I am so tired but so happy at the same time, no one knows how exitied i am at the moment. Harry got a phone call off Paul (the manager) this morning and last night we sent him a demo of the song 'Kiss you' and BINGO! He phoned as soon as we woke up.

But the werid thing is he told Harry to tell me that he said 'Congrats' for me helpping the boys with there album.

I thought Paul hated the boys being with me, but it seems he has to get used to it because it looks like im gonna spend my life with these lads and well ive got to change as well. They know im growing up still and people think its strange for 5 boys to raise a girl, but i dont.

After this morning call and the screaming of exitment that it was going to be on the album, we all got up and had our breakfast the car was waiting outside for us to take us to the studio where Paul was waiting to meet us and descurse this new song that we came up with.

Niall saw the car pull up outside the gates and we all rushed to our coats which hung up by the door, as we walked down the path the was already tonnes of directioners waiting around the car and the gate. There was girls shounting 'i love you' and 'come here', The boys went over to some fans and signed what they had, also had pictures.

When sutiaery came and helpped us though the crowd there was this little girl who looked about 6 and she was looking around thinking 'what the hell' and she saw me, it made my day and Liam whispered to me.

"Go and see her, its alright"

I went over where the crowd of screaming girls were and they started shounting things like 'I love you Sparky' and 'your the best', the little girl saw me coming towards her. She was quite small, waist high and she started to smile.

I held out my hand and she toke it, then out of no where she ran into my arms and started to hug me. I looked back at the boys and they smiled back at me, the girl had a One Direction bag on her and a jumper with our photo on the front.

Then i heard her tiny voice over the loud crowd of girls and she asked me if i could sign her jumper by my picture, truthfully i have never done an autograph before and i didnt know how to it put it.

So i put my trademark sign on the jumper and put the message of 'love u always'.

Then her mom came pushing though the crowd and asked if i could have a picture taken with her daughter, i soon catched on her name in the end and it was Madison which suited her. I lifted her up and we both smiled for the camera, then i heard Louis call me and he said we had to go now.

Madison looked at me and i still remember the words she said in her tiny voice and them words i can still remember now..

"Good luck Sparky"

Notes

That girl is so sweet.

And thoughout the story Sparky remembers this.

xxxxxxx Sparkles

P.S. What do you think will happen to Sparky?