strip out my clothes. I look at my naked body in a full length mirror. I really have lost weight from this cancer. I could see it. I grab my scale out and step on it. Before I look I pray that I haven't lost anymore weight. I was wrong. Actually about 8 pounds. I was at 123 and I'm down to 115. This isn't good. I just check my weight 2 weeks ago! I hop in the shower and just think about my life. Think about the first day I found out about my illness.
Flashback
*I sit on the hospital bed calm. I just got off the phone with my sister. She just got her results. She doesn't have it. The doctor comes in flipping through the papers Ike hes looking for something. "Oh yes, your Norah Breeze? " I nod. He flips to my paper and after one look. He brings it up to his face like her couldn't read what it said." How old was your aunt?" "She just turned 28." He sighed. "Your old enough for the real deal. I'm not going to sugar coat anything." What does he mean hes not gonna sugar coat anything? My heart starts to beat faster by the second thinking about the possibilities. "You have lung cancer. And it's bad. We can try kemo then surgery. But we wouldn't know for sure until we run some more test." Those first four words repeated in my head. My heart beated at a rapid speed. I was shocked. I couldn't move, couldn't talk. Just frozen.*
End of Flashback
I start hitting my head trying To get that awful memory out. It's not working. So I just stand there. Helplessly until I get this horrible cough. I knew it was time for my kemo. I get out and put this on http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=94889866 . Evey time I go to kemo I wear comfy clothes because I sit there for hours and I want to be comftable. I didn't put any makeup on except a cheer pink on my lips . I look myself in the mirror hating what I look like know.
i grab my keys and walk down stairs where the boys are playing video games. COD to be exact. "Norah! Where you going?" I was dreading to answer this question. I hate lying to him. It just wasn't me. "I'm going to work." He laughs. "Dressed like that?" "Yes Zayn. All I do is pick up phones and sit in a chair. Nothing else! I'm gonna be late. What anything On my way home?" "Yea. Get some toilet tissue and Doritos thanks." I put it in my phone and walk to the door. I look back to say goodbye but see harry walking to me.
he kissed me on the cheek. "See you later love."
i blush really hard. "You too hazza." And I stand on my tippy toes to go the same.
I walk out the door and already paparazzi is Swerming me with questions and pictures . Shit no pictures !!! I look like a bum! I run to the car and get in. Safe from the paps. I start the engine and drive off. "Here we go.... "
I wanted to know if you'll like to go to dinner and a movie with me on Friday?
~Harry
How did he get my number? Probably Zayn. In my mind I already had my answer . It was yes. But I just couldn't let this get serious. I couldn't fall for him. I can't hurt him. I only would be If I agreed. I just couldn't say no.
I would love to:)
~Nor
Great ill pick you up at 7.
~Harry
I was so happy. But it soon faded when the girl died in the movie. That was gonna be me in At least 8 months. I just couldn't take it. I didn't want to face reality. I started to feel really queasy and nauseous. I ran to the bathroom , open the toilet and threw up. It was just too much to handle. Espeacilly alone. I heard multiple footstep running to the bathroom. Lucky me the door was locked. But that didn't stop them from banging on it. I flushed the toilet and sat on it wiping my mouth. "Norah open up." I just stayed quiet. "Open this goddamn door now." I did as I was told and in came 5 worried looking boys. "Norah what happen? Why are you throwing up." I couldn't tell him why. I had to lie. " remember when I said my stomach Hurt? I guess I are something wrong my mistake." His worriedness calmed down a little but not too much. "We'll let's get you to bed and ill, I'm mean will be your maids for as long as you need." I brushed my teeth then Zayn picked me up bridal style. He layed me in bed and tucked me in the covers. I had the best bestfriend in the world. He asked me if I needed anything before he lefted I just said no. He lefted and closed the door. I feel asleep. Well half asleep. I heard the door creak open. I didn't bother looking at who it is I just faked I was sleep. They climbed into bed with me. "Why are you so beautiful? I'm so mad Zayn didn't introduced us sooner." HARRY! He whipped my Hair out my face and acted like I was just waking up. "Hazza? " wait did I just call him hazza? "Yes love?" I still had to play it off. "I'm going to make you sick , you need to leave." He refused. "To be honest I just want to hold you and make sure your comftable and fine." With that I turned his way and snuggled my head in his chest.
"goodnight love." "Goodnight harry." "Call me hazza, I like the way you say it." Aw he so cheeky . "Goodnight hazza."
~The Next Day
I wake up from the worst dream. I died but came alive when they finally put me in the casket. It was the scariest dream I ever had. I pat the side on the bed where Harry's suppose to be. Where Is he? I get up and peek out the door to see if I hear anyone. There he is. Harry. My harry. I wonder when he woke up. I get startled by hearing my phone alarm go off. I go to turn it off but I have a reminder. It says "kemo day don't be late." shit !! I forgot. How am I gonna leave with Zayn down there. What am I gonna say as an excuse? I check my phone for the time. Cool it's only 12 and I have to get there around 2:45. I make my way downstairs. And all I see are these cheeky grins. 5 of them. "What are yaul staring at? Can I get my face back?" They just laugh. I look at them confused and head to the kitchen. That's weird one day I have an appetite and the next day I don't. I just grab a orange because the doc said there are only certain foods I can eat while I'm taking Level 3 out of 4 kemo treatment. I start to peel the orange and feel someone's hands grip my waist. I start freaking out. I just always been cautious about my personal space. "Good Morning love." His voice calms me. No one else does. Not even Zayns. "We'll good morning to you too hazza." He moves and sits on the counter. "Whatchu eatinggg?" " I'm eating a basketball. Really? Don't you see I'm eating a orange." He looks at me and does that smirk. Why does he have to be so cute? "Um okay. I was just wondering. Well I can't wait till Friday to go on a date with you so how about me and you just go to the park or something today?" That didn't sound bad. I knew such a beautiful park down the street. When I was about to say yes my phone alarm went off again and made me remember what I had to do today. I try to hide what it says from harry but I guess he notices what I'm trying to do. "What's that Norah?" "Um nothing, just my alarm." I wasn't lying . Well I wasn't lying about the whole thing Atleast. "Back to the topic about the park today.. Wanna go?" "Actually hazza, I can't I have work today." He looked disappointed but understood. That "I have to go to work" line I always used when I'm at kemo. It's the most realistic thing I could think of. I'm actually jobless at the moment. I say good morning to all the boys and head back to my room. I turn the shower on and strip out my clothes. I look at my naked body in a full length mirror. I really have lost weight from this cancer. I could see it. I grab my scale out and step on it. Before I look I pray that I haven't lost anymore weight. I was wrong. Actually about 8 pounds. I was at 123 and I'm down to 115. This isn't good. I just check my weight 2 weeks ago! I hop in the shower and just think about my life. Think about the first day I found out about my illness.
Flashback
*I sit on the hospital bed calm. I just got off the phone with my sister. She just got her results. She doesn't have it. The doctor comes in flipping through the papers Ike hes looking for something. "Oh yes, your Norah Breeze? " I nod. He flips to my paper and after one look. He brings it up to his face like her couldn't read what it said." How old was your aunt?" "She just turned 28." He sighed. "Your old enough for the real deal. I'm not going to sugar coat anything." What does he mean hes not gonna sugar coat anything? My heart starts to beat faster by the second thinking about the possibilities. "You have lung cancer. And it's bad. We can try kemo then surgery. But we wouldn't know for sure until we run some more test." Those first four words repeated in my head. My heart beated at a rapid speed. I was shocked. I couldn't move, couldn't talk. Just frozen.*
End of Flashback
I start hitting my head trying To get that awful memory out. It's not working. So I just stand there. Helplessly until I get this horrible cough. I knew it was time for my kemo. I get out and put this on http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=94889866 . Evey time I go to kemo I wear comfy clothes because I sit there for hours and I want to be comftable. I didn't put any makeup on except a cheer pink on my lips . I look myself in the mirror hating what I look like know.
i grab my keys and walk down stairs where the boys are playing video games. COD to be exact. "Norah! Where you going?" I was dreading to answer this question. I hate lying to him. It just wasn't me. "I'm going to work." He laughs. "Dressed like that?" "Yes Zayn. All I do is pick up phones and sit in a chair. Nothing else! I'm gonna be late. What anything On my way home?" "Yea. Get some toilet tissue and Doritos thanks." I put it in my phone and walk to the door. I look back to say goodbye but see harry walking to me.
he kissed me on the cheek. "See you later love."
i blush really hard. "You too hazza." And I stand on my tippy toes to go the same.
I walk out the door and already paparazzi is Swerming me with questions and pictures . Shit no pictures !!! I look like a bum! I run to the car and get in. Safe from the paps. I start the engine and drive off. "Here we go.... "
10/23/13