that day...
Chapter 20
*MYAS POV*
Okay when Im usually sad i walk on the bridge so i decided to do that.
"hey girls Im gna go for a walk" i said to El and Perrie
"Can we come with!" Perrie said.
"Ummm Perrid Im sorry but i just want to be alone right now" i said with a sad tone.
"No problem i understand!" And she hugged me.
I walked out and started walking just thinking.
I love Ni but Im so afraid.
Im afraid i will hurt him. Im afraid he will hurt me like Steve did.
This is so complicated.
i got to the bridge. I had my earphones in.
my favorite song came on "you found me" by the fray.
I started crying
I really hope Ni can forgive me from running out like that.
I love him so much and hes the one.
i look out to sea and it was so beautiful.
This always calms me. I dont know why ever since i was a little kid the view of the ocean always calmed me.
*FLASHBACK*
Im 10 years old and i locked myself in my room because daddy is hurting mum again.
i heard screaming and i was really scared.
mum doesnt usually scream this much.
i peeked through the door and saw daddy punching mum.
i started crying.
So i climbed out the window and started walking to the beach.
It was night time and Im 10 years old.
It sounds crazy right? But with a life like mine you have to figure out how to live on your own.
I got to the beach and just sat there listening to the waves.
it was so peaceful.
i stayed there until midnight.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I just stood there for about half an hour before i saw the unbelievable...
*NIALLS POV*
I took me about 30 minutes to get to the bridge.
I cant believe just in 10 minutes my life is going to be over.
There was no one there.
(Well he thought no one was there)
i looked out to the sea and all my memories came back.
*FLASHBACK*
"DO YOU EVEN CARE YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT?!?!" my mum yelled at me
"i try i try Im sorry im not the perfect son you wanted!"
"DAMN RIGHT YOUR NOT THE SON WE WANTED!!! YOU WERE A MISTAKE!!!" My dad backed my mum up.
i started crying
"YOU KNOW WHAT JUST GET THE FUCK OUT THIS HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK!!!" My dad yelled
"Yoi are going to kick out your only son just because he had one drink because he has a fucked up life caused my his own god damn parents!!!" I was crying.
"YES NOW LEAVE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN!!" My mum yelled at me.
i ran out the house and went to ...well i slept under the bridge.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
okay its time.
i had a note..i left it at Liams house. I hope he reads it.
*LIAMS POV*
What a night.
i hope they can make things work out because they truly do love each other.
i got to my flat and i found some letter...
"Hey mate! Its Niall..ummm well i just wanted to let you guys know Im saying goodbye forever dont try to stop me please.
you guys know i had a fucked up Life before Mya came into my life.
I clearly can tell im not loved my anyone so this goodbye forever.
You guys have been good brothers to me.
I love you Mya just wanted to let you know.
That was the best/worst show so yeah thanks for the best life.But its ti,e for me to say bye. Love you all. Xx Niall Horan."
Did i just read what i read?!
No
no
this cant be happening i called Mya
she needs to know.
"Hey whats up?"
"MYA NIALLS IS ABOUT TO KILL HIMSELF YOU NEED TO GO TO HIM PLEASE WE CANT LOSE HIM!!!"
"Woah !! What no he cant i love him!!" She started crying
"Go to him."
"Okay where would he go to do this?"
"Umm to the bridge he would go to the bridge!"
silence.
"Mya are you still there?!"
"I-Im at the bridge."
"Find him."
"Okay i will call you back."
She hung up i called the lads and we were on our way to the bridge we cannot lose niall.
i began to cry.
Okay when Im usually sad i walk on the bridge so i decided to do that.
"hey girls Im gna go for a walk" i said to El and Perrie
"Can we come with!" Perrie said.
"Ummm Perrid Im sorry but i just want to be alone right now" i said with a sad tone.
"No problem i understand!" And she hugged me.
I walked out and started walking just thinking.
I love Ni but Im so afraid.
Im afraid i will hurt him. Im afraid he will hurt me like Steve did.
This is so complicated.
i got to the bridge. I had my earphones in.
my favorite song came on "you found me" by the fray.
I started crying
I really hope Ni can forgive me from running out like that.
I love him so much and hes the one.
i look out to sea and it was so beautiful.
This always calms me. I dont know why ever since i was a little kid the view of the ocean always calmed me.
*FLASHBACK*
Im 10 years old and i locked myself in my room because daddy is hurting mum again.
i heard screaming and i was really scared.
mum doesnt usually scream this much.
i peeked through the door and saw daddy punching mum.
i started crying.
So i climbed out the window and started walking to the beach.
It was night time and Im 10 years old.
It sounds crazy right? But with a life like mine you have to figure out how to live on your own.
I got to the beach and just sat there listening to the waves.
it was so peaceful.
i stayed there until midnight.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
I just stood there for about half an hour before i saw the unbelievable...
*NIALLS POV*
I took me about 30 minutes to get to the bridge.
I cant believe just in 10 minutes my life is going to be over.
There was no one there.
(Well he thought no one was there)
i looked out to the sea and all my memories came back.
*FLASHBACK*
"DO YOU EVEN CARE YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT?!?!" my mum yelled at me
"i try i try Im sorry im not the perfect son you wanted!"
"DAMN RIGHT YOUR NOT THE SON WE WANTED!!! YOU WERE A MISTAKE!!!" My dad backed my mum up.
i started crying
"YOU KNOW WHAT JUST GET THE FUCK OUT THIS HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK!!!" My dad yelled
"Yoi are going to kick out your only son just because he had one drink because he has a fucked up life caused my his own god damn parents!!!" I was crying.
"YES NOW LEAVE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN!!" My mum yelled at me.
i ran out the house and went to ...well i slept under the bridge.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
okay its time.
i had a note..i left it at Liams house. I hope he reads it.
*LIAMS POV*
What a night.
i hope they can make things work out because they truly do love each other.
i got to my flat and i found some letter...
"Hey mate! Its Niall..ummm well i just wanted to let you guys know Im saying goodbye forever dont try to stop me please.
you guys know i had a fucked up Life before Mya came into my life.
I clearly can tell im not loved my anyone so this goodbye forever.
You guys have been good brothers to me.
I love you Mya just wanted to let you know.
That was the best/worst show so yeah thanks for the best life.But its ti,e for me to say bye. Love you all. Xx Niall Horan."
Did i just read what i read?!
No
no
this cant be happening i called Mya
she needs to know.
"Hey whats up?"
"MYA NIALLS IS ABOUT TO KILL HIMSELF YOU NEED TO GO TO HIM PLEASE WE CANT LOSE HIM!!!"
"Woah !! What no he cant i love him!!" She started crying
"Go to him."
"Okay where would he go to do this?"
"Umm to the bridge he would go to the bridge!"
silence.
"Mya are you still there?!"
"I-Im at the bridge."
"Find him."
"Okay i will call you back."
She hung up i called the lads and we were on our way to the bridge we cannot lose niall.
i began to cry.
12/2/13