When Zayn was gone, I left my fantasy-bubble that I constantly was living in around him, and realized how the college was getting really empty. I looked around, and the only movement I saw, was from people trying to get out of the doors. My eyes landed on the small doorway to the cafeteria. I sighed, I knew Bim was in there. Maybe it was time to just sort it all out with her. I stood up and slightly brushed my pajamas, before I in a brisk pace started to walk towards the huge hall. It wasn't difficult to find her. For the first time in a long time, the hall was pretty empty, and the silence was good for my ears. Her cotton candy-hair, and her shock-pink t-shirt, was lightening up the room. Bim didn't see me as I was approaching her, so I made sure she heard me instead. Two metres from the table, I cleared my throat. She instantly looked up, and I met her tired eyes. But this time, she didn't do anything. She didn't sigh, she didn't roll her eyes, she didn't move a millimeter.

"Hi.." She said low, and surprisingly looked me in the eyes.

"Hi, can I.. sit down?" I asked carefully.

"Of course you can, just.. have a seat." She said and made room for me.

I gently sat down in front of her, and layed my braided hands on the table. The air in the big cafeteria was cold, but I was feeling warm. I looked up, and catched Bims gaze on me before she looked away, embarrassed. Wow, she was really acting different. Different, nice.

"Look, Kath.."

"Bim, I.."

We stared at each other for two seconds, before we both just lost it. It wasn't particularly funny, the fact that we spoke in each others mouths, but still. We laughed.

"You first." She giggled.

"No, you first."

She sighed, a happy sigh, before she started to talk.

"I know I have screwed up. Several times. And I don't deserve you, I don't. I mean, look at me, look at what I've done.. I'm sorry Kath. I just want you to know that. I'm really sorry."

I nodded. Instead of fighting her, saying "I've done things too", that she does deserve me, I just nodded. She actually had hurt me, and now it was time for me to accept her apology.

"I know you are." I said low.

"So, what were you going to say?" She asked and sipped on her Starbucks.

I was just about to talk, when a distant door opened behind me. I quickly threw a glance over my shoulder, to see who was coming in. It was a police. I followed his moves, but it didn't look like he was coming over to us, so I continued.

"I know we've already talked about this, or well, fighted about it.. But.. I have a proposal. If I wanted to give you a second chance, despite everything, would you wanna give me a second chance, despite everything, too?"

Bim stared at me, I stared at her. It wasn't even after the words were said until I felt tears coming out of my eyes.

"I just really don't wanna loose you.." I whispered quickly, and then, the most amazing thing happened.

Bim shooked her head and layed her hands on mine.

"You won't." She said and looked me steady in my eyes.

I bent over the table and hugged her, and she hugged me back. It was an amazing feeling, to get such a warm hug from such a cold, emotionless person.

"Ladies."

Our hug was interrupted by the police I had seen earlier, and I fastly wiped my cheeks.

"Hello, officer." I said with a polite smile. "Why are you here?"

"I was just working outside. When a whole college is being evacuated, you need a few police-men."

"Yeah, I bet." I nodded.

"So, Kathleen.. About the attack.."

My heartrace speeded up, in a non-good way. Memories from that night, both with Mark and Harry, came flowing back.

"You have all the information, right? We always gotta be sure."

"Yes, I know everything. Thank you."

He nodded at us, and started to walk back.

"God, that must've been awful.. I could see your eyes just.. shift." Bim said.

"Yeah, the vibes I get from that night isn't very happy ones." I said with a small smile.

"So.. why did they need the money they wanted from Liam?" She asked.

"Well.. They had done some things, some criminal things.. and they needed money fast, to get out of there. They were planning to go to Hawaii or something, and when Liam wouldn't budge.. they jumped right on me instead."

Bim was frowning while slowly shooking her head. I knew she was genuinely sorry for me, nothing fake. And that felt good.

"And Liam saved you?" She said low with an impressed voice.

"Yep." I answered with a ridiculously big smile. "He had been practicing karate half his life, and if he hadn't found me there.."

"Yeah." Bim whispered. "I'm just glad you're all okay."

I nodded and smiled.

"So how did your parents take it?" She asked and took another sip of her coffee.

"They were out of their minds.. They wanted me to come home, and when I finally convinced them I wouldn't, they were talking me into coming here, and it was just all a big mess.. I swear, my dad.. He was furious. My mom was just scared, but if I someday recieve the news that dad has killed Mark.. I won't be surprised."

Bim chuckled along with me.

"But now they're fine. And I'm fine. I've stopped having nightmares about him, I just wanna put it all behind me.."

"That sounds good." Bim said. "I kinda just.. If it's okay with you.. wanna put this whole Louis-thing behind.."

"Yeah, totally!" I hurried to say. "No need to think about that. It was a stupid mistake, right?"

"Yeah." She said with a relieved smile.

But now it was there. She had brought it up, and it was too late. We had to talk about it.

"Look, Kath.. About last night.. when you, found me.."

"We don't have to.."

"Yes, we do." Bim interrupted me. "I was only.. about to do it, because.. I felt so.."

I stared at her, at her hands, at her arms, at her face, at her eyes that were tearing up.

"I felt so incredible bad, about it all.. I had never acted like that before, and.. I just suddenly saw what I had done, to all of you.. And I didn't recognize myself.. I got scared, and the guilt hit me, and.."

The tears were forming in her eyes, and her face shifted into red. I wanted to hug her, but I was afraid it would stop all of her honesty suddenly flowing.

"And.." She sobbed. "You know how great I'm with guilt, how I deal with it.. I couldn't take it anymore, it was like.. I didn't know myself anymore, this college had turned me into this new person, and I just.. I don't know. But then, you walked in, and I freaked out, and said all those things.. I still hadn't made up my mind about you, if I still hated you or if not.. I just knew I had done wrong.. so I ran away, and well, you found me again.."

Now, her tears were getting real. She was really tearing up, and so were I.

"You always find me, Kath.. You always see the good in me.. And I'm sorry for making it so hard for you to do that, but still. You were always able to.. see.. me. I owe you for that, and I just.. I just wish that you.. that you would've found me earlier, when I really needed someone like you.. I'm not blaming you, I just.. I was in a dark place.."

We were both crying when I jumped closer to her, and gave her a proper hug. One of those that lasts whole minutes, one of those hard ones.

"I'm here now." I whispered in her neck.

"Rose! You're so stupid. Why did you do that, huh? You're so stupid, Rose. Why did you do that? Why?"

"You jump, I jump, right?"

"Right."

"Oh God! I couldn't go. I couldn't go, Jack."

"It's all right. We'll think of something."

"At least I'm with you."

The tears that were now rolling down all of our cheeks were different tears than the ones Bim and I had shed earlier. It was all solved now, all over. But on the boat Titanic, it wasn't. We were in the kitchen-room, and the movie was selected from one girl named Bianca. Six persons was watching the heartbreaking movie, me, Bim, Bianca, Diana, Steve and Melody. We were all crying, even Steve. But it felt good, and I felt good. Even though the characters on the screen wasn't very happy, I sure as hell knew, I was.

Notes

Hi guys! I think I'm gonna update again for you guys, you deserve it. I hope you liked this chapter! I gotta go and write another one, so check in later, would ya? Love, A.

Do you think Bim and Kath did the right thing, forgiving each other? Would you have if you were Bim/Kath?

Do you think something special will happen on Halloween?